Exist to eat.Eat to exist.

---gw: 70kg 🔒 60kg 🔒 57kg 🔒 54kg🔒 50kg 🔒--- Age: 24 Hg: 161cm/5'3" Cw: 91kg/200lbs Hw: 93.8k/206lbs.

[circeouroboros]

5.8.2024

(3.8.24 weight was 90.5kg/199.5lbs)

Morning weight 89.9kg/198lbs. Meaning 0.6kg/1.3lbs lost from last weigh in. I would like it to been bit less, but atleast we got under 90kg.

Yesterdays weigh in missing because I was at cottage saturday/sunday and there is no scale.. 🙃

All In all I lost 3.3kg/7.2lbs last week.

[aaaangel444]

[circeouroboros]

Forgot to post yesterdays weight, wich was 91.0kg/200lbs 👀

Today morning weight was 90.5kg/199.5lbs (-0.5kg/1.1lbs from yesterday)

We are at the cottage with my hubby, its his parents place and they dont have scale here 🥲💀 Meaning no weigh in tommorow morning.. we will see if I weight myself sunday evening.

Keep fingers crossed that Im under 90kg by monday!

Happy weekend u all! ❤️

[circeouroboros]

Slooooowly but surley getting there 😫🥲 I just need to keep foucus.

Funny thing is that I think the real jorney begins only after Im back to under 80kg, because my mind cant even comprehend that I'm really over 90kg atm. It's like I living in fever dream, nightmerish I would say.. 🤣😭

[circeouroboros]

Oh yeah, I hit my all time high.. And it feels so so bad.

Like I literally gained 10kg (22lbs) in 6 months 🤡🤡🤡💀 Fml

Seems like I living my Amberlynn Reid life 😂😭😭😭

[rihovski-ru]

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Heart of a Dog (Laurie Anderson, 2015)

[circeouroboros]

9.1.24

+ one sugary energy drink..

The smoothie and bread (not Burger) I eat little bit less than half of both.

Aprox 730 cal day.

Weight: 83.6 kg (184.3 lbs) BMI 32.3

[circeouroboros]

I miss him so much.

He said we may see again in a year.

Most of me dosen't belive it.

But there is this small flicker in me. This small flame, small as candle flame. But it light ups the whole room with hope.

I miss you so much.

What I would I give to hear your voice one more time...

[sunbathe]

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bekl5qslsV8/

[circeouroboros]

8.1.24

Aprox 680 cal day.

Weight: 83.9 kg / 184.9 lbs

[prettygirlstarves]

i have to get skinny for him.

[circeouroboros]

7.1.24

Aprox 700 cal day

Weight: 84.6 (186.5lbs)

[circeouroboros]

6.1.24

Eat almost all the olives , 2 pices of cheese and half of the salad

Weight: 84.3 kg (185.85lbs)

[qvotext]

[rebirth654]

Darina Muravjeva, Hole

[circeouroboros]

This year, I start with the bigest weight I have ever seen on the scale. 85,1 kg (187lbs)

I feel so numb. I dont even remember when was the last time I felt hungry, because I just eat and eat.

I have no goal for this year. But now I think my only goal should be able to weight less than ever before. 60kg 132lbs.

[circeouroboros]

Like its only 2kg per month