Ë áĄŁ âčâ water lily ââ§Â°
pairings: bully!leehan x f!reader x bully!taesan
(real names used, donghyun & dongmin.)
MDNI !!! block the tag #misa;darkcontent to prevent viewing content like this from me! or just block me in general! + not proofread. (Also, everyone in this fic is 20+ I've not specified ages since it's common for high school students to take drop years after finishing school, you can choose how long you've been away from them.)
WC: 8.6k
disclaimer: this is a work of fiction, it is not to defame the said idols. it's just fantasy and not real, it doesn't represent the idol's real life personalities or behavior. i do not condone such behavior in real life, and neither should you. fiction is fiction, consume carefully and at your own discretion.
warnings: noncon/dubcon, coercion, power imblance, p in v, unprotected s*x, breeding kink, dacryphilia, perverted behavior, bullying, psychological ab*se, vaginal fingering, oral s*x, violence, bullying, emotional manipulation, leehan and taesan are genuinely fucked up, beware.
Do you know what they say about water lilies? that they're resilient, strong, and grow pure no matter what they're surrounded by. They would still bloom beautifully regardless of the environment that fostered them, they're very persistent. They bloom, even in murky waters.
Oddly enough, you resonated with it. A metaphor you found solace in when your past would haunt you in your nightmares.
Maybe it was your time to bloom too after all. After years of enduring life's constant cruel games, you've managed to study hard after graduating high school, and landed yourself in the nation's prestigious university.
It felt freeing, a new life, a new era. An escape from your past disadvantages. It's finally your turn to live life like you had decided.
It's the first day of class, you were nervous, after all everything is new to you. Everyone was just as nervous too, it was the beginning of a new semester. You scanned the lecture hall before taking a seat at a place where it's more convenient for you to focus while also socially interacting with others.
Truth be told, you've always been a socially awkward person with no true friends in high school and all throughout life. You never really had the chance to form healthy friendships. So you take a deep breath.
That's right, everything is fine.
No one will be cruel here.
Leave your demons in the past.
Don't let it affect you.
You've reassured yourself, the lecture hall started filling in as more freshmen arrived, a girl seated herself next to you, she was really pretty and gave you a smile. âHi, nice to meet you, I'm Minju.â She introduced herself and you nodded. You can see from her demeanour that she was just as nervous to speak and mustered up courage to greet you. Which you found relatable and cute. âI'm [name], it's nice to meet you too, Minju.â You gave her a soft smile and she returned back.
You both engaged in small talk, from what you tell, she was really sweet and kind. Her way of speaking was soft and careful with cracking a few jokes here and there, and awkwardly smiling.
âWhere did you go to high school?â She asks and your breath hitches in your throat. âUh, it was a private school. Hanlee high school.â You reply, biting your lip in nervousness. âWhat!? Isn't that the school for rich kids? Are you secretly loaded?â She asks jokingly, but you shake your head no. âI got in through merit. They usually have 10 spots open for merit based scholarship, and I got in through that.â You clarify.
âWell, I don't doubt it, after all you're here in this university too.â She nods. âWhat about you?â You ask. âOh, I graduated from Santae all girls high school.â She answers and you gasp. âWow, that was my dream school.â You reply, genuinely shocked and she just smiles.
âI always wanted to transfer there, especially after the haââ You begin but immediately stop yourself. She raises an eyebrow in curiosity.
âafterâ I realised how high the pressure is in hanlee.â You cover up, giving her an awkward smile.
âFigured, but you still made it through, and that's commendable and I am so proud of yoh!â She answers and you immediately feel your heart swell up with emotion. No one has ever said that to you before. âT-thank you.â You stumble over your words, this moment becoming oddly emotional.
The conversation goes into a comfortable silence after that, with you both watching the students enter one by one and interact with one another. You talk to a couple of students nearby your seating area, getting along with them well. It seems like your life is finally beginning to change.
That was until you caught a glimpse of two students that entered last after everyone did. And your heart sank. The air was knocked out of your lungs the minute you spotted those two. You were seconds away from a panic attack.
âHey, are you okay?â Minju asks, noticing your stiff body, you immediately snap out of the paralysis state and focus on her. âUh- yeah. I'm fine, I'm just nervous.â You justify, coming up with a reason that makes sense.
Her gaze shifts towards where you were staring, noticing the two guys checking out the perimeter before the lecture starts.
âOh my god, is that Kim Donghyun and Han Dongmin?â She gasps. âY-you know them?â You ask, your voice meek. âOf course, who wouldn't? They're the heirs of the two biggest corporations in the country. I can't believe they'll be studying here. I wonder if I could ask them a favour to land me a job in their corporation.â She jokes, but you only let out a forced chuckle.
