The Vortex

They/Them - 29 - BPD, AuADHD, Depression, Anxiety cocktail. Welcome to my circus ✨️

[circus-vortex]

Wow the personality disorder is PERSONALITY DISORDERING

[sickfrr]

The growing fear that this emptiness is permanent.

[nickyhex]

Rot Girl February.

[nickyhex]

Brain fog. Emptiness. Melancholy. Plateau of emotion.

[xxdeardigitaldiaryxx]

I have that deeply tired feeling stuck in my bones

[demi-flower-prince]

Does anyone know the cheat code to erase the pain in my heart?

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[bpderanged]

Current mood: trying not to explode into a million fucking pieces

[itsemobunny]

Being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.

[templetv-deactivated20260211]

hey can you come over and surgically remove this heavy, aching rot from my heart? we can watch a movie afterwards

[inkandintent]

I’m getting quieter because no one hears me anyway.

[wildcardcrush]

i hate the numbness that comes

because its never just numbness

its this tightness in my chest

i feel like i may cry but my eyes remain dry

because numbness doesnt let anything through

just the feeling of nothingness in a void

[obscurix]

unfortunately i remember everything and it will sit in my chest forever.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Do people understand that when you say “I’m tired” it doesn’t mean “I didn’t get enough sleep last night” or “I need more physical energy”?

It means I am drained. I have been fighting through each day just to wake up and do it again. I am tired of existing in a world where everything feels like a struggle and nothing feels right. I am tired of fighting negative thoughts. I am tired of waking up.

[rabbittongues]

[lostandunlovedd-deactivated2025]

I’m always the ‘it’s okay, I understand’ person, even when my voice shakes, even when tears are falling and my heart is breaking inside. I comfort others while I’m falling apart. I make it easy for them to hurt me, just so they don’t feel bad. And no one ever sees how heavy that really is.

[endlessblackroses]

I’m not the sky…

The sky knows less of loneliness than I do…