all these lonely places

i'm coming apart at the seams, pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams. cj | twenty four | she / they multimuse | semi-selective

[cjxwrites]

hello friends!

i am making my way over to a new blog HERE and will be archiving this one probably at the end of the week. please drop a message or a like if you’d like to keep our threads going and i will respond over on the new blog! 

[cjxwrites]

for those who missed the original post!!! 

[cjxwrites]

hello friends!

i am making my way over to a new blog HERE and will be archiving this one probably at the end of the week. please drop a message or a like if you’d like to keep our threads going and i will respond over on the new blog! 

[cjxwrites]

for those who missed the original post!!! 

[cjxwrites]

hello friends!

i am making my way over to a new blog HERE and will be archiving this one probably at the end of the week. please drop a message or a like if you’d like to keep our threads going and i will respond over on the new blog! 

[cjxwrites]

hello friends!

i am making my way over to a new blog HERE and will be archiving this one probably at the end of the week. please drop a message or a like if you’d like to keep our threads going and i will respond over on the new blog! 

[cjxwrites]

i think i'm going to make a new blog, maybe.. this one feels cluttered and it makes me sad... idk i like fresh starts

[iwashandpicked]

missionary so we can continue our argument from before

[cjxwrites]

i'm pretty dead on my feet today, so replies/starters will be out tomorrow or saturday!

[skullifyy]

[turbiidus]

a plot where the muses are best friends with obvious sexual tension but they’ve never done anything about it until one night they’re watching movies together like they always do and their hands accidentally touch and muse a just so happens to notice that it makes muse b blush and of course they start being cocky and teasing muse b endlessly like “really THAT’S enough to make you blush wow” and then it becomes a personal goal of muse a’s to see what else makes muse b blush and so muse a puts a hand on muse b’s leg like “does this make you blush” and muse b keeps ignoring them so it gradually gets worse and muse a starts kissing their neck and maybe even slips a hand between muse b’s thighs like “what about this” and it’s just ! lots of tension and teasing and :~)

[cocained]

idk if this has been done but please give me a plot where there are these two heartbreakers who are super confident with themselves and they hook up one time when they meet at a party or something and when they’re about to hook up for the second time they’re both like “you know if we’re gonna keep on doing this i’m gonna break your heart, right?” so they make a bet where they’re gonna try to break each other’s hearts and whoever wins gets like a $100 or something else idek. but basically they’re both making each other jealous by flirting with each others friends and exes or just beautiful strangers while they’re pretending like they don’t give a fuck about what the other is doing but they low key do and of course eventually one of them breaks and the other feels bad because they kinda developed a crush on each other??

[brain-and-brawn]

“I tried to keep my mouth shut but my tongue didn’t have any more room for scars in the shape of my teeth. ”

- Amal Kassir and Ashlynn Damers (via brain-and-brawn)

[678i0u]

[lovcsomebody]

falling in love is not an act of will. it is not a conscious choice. no matter how open to or eager for it we may be, the experience may still elude us. contrarily, the experience may capture us at times when we are definitely not seeking it, when it is inconvenient and undesirable. — m. scott peck.

kristine froseth’s gif credit goes to @insomniacgifs and chris evans’ gif credit go to their respectful owners. 

[cjxwrites]

okay so i have officially added sebastian o'hale, petty thief and starving artist & emerson cassell, volatile bodyguard or disillusioned spy (depending on her verse) back onto my muse page so if anyone is interested in plotting with either of them drop a like or a message!!

[lowkeysebastianstan]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[wherewritersblockcomestodie]

““I’m happy for you,” he told her. She sighed. “Don’t tell me that.” “What? Why not?” he asked. “Because,” she said, “I don’t want you to be happy for me. I want you to say ‘forget him’ — that it’s supposed to be me and you. I want you to sweep me off my feet and take me somewhere far away so that it’s only us. I want you to say you still love me and you never stopped.” She rolled her eyes. “Screw ‘happy for you,’ I want you to fight for me. I want you to win.””

— excerpt from an unfinished book #104

[cjxwrites]

lostxones​:

“Good. You better,” she teased. A laugh escaped her, and she shook her head slightly. “Right, good point. Well, I guess no touching during work hours. Or we need to set some sort of rules.” This was going to be a bit complicated but Carsyn didn’t want to just let this go. She didn’t want to find another job and she definitely didn’t want to give up cuddling Grey. Or kissing him. “I’d hate to get in trouble for kissing my boss.”

at the mention of rules, grey tensed slightly, but his easy going smile didn’t move from his face. “we can worry about that in the morning.” he assured her, though he had no intention of figuring it out any time soon. grey wasn’t a planning kind of guy, and if there was a rule put in front of him, the only thing he’d do is try to break it as often as he could. “it’s not work hours right now, i’m not your boss right now. let’s just.. relax.” he gave her a sweet kiss, cupping her face gently in his hand. “worry tomorrow, mmkay?”