Your heart begins to beat faster the longer they're down there, you lean forward on your desk in a position where your hair curtains around your face, essentially covering it so they don't spot you.
You hope they have forgotten you. After all, it's been so long since you last saw them. You've changed up your hair and everything else so the traces of the past didn't linger on you. You pray to God, that they don't spot you, that they don't recognize you, and even if they do, they just ignore you.
But God isn't real.
You've learnt that years ago when you had to face suffering, when no one was around, no one came to save you. So you prayed all night, but it was all in vain.
âWait, Is it [name]?â The voice snapped you out of your prayers. A voice you'd recognize anywhere. Donghyun's voice.
You were so stuck up in your thoughts that you didn't realise they had walked up to you. You bit your lip, took a deep breath before raising your head.
Your hair fell away from your face, cascading down as you turned to face them. Your gaze finally met their faces. Your gut was screaming at you to run, to escape them, but you were still seated.
Murky waters.
âWoah, it is her!â Dongmin chirps, placing his hand over Donghyunâs shoulder. âDamn, has she gotten even prettier? I almost didn't recognize her, It's been a while since we last saw you.â Donghyun added.
You wished they didn't recognize you.
âUh, h-hey.â You greeted them.
Donghyun shot you a smile, and Dongmin waved. âWhat a coincidence, I didn't expect to see you here.â Dongmin speaks while Donghyun urges the student seated next to your left and the one after them to leave the spots by tapping their shoulders so they both could sit there.
You pray that they don't leave, you don't want to be seated next to them again.
But alas. Prayers don't work.
The students obey, not wanting to get in Donghyun and Dongminâs bad graces.
Bootlickers.
âMe neither.â You reply, watching as Donghyun sits right next to you, with Dongmin taking the seat next to him.
You didn't want to see them at all.
âDo you know each other?â Minju's voice snaps you out once again, you look to your right to see her staring at you nervously, her eyes filled with confusion and concern, watching you react like this.
âUhââ
âWe're close friends, we were classmates back in high school.â Donghyun cuts you off before you could say anything.
Close friends?
You wanted to scoff.
âAhh, I see.â Minju responds, still vary of them due to your reaction, but she doesn't speak more.
âAnyway, where have you been? I've lost my mind trying to find you after high school.â Donghyun speaks, with a pouty tone that would seem harmless to anyone else, but not you. He's angry, you can hear it underneath the masking.
âI'veâ been busy. Preparing for the entrance test. And my family had to move due to financial issues.â You tell him.
Lie. Lie. Lie.
You begged on your knees for your mother to leave the city the minute you graduated. You cried your heart out in front of her for the first time in your life. She agreed to move after seeing her daughter in such a state.
âReally? Why didn't you bother contacting us? You kind of ditched us, y'know? Even though we've been nothing but kind.â Dongmin adds, raising an eyebrow.
âI broke my phone, and didn't remember your contact information. I'm so sorry, I really wanted to keep in touch.â You explained softly, trying to maintain your composure.
You broke it on purpose, cause they wouldn't stop spam calling you.
You didn't want to see their faces again.
Kind? You almost puked.
You begin to space out, remembering the day of the graduation.
ââââ
The ceremony had just ended, and you received a letter from a guy from your class to meet up behind the school after the ceremony ends.
You thought he had a favour to ask, but to your surprise, he confessed to you.
âI've.. always liked you, [name]. I couldn't muster up the courage to do it sooner. So please forgive me.â he spoke softly. Your heart fluttered at his genuinity, for a moment, you wanted to accept his confession.
âI really appreciate that butââ
âThe fuck is going on here?â Donghyunâs voice made you jump. And you could see the fear take over the guy's face too. Dongmin was right behind him.
âDude, are you that dense? Anyone can tell that he was confessing to her.â Dongmin smacked Donghyun gently on the head before they made their way near you both.
âConfession? Like he likes her?â Donghyun asks and Dongmin sighs, âYes, that's what a confession usually means in this context.â shaking his head.
âSo, what now? You accepted it? You love him too?â Donghyun gets closer, pressing you for answers. âN-no, I didn't, I haven't given my answer yet.â You reply, scared.
Donghyun scoffs before he looks at the guy.
You don't know how it had happened, but Donghyun lunged towards the guy, tackling him to the ground as he punched him in the face. âWhat. About. Off. Limits. Do. You. Not. Understand?â He emphasized each word with a punch.
You were on your knees, crying, trying to stop him, but Dongmin grabbed you by your arm and stopped you from interfering. âDongmin, stop him, please, he's gonna kill him!â You beg but he just stares at you with a raised eyebrow. âWhat? You into that loser? You guys fucked already or what?â Dongmin questions lifting you up harshly to your feet before slamming you against the nearest wall.
You wince in pain, as you shake your head. âN-no! I was going to reject him, you came before that, it's not his fault. Please don't hurt him.â You cried and Dongmin scoffed, grabbing you by your hair. âReally?â He asks and you nod frantically and he lets go of your hair.
âIt doesn't matter anyway, we told everyone you're off limits, but he had the nerve to even think about having a chance. He deserves it.â Dongmin justifies it, and you can only watch in horror as the guy's face is beaten into a pulp.
Donghyun finally gets up, with knuckles covered in blood, he wipes it off on his pants before finally kicking the guy in his stomach one last time as a final measure before turning his attention towards you.
âAh I'm fucking pissed off, I want to kill this fucker but I can't. My dad worked his ass off to clear me from juvenile violence reports.â Donghyun groans.
âTake this as a lesson, you bastard.â He addresses the guy on the floor, who is barely conscious.
His focus is now fully on you, your teary face as you stared at him. âYou crying for him?â He asks and you shake your head no, trying to stop tears from coming out as you hold in your sniffles.
âAw, how cute. My flower is crying.â He comes near you, caressing your face. âWhy don't you show him that you belong to us?â He squeezes your cheeks, forcing your mouth open. Another hand groping your breast.
âGet on your knees.â Dongmin commands, pushing you to your knees. âLemme go first, I'm so fucking frustrated.â Donghyun groans in annoyance. You could only stare at the guy who was slowly falling out of consciousness in pity.
You close your eyes not wanting to look at him anymore. You hear the sound of a zipper being undone and metal clanking before you feel Donghyun's fingers lift your chin up. âOpen your mouth.â
ââââ
â...[Name]â
â.... [Name]â
â..... [Name]!!â
You come back to the present with a jolt, blinking as you turn to look at Minju you called out your name. âAre you okay? You've zoned for a minute straight.â She asks, now concern clearly evident on her face. You look to your left to see Donghyun staring ahead.
The lecture had started.
âY-yeah I'm fine, sorry I was justâŠâ You speak but Minju shushes you. âIt's okay, I understand.â She rubs your back in comfort and you give her a small smile.
You turn your attention to the lecture as well, biting your lip as you try to shift your focus away from them.
Dongmin and Donghyun both glance at you, seeing your discomfort, to which they give each other a knowing smile.
Not even a speck of remorse in their eyes.
The day goes by excruciatingly slowly for you. Your chance of a shot at a new life dwindling away each hour.
At least you're living on campus.
So you slightly have an escape.
You weren't able to move in before the classes started due to health complications, but your stuff was already transferred and arranged in the room you were given through helpers that your mom hired.
You felt really grateful, she was the one variable who always looked out for you, even if she was distant. Ever since your dad passed away, she hasn't been the same, but she tried, tried to be there for you. And you were grateful.
You spent a good while checking out the campus before making your way to the dorms.
You reached the dormitory, and you didn't expect it to be this big, it was almost like a five star hotel. The funding comes from the Hanlee foundation after all. The same corporation that funded your high school.
You reached your floor and room number.
First years would be having 2 roommates, second year onwards, you can opt out to be alone or only share a room with 1 person. You couldn't wait to meet your new roommates.
It would be awkward if they were both guys since this was co-ed after all. But you took a deep breath and unlocked the door with the key.
Whatever preparation you had before opening the door went flying out the window when you realised who your roommates are, that were currently watching the TV. They turned their head towards you and to say their face lit up would be an understatement.
âHoly fuck, I genuinely cannot believe this.â Donghyun remarked, his excitement barely masked while Dongmin laughed.
You cannot believe it either.
Does the universe hate you?
What have you done to punish you in such a cruel way?
âSo you're our roommate huh? I was praying for a pretty girl but I got more than what I asked for. God is real.â Donghyun chirped excitedly. You wanted to cry.
You still entered bravely, to show them that you're not the girl they used to bully anymore, shutting the door behind you. You ignored them both, and went to see which one was your room. It was the one located on the right.
There were three separate bedrooms in this layout, small but functional enough, all three rooms opened to the common entry way which was the living room, and located all the way at the end was a small kitchen and a common bathroom.
Before you stepped inside your room, you turned around to see Dongmin was staring at you. You took a deep breath, mustering up courage.
âWhy are you both in the dormitory anyway?â Questioning why they were here. They're rich enough to own a property near the university to go back and forth. Why are they staying in the dorm?
Dongmin sighs. âCharity, humbleness.â He replies bored. âTo build a reputation that we're humble and are not classist. That's why we're living like the poor.â You wanted to throw a chair at him.
But you didn't, instead just turned around and went inside your room. The boxes were already there, all you had to do was just unpack. The dorm provided you with a bed and a study table, which you were thankful for.
You open the boxes and begin to settle down, arranging it in a neat manner.
You didn't own a lot of stuff anyway, just clothes and basic necessities. It only took two hours to fully unpack. You folded the cardboards flat and stored them beneath your bed for future use.
You got up off your knees and let out a breath of relief. All there's left to do now is freshen up and relax.
Relax? Oh yeah nevermind. You're roommates with hyenas, there is no time to relax.
You step out of your room and into the living room, Donghyun is lying on the sofa scrolling his phone, while the faint sound of the shower running indicates that Dongmin is taking a shower. You didn't know what to do, so you just went to the kitchen and were surprised to see ingredients all stocked up.
âI had one of my staff members make sure we don't lack anything.â You jump, hearing Donghyun's voice. Why couldn't you hear his footsteps?
âAh, I see.â You reply, shortly.
âWhy'd you ignore me earlier?â He asks, stepping closer to you. âHuh? Right, sorry I was just shocked, I thought I responded but I guess it was in my mind.â You make up an excuse. Donghyun hums.
âI missed you.â He confesses, stepping even closer, grabbing your wrists gently.
Well, you certainly didn't miss him.
âAh? Really.â You reply, can you even call it a reply?
âDid you miss me too?â He asked and you were taken aback. âHm, yeah I missed you too.â You answer, telling a lie because the truth will land you in a mess far beyond human comprehension.
You didn't miss them at all.
âI'm glad you did. What have you been up to lately?â It was so unlike him to make small talk, why is he behaving like this?
âNothing muchâ justââ
âDo you have a boyfriend?â He cuts you off, finally getting to the actual question he wanted to ask, damn, he couldn't even pretend to care for 10 seconds.
Should you lie? What would happen if you said yes? Will they leave you alone?
âN-nope, I've been busy.â You stare at him.
His hold on your wrist tightens as he suddenly pulls you against him, wrapping his arms around you in a hug.
Your heart starts hammering uncontrollably, your gut tells you to run, your breathing gets heavy. Donghyun inhales your scent deeply, burying his face in your neck.
âFuck, I missed you so fucking much.â He mumbles. âDid you know how many bitches I fucked to fill the void you left in me? In me and Dongmin? Poor guy became a celibate after you disappeared.â He cooed slowly. âHe didn't want to touch anyone that wasn't you and had more control over his sexual urges, meanwhile, I fucked any bitch that resembled you in the slighest.â He breathed.
âYet none could ever satisfy me, you know? For a long while we've both suffered, and now that you're back? Did you know the amount of joy I felt when I saw you in class today? It took everything in me to not fucking strip you naked and fuck you right then and there.â His hand travelled down your shoulder, resting right above the flesh of your breast.
He pulled back from the hug, he caressed your cheek, thumb swiping over your bottom lip. âFuck, did you get prettier or something? I mean you were always really pretty, but holy fuck.â He curses beneath his breath, admiring you.
The door to the bathroom opens before Donghyun could do anything. âAre you forgetting the deal?â Dongmin intrudes, rubbing his wet hair with a towel. âUrgh. Whatever.â Donghyun lets go of you and steps back.
âDeal?â You ask before you could stop yourself.
âOh, don't worry about it.â He shrugs it off and they both leave you alone in the kitchen. You should be relieved, you should be thankful that they didn't step out of line.
But it only worried you further.
>>>
A few days pass by and it's beginning to feel scary how peaceful it has been lately. Donghyun and Dongmin seemed like they don't care about your existence anymore. Maybe they had gotten bored with you as their play toy. Whatever it was, it felt peaceful but you couldn't help doubting them.
You enjoyed most of what you got, hanging out with other students and Minju, you and her had gotten close as time went by. She was also timid and shy like you, but surprisingly more outgoing when people talk to her.
It felt nice.
It felt normal.
For the first time in years, it finally felt normal.
But the existence of Donghyun and Dongmin threatened your normalcy.
You wanted it to last forever.
You were minding your own business in the kitchen, cooking some recipe you found online. When the door opens, Donghyun steps in.
He wasn't alone, a girl was wrapped around his arms. âIs it okay to do it in the dorms?â the girl questioned and he shrugged, not caring before he pulled her close and took her to his room, shutting it with a loud bang.
You paid no mind to it and finished cooking the food. Dongmin then enters the dorm as well. âIt smells good.â He states, whiffing up the air.
âAh, I made honey chicken. Do you want to try?â You honestly didn't know why you had asked, it felt too rude not to ask, but then again, the person in front of you was your tormentor, so it's justifiable to be mean right?
âIf you don't mind.â Dongmin, walks over to you, helping you set up the dishes on the pull up dining table. You usually don't eat here, you go to your room and eat at your desk. But there is no escape now.
You both sit down, and taste the dish. âThis tastes so amazing. I didn't know you could cook.â He compliments your dish. âI couldn't, but I've been learning through recipