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Dive deep into the mind of an idealistic romantic! Follow me on IG: www.instagram.com/CKEspanol

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To one who has faith, no explanation is necessary. To one without faith, no explanation is possible.

- Thomas Aquinas

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"True happiness is not attained through self-gratification, but through fidelity to a worthy purpose." - Helen Keller. @AuraHealthHQ #life #mindfulness

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You’re Here (But Not Here For Me)

VERSE 1 The night is still and quiet But I’m finding it hard to sleep These thoughts and feelings In my head and heart, I keep They keep me up all night No matter how hard I try Not to think, not to feel They just build up inside REFRAIN 1 And though you lay in bed So close, right next to me It still feels empty Wasn’t expecting it to be And though I caress you With a soft loving touch I can’t feel you there Was I expecting too much CHORUS I call out your name As much as I can But I get no response Not even a glance I thought you could hear me I just wanted a chance To make you feel that special feeling Of being loved by a man And then I realised It’s so clear to see That even though you’re here You’re just not here with me You are here right beside me But you’re not here for me VERSE 2 The day seems long and endless And I feel weak and failing I feel like I just lost A game I wasn’t even playing And I just wanna cry But it’s not my place to do I wanna make you feel loved Coz I’m always here for you REFRAIN And though I hold your hand You’re not holding mine I feel you’re slipping away And you let go in time And though I gently kiss you My lips and yours seem to touch But you don’t kiss me back Was I asking for too much REPEAT CHORUS BRIDGE Now I just look back to the day That day we first met When you looked me in the eye And saw the genuine intent We didn’t mean to get this far But here we are REPEAT CHORUS CODA I think I should move on But I feel must hold on So I’ll keep the door open In case you want to work things out To fix things for us That’s really what this song is all about

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Grow Up

VERSE 1 The ember slowly eats the stick I just lit I grow numb as the thick smoke rises bit by bit Ashes pile up each second, each minute Blank stares, empty rooms, even if I’m in it VERSE 2 Deep breaths, cold breeze, long nights I endure Firing me up inside this unholy cure Stripped and bare, I just wanna feel secure Frozen thoughts just seem so obscure CHORUS 1 I am small, I am weak And tears overflow off my sleeping cup I am young, I’m a child And I’ve always dreamed of growing up I fall and I break But I find ways to stand up (again) I try, I really do I just wanna grow up (with you) VERSE 3 The cold ice melts as I slowly pour Down on my knees, I weep and implore This toxic juice running through my veins A sip of sorrow still lingers and remains CHORUS 2 Let it go, just be free It won’t let me be me I know I don’t know I need more room to grow Oh dear, set me off Push me down the eternal drop I’ll work my way up, I will never stop, no I just wanna grow up (with you) CODA One slip, one mistake There are plenty more I’m sure I’ll make Step by step, I’ll make it right I know I’ll make it through the night Run away, seize the day I don’t regret the things I say I will grow up And rise to the top

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Spelling Love

INTRO Woah, yeah now! (3x) Now that you found your way into my heart baby VERSE 1 Today, I opened up my eyes and saw the real me Hanging on a thread of balancing reality You’re with me, but you’re not (Wait, what? I’m confused) (Exactly) VERSE 2 Over time, I sang along and harmonizing to your painful song I did my best to change the melody to a cheerful one I’m with you can’t you see (Well, maybe because you see someone else) But I just want you to know CHORUS I can go on with living In this world that you’re making coz I think its love that I’m feeling but I don’t wanna be in pain Love hurts (Oh crap!) I just said it One chance was all I ever needed Voiced out my heart’s deepest feelings but Every day I’m still in pain Dreaming of YOU VERSE 3 Before I met you, I had known a lot to know what’s real and isn’t true I’ve made mistakes and learned from them perhaps a thing or two I’m here to guide you (What, you’re still gonna stay?) (Well only if I’m wanted) VERSE 4 You know I’m always by your side, I’m holding on, I’m hoping you’ll be mine And deep inside your heart you know and see the reason why You keep me hanging (Please tell me why) But I just want you to know REPEAT CHORUS BRIDGE Heaven knows how much I tried Reaching out to you each night Rambling thoughts; I can’t decide But I can spell it LAST CHORUS I can go on with living In this world that you’re making coz I think its love I’m feeling but I don’t wanna be in pain Love me, oh please my baby One day you’ll see I’m not crazy Voice out what you’re really feeling and Every day you’ll see me smile STILL because of YOU

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My Happy Ending

VERSE 1 My life's a never-ending story of love and loss. Each time I turn and toss in my bed, The space beside me fills up with emptiness. How I long it's my turn, I'd be next. REFRAIN 1 To re-write the story of my love that I forgot. Just a stranger in the room standing at the spot Where you are meant to meet the guy that's just for you, The one you'll write forever with a line or two. CHORUS (And oh!) I wanna sing forever with you! Make melodies and harmonies for just us two. And even if the night is through. I'm gonna sing forever just for you. (Oh Ohhh!) Yeah, baby! My happy ending starts today with you. VERSE 2 Every day these empty pages start to fill with words. Coz of you my story's been revised, reviewed. REFRAIN 2 I am now the Prince Charming I always wanted to be. The one who'll save the damsel in distress, you'll see As handsome as the knight in shining armour could be You're my princess and you'll have your happy ending with me. REPEAT CHORUS BRIDGE I thank The Lord now! He has answered all my prayers my and wishes and more. I am blessed now! For I am writing the lovely story for me he had in store. (My happy ending! Ooohh my happy ending!) (My happy ending! Ooohh my happy ending with you!) REPEAT CHORUS (My happy ending! Ooohh my happy ending!) (My happy ending! Ooohh my happy ending with you!) MY HAPPY ENDING IS NOW BEGINNING.

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One Day

VERSE 1 One day I saw you walking by the road I knew that you were in a hurry I stopped you on your tracks and said, "hello" You said, "baby, how are you?" REFRAIN We knew that we could have this moment  But we said, "not yet" But baby, in mind, I said: CHORUS One day I'll be the one to tuck you in at night One day I'll be the one to kiss you goodnight One day, one day, one day I hope and I pray VERSE 2 One I caught you glancing right at me It made my day a lot brighter One day I tried to steal a kiss from you You said, "baby, later"

REPEAT REFRAIN & CHORUS CODA Starting today I'll be the one to tuck you in at night Starting today I'll be the one to kiss you goodnight Starting today I'll be the one to make your day so bright Today, baby today!

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No sweat! 😅

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It’s been ages!

Dear Lord! I haven’t been able to update much hey! It’s 2018 already and I just let the days fly by! It is true that time flies when you’re having fun and our journey together has been incredible! I will do my best to keep this blog updated! 😘

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That feeling when you talk to someone and you say something nice, but at the back of your mind you’re giving them the finger and already killed them 99 times.

CKEspanol

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The Strangler Fig
 @ Natural Bridge, QLD, AU

Not all hugs are safe, be careful who you trust (CKEspanol, 2017)

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The Winding Road @ Springbrook National Park, Springbrook, QLD, AU

You can either follow the road others have laid before you, or make your own for others to follow (CKEspanol, 2017)

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Sunny Brissey @ Lower River Terrace, Kangaroo Point, QLD, AU The world only looks as great as the lens you use to view it (CKEspanol, 2017)

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My 2017 Bucket List

1. Finish my Master’s Degree

2. Record a new a Capella Medley cover

3. Collaborate with 3 singers

4. Get an AU Driver’s License

5. Visit three new places

6. Join a Fun Run

7. Get wasted

8. Save $$$ each week

9. Have a 29-inch waistline

10. Win a contest

11. Visit a nude beach

12. Have a photoshoot

13. Get a new phone

14. Learning video blogging

15. Go on a  road trip

16. TBD

17. TBD

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That time I learned how to man-bun.

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Because I've never roasted marshmallows before.. 😍

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WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF SHIT BURGER AND DOES IT COME WITH KETCHUP, MAYO AND MUSTARD? While we’re living our "YOLO" life and all that jazz, there's one piece of reality that we all may have forgotten to see: EVERYTHING SUCKS, SOME OF THE TIME. Life is never always all rainbows and puppies. Everything comes with a price, and that’s the life we all need to come to terms with. That being said, how much are we really willing to sacrifice, what shit can we tolerate, because there will always be shit in life despite the best of life’s encounters. The most brilliant entrepreneurs had to go through multiple failures before achieving success, if you’re not up for it, you might be better off trying a different career. The greatest singers and artists had to experience rejections and criticisms hundreds of times before and hey, even at the height of their careers, they still do. Can you handle shit like those? Basically, there will always be a cons to a pro, so it’s really up to us on whether we can live with them just to get the things we want in life. So.. What shit burger do you want to eat? Because eventually, we’ll all be served one. Might as well pick one with ketchup, mayo and mustard, or whatever it is you want with your shit, I mean burger.