The Cirque Daily

Need Advice? Want to submit an Anonymous confession? Want to spread some rumors? This is the place to do it. Just beware the consequences (IN CHARACTER Confessions blog for Cirquedufreak-rp).

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late night self reflective asks 🌙

cosmos: what's one thing you wish you could say to someone you are no longer friends with?

galaxies: what are three things you want to do before you die?

waxing: what is your proudest accomplishment?

waning: what is your biggest regret?

full moon: what type of person do you hope to be?

contemplation: if you could wake up one morning and everything in your life was perfect, what would that look like?

night light: who/what makes you feel safe?

ponder: what do you want to do with your life?

sunset: who is someone you thought would be in your life forever, but you no longer talk to?

midnight: are you a different person late at night than in the early morning?

candle light: are you an indecisive person?

reflection: have you ever changed something you liked about yourself to satisfy someone else?

sweet dreams: are you happy?

nightmare: what are you most afraid of?

constellations: who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop?

reminder: who is someone you will never forget?

11-11: what's something you want, but feel like you will never have?

shooting star: who is someone you trust to help you make the right decisions?

earth: where do you feel most at home?

soothe: what's one thing that always makes you feel better when you're upset?

slumber: what's one thing that helps you fall asleep when it feels impossible?

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Midnight Circus Rumors

Despite the circus seeming so close, there are a ton of things that don’t seem to be public knowledge. These… rumors as we will call them, are things that people should probably know. Sometimes, even some of the people who are involved should know these things.

Has anyone noticed how Emrys has been missing for a few weeks, only popping back up recently but too weak to really do much on his own? One of my sources tell me he got mixed up in something bad. I was told he had been selling illegal substances through the circus and had started using his own product to the point of overdose. Not sure why a rich kid would need that kind of money, but I think I’m going to steer clear from him for now. People who get mixed up in that kind of thing are just asking for trouble, and I for one don’t need that in my life. Dahye, maybe you should rethink things?

Somi has also been seen using substances that she shouldn’t be, though not necessarily illegal. She had been doing so well at sobering up, yet the little squirrel was seen sneaking away holding bottles of alcohol. It seems like she has been sneaking off to drink when nobody has been paying attention. Seems like she had all of us fooled in thinking she was learning to function as a proper human. Should we really let the alcoholic continue to run the circus?

Seems like Zelos and Alexia have been having quite a bit of fun without her. Alexia was recently heard drunkenly loudly talking about something to do with a tail and my mind, of course, goes straight to the gutter with this. Who knew that Alexia enjoyed these sorts of things? I, for one, wouldn’t mind her showing this tail off a bit. Especially if, you know, she does decide to go nude this summer!

Zelos doesn’t really deserve her, though. Sources tell me that he has a bit of a violent streak. A few weeks ago, Somi was seen sporting a body covered with bruises while making up a weak story about how she had been attacked in town. More recently, she has been needing help to get around because of an ankle injury. Each time, the person she had been seen with just before had been Zelos. How did a violent man like that get two women in our little group as well as become second? Something tells me he threatened Somi for that position. It is absolutely appalling. I, for one, am glad he will never know who I am or I would probably disappear altogether.

Lets move onto something a little less dark, shall we? Has anyone else seen Ali and the new girl, Willow, together? Seems like they have been spending a lot of their time together. She’s even been seen walking around holding his hand or buying him things. Looks like she may be replacing Mitch for a younger model, though did he really think that it would work out well with someone ten years younger than him? She couldn’t be expected to stay with an old man for a long time (even though he is attractive!). I mean, who would want to be tied down to an old single parent anyways?

Maybe this has something to do with Sage, though. Turns out that Sage and Mitch are related, but in the most unexpected way. I’ve been told that Sage is actually Mitch’s illegitimate child from when he was a teenager. It absolutely makes sense, though, as sage really does look like a younger version of him. Sage seems to harbor a lot of resentment for him, and this is most likely why Willow isn’t doing much to hide her cheating.

Speaking of, Naomi has also been seen cuddled up to a younger (and smaller) guy than Ollie. Seems like relationships really aren’t meant to last here, are they? Rumor has it that she has been cheating on Ollie for a long time now, she’s just getting careless about it. From what I can see, the new guy is quite a bit less attractive than Ollie, but maybe his size was too much for her to handle? I mean, come on. Sex probably made her feel like she was going to split in half! How could that even be enjoyable?

Stay tuned for our next issue of the Midnight Circus Rumors.

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Anonymous Secrets

The circus needs more hotties that aren’t all domesticated already.

I don’t know, I think there are a few still left around? I mean, I’m still single. Not that you will ever find out who I am. I think Ali is too, though he hasn’t shown much interest. What about that sage? I can’t tell whether they are a girl or a guy, but hell that doesn’t matter. I’d let them rock my world!

I’d let Alexia shock me any time.

RIGHT? God she’s just so perfect. Too bad she’s taken? I’m still bitter about this, but at the same time.. She’s happy? So that’s good, right? Too bad it has to be with Z and the squirrel. How could Z even think about sharing her with someone? Kind of a waste, isn’t it?

Bash me all you want, but don’t go after either of the women I love.

Come on Z, this is supposed to be a secrets post. Yawn.

Another really tall guy, just what we need at the circus.

God he’s attractive though. Too bad he’s taken? He and his little family are adorable though. We needed a teacher for these kids and someone to help the squirrel, so it’s a win for us. They can be as tall or as short as they want, as long as they are useful!

Zelos, Alexia, and Somi are beautiful to see together, and I wish them the best.

They are kind of cute? I’m still a bit weirded out by the threesome thing. But to each their own? I still wish I could have gotten with Alexia before Z and the squirrel got to her though!

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Use a pickup line on me and I’ll rate it out of 1-10!

1-2 - Are you serious? That was lame as hell. I don’t even wanna be FRIENDS with you. 3-4 - You got that online somewhere, didn’t you? It’s alright but you did not make that up yourself. Even if you did, it’s cheesy. 5-6 - Wow, nice one. Props to you, I guess. I don’t know if I’m interested yet, though. 7-8 - Pfft! That was amazing! I love that! You surely are a charmer with words. 9 - Oh my…. that is so incredible!!! I’m so upset I didn’t think of that!!!!! I love you! 10 - …………….marry me

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Anonymous Secrets

I want Ollie to pick me up ... just to see what it's like to fly.

I can’t decide how I am supposed to read this. Is it supposed to be sexual or literal? Ollie is so tall that it really would be like flying if he picked you up though, wouldn’t it be? Though I am not incredibly sure that he would even touch anyone but Naomi right now. Have you seen how he follows her around? He is like a giant, pathetic lost puppy. Sorry, anonymous. I don’t know if he would notice you long enough to actually pick you up! He is so zoned in on her and his kids that he absolutely does not notice anything else anymore!

who is zelos to get two women to himself?

Lucky as all fucking hell is what he is. I mean, Somi is attractive but a bit weird so I don’t envy that part. Have you seen Alexia though? Her curves.. The way she dresses… Hell, even being loud and forward makes her attractive. I’m almost pissed that the greedy cook got her first. Yes, I’m bitter. Alexia deserves someone that can put all of their focus on her,  not someone who works too much and has to split his attention between her and the tiny squirrel. Leader. Same thing.

if Alexia runs around in a tank top and bootie shorts in winter, will she be naked in summer?

This image was enough to give me a nose bleed. Is it bad of me to say I hope so? Watching her walk around in such small outfits is already one of my favourite past times. Alexia, is this something you can do for us? Or will Zelos and Somi forbid it? If they do, they will be making everyone miss out on a great sight.

Someone needs to do Alicanto a solid and teach him real Korean.

I think this is something that is already in the works. Somi seems to spend quite a bit of time with him, and Alexia is working on teaching him a bit. And everyone is really patient with him while he works through things. He’s better than some here already. Give the kid a break. Something tells me he just needs a bit more love is all.

If Z is so rich he should by us some nicer tents next.

While I agree we need better living accommodations, Z is under no obligation to use his personal money to buy anyone anything. If he was, that would also include Emrys and Ollie having to chip in. Didn’t Somi work hard enough to get us what we have? Stop being a brat. Go work your own ass off and get your own shit.

Naomi is a normie, not a freak. What right does she have to be part of our circus?

If you were here before like I was, you would know that Naomi was part of this circus before. While the circus is mostly a home for people with special abilities, us freaks, it is also a home for people who don’t have a place in the normie world. She is as much a part of this circus as you and I are. Plus, if you go after her, Ollie may come for you. I know he’s generally a giant teddy bear but have you seen those muscles? I really wouldn’t advise getting on his bad side.

this place is turning into a sex circus, seriously

We are all consenting adults. What’s wrong with having a bit of fun? The circus life is not easy! Everyone needs to release steam somehow.

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Weirdly Specific Yet Tame Asks

What’s your favorite wild canine? (Like wolves, foxes, etc)

What’s your favorite big cat?

What’s your favorite herbivorous animal?

What’s your favorite aquatic animal?

If you had a “Patronus”, what do you think it would be? Try to avoid taking any personality tests that would determine it for you.

What was the closest you have ever been to a wild animal?

If someone gave you a pencil and paper and told you to draw the perfect animal, what would you draw?

Have you ever tamed anything wild?

Do you collect anything of your favorite animal? What do you have so far?

What’s the color scheme like in your room? Do the walls, curtains, bedsheets, and carpet match?

Currently, how many stuffed animals are in your room? Do you still sleep with a stuffed toy?

Is there a mess in your room at the moment? Any trash on the floor that should probably be taken out?

Look in your closet and report on the colors of your clothes. Do you need more of anything? If you have one, check your jewelry box and see what colors you have more of what what you have less of.

What is the most fragile thing you currently own?

What jewelry or accessories are you currently wearing?

Give us a status report on something you did today.

Have you noticed any habits of yours?

Would you help out a perfect stranger in need?

Can you sing? Even if you don’t think you can, sing the first song that comes to your mind.

Do you try to take care of yourself when you’re sick or do you rely on others?

How do you wear a scarf?

Who is the cutest person you know?

Are you forgetting about or slacking off on something you should be doing right now?

What was the last kind of candy or sweet you consumed?

What is the most expensive thing you have eaten?

What was the last thing you snacked on?

What is the weirdest thing you have eaten before?

What was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? What was the nicest thing you have done for someone?

Take your favorite purse/backpack/bag and dump out its contents. What’s inside?

Have you read the newspaper lately? What were you reading about?

What is something that you think is unfair?

What would you consider your most defining feature (physically and personality-wise)?

What was the high of your day today? What was the low?

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Welcome, Freaks!

I wasn’t sure if I would be back or not, but with the explosive success of the opening of the show, I’ve found my way back here to amuse you in life and online with my gorgeous performance and witty commentary.

You will find all sorts of content here, ranging from rumors about our fellow members to questionnaires to fill out about yourself so people can get to know you. Sounds fun, right? Fun for me, at least.

I guess I should recap things that have happened so far in our fair home.

Our first performance started in a way that was breathtaking. If I didn’t know what Emrys and Althaea had in store, I probably would have been just as stunned as the crowd. The way she dropped like that and suddenly disappeared? Fantastic! But it was nothing, absolutely nothing on what Alexia had in store for us in her first performance. My breath was absolutely taken. She is a goddess, is she not? A goddess with a bit of a temper, but I wouldn’t mind taking my chances..

Everyone’s performances were a massive hit with the crowd and we stayed open well into the night. It was after, however, when the real fun began. It started with everyone hanging out and devolved into Alexia kissing absolutely everyone – I mean everyone! That one sure likes to spread the love! It devolved a bit, however, into Zelos showing off his ability – in a rather strange way. He freaked out our poor tiny leader by giving her a fake phallus. When she ran off, he moved it to Alexia who, like most women, immediately started messing around with it and bring a lot of laughter to everyone.

If I was to say that this was basically how the rest of the night went, I would not be lying. Times were fun and insane, but all had to come to an end.

It wasn’t too long after when Zelos and Alexia left for Tokyo. Our little leader had one hell of a time keeping herself together during that time. (Do you think there is something going on between the three of them? Find out more later~). It was well worth it when they came back though. Have you seen the size of that food truck? I thought Zelos could cook before, but our meals have vigorously improved since then. The gifts they brought back for everyone were a fantastic touch!

Things have been going on as normal since then, but it looks like there is romance in the air for several of our members. Do you have something you want to be told without the world knowing who said it? Is there a rumor you want addressed? Or even just some advice you need on a certain situation? Shoot me a message and I’ll make sure to get to it as soon as I can.

This is A, signing off. I look forward to this new start!