Just another fangirl

CJ. Bi. INFJ. Aries. Interested in way too many things. Welcome to the dumpster fire.

[discooccasionally]

I feel so fucking lucky to have been shaped into the person I am today by One Direction. 2024 me does not exist as I am today, without them. How lucky am I to have be changed by them. I’m here today on this tumblr, with all of you- friends, mutuals, strangers- because of them. One Direction will always be woven into the fabric of my memories, experiences and dreams. That is a truth that cannot change. I am so so lucky to have loved them and be loved by so many of you because of them. Wow.

[eminentzayn]

my roman empire is scrolling through my posts over the years and realizing that i lived life alongside one direction. i may have been in the sidelines but i was there. i saw and felt it all. God, i was there.

[financeprincess]

Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.

[satyriconmp3]

utilising the gift of imagination to hallucinate moments of tenderness between fictional people

[breathe-expression]

[breathe-expression]

“You got me on the way out

Honey on the way down

You're so personal

Call it how you see it

Tell me that you need it

(Does anyone have to know?)

Better when we're tongue tied

Than bitter on a bad night

You say it's not personal

What's the point of leaving

Almost off the deep end”

[locke-writes]

End of It - Friday Pilots Club

[beforeyouijustforget]

NOWHERE by FRIDAY PILOTS CLUB — released May 9, 2024

[lifemod17]

More please🎧🫶

songs 🎧

thank you shuffle gods because I will never shut up about this band!!!

hi hello do you have a moment to talk about our lord and savior Friday Pilots Club and how amazing they are and then maybe we go listen to their debut album entitled 'Nowhere' together?

but for real, if anyone reading this wants to listen to the full album and talk about it afterwards, it would be so cool and i will treasure you and put pretty flowers in your hair 🥺👉👈

[xadnem]

I hear the words "bichon frise" and my brain spends an uncountably long moment frantically overturning every memory I have, desperately trying to remember what foreign luxury car brand I have to pretend to care about in order for this conversation to go favorably. After my every mote of knowledge about cars has been thoroughly ransacked and I am on the verge of failing this social interaction, a smudged sticky note flutters into view that simply says "small white dog."

[asingularcanadian]

bitch on fries? that lil white thang?

[xadnem]

The very same.

[ionchy]

[watcherscrown]

[softwaring]

moon and rainbow at sunrise by mark ham

[that01d]

🕊️ fly high liam.

photo credit: oniedirection instagram

[bigblissandlove1]

[stoned-styles-deactivated202501]

i don’t really know any of y’all’s current situations but i do feel that this is worth sharing because there is a ton of stigma around drugs in general and after you pass a point of total abstinence, the information related to safety has to be something that is actively sought out by the user.

DO NOT mix drugs. if you are experimenting with them or if you are a current user, whatever situation you are in. it is never safe to mix shit because you have zero clue how it’ll mix in your system. some stuff is hard on your heart, some stuff is hard on your brain, some stuff is hard on your liver and kidneys. and if you take a bunch of different stimulants, you could have a heart attack, your age does not matter. you could be freshly eighteen and you could still have a heart attack. the youngest person my relative knew that had a heart attack was eighteen. if you take several depressants, heart failure. i had an uncle die of heart failure from alcoholism at thirty. mixing both is not going to “even” you out!! at that point it’s just a guessing game of what is going to happen! dosages are ALWAYS important to know. if something happens, it’s the first question the emt will ask. timing with overdoses is crucial because after you hit past the point of an antidote, the “solution” is flush your system and pray. and some stuff has zero antidote and the immediate solution is flush your system and pray. knowing what you are taking and the amounts you are taking or having someone with you that would know that information can be life saving. if you don’t know whether or not something is laced, at bare minimum, you have got to use a fentanyl test strip. they were free a couple years ago, and i assume they still are. the youngest person i knew that died from accidentally taking laced shit was fifteen. laced shit is everywhere and even if you trust your dealer, you don’t know theirs. narcan. if anyone you know uses opioids or if you are an opioid user. have narcan on your person. it is not a permanent fix but it will keep someone breathing! you still need to go to the hospital! yes, hospitals can be super shitty! yes, even the employees might say mean shit to you! but they are going to be capable of helping you! there is not a permanent home solution to an overdose. always call an ambulance if someone overdoses. the consequences of not calling an ambulance are death, there are no consequences that compare with not calling an ambulance. if someone is vomitting, lay them down on the floor and turn them on their side. if they are on their backs, there’s a risk of them suffocating on their own vomit. make sure that if they start seizing, they have open space so they don’t injure themselves further. if someone offers you something but they can’t tell you exactly what it is, do not fucking take it! a “mystery” drug is a dangerous drug. same thing goes for “new” drugs. try as hard as you can to use clean needles. there are so many diseases that can be passed through needles. infections from that kind of thing are dangerous and can be fatal. do not have weapons near you or anyone who is using drugs. just don’t. i had a friend who got fucked up and had my knife on her. almost got stabbed with a six inch switchblade because she thought it would be funny to fuck around with. the last thing i’m going to say is if you are a pill user and you’re looking up fatal overdose amounts, that shit is a lie. the actual overdose amount is significantly lower. i found this out after a frantic call to poison control after a relapse and was told that less than half of what i had been taking daily was an emergency room trip.

(also, if you have advice you want to add please feel free)

[cjthefangirl]

[recently-reanimated]

Listen, staning politicians is bad. We must remain critical of people in power.

However it is funny to watch Republicans act like this man is the devil incarnate.

This is democratic vice presidential nominee Tim Walz Gov. Of Minnesota. This man looks like if a capybara was a person. He looks like he'd pull over on the side of the road and help you change a flat tire. He looks like he'd offer you hot coco from his thermos if you were out ice fishing with him.

[starktripleimposter]

Oh mumma ❤️‍🩹 I'm praying for you and your little boy so hard rn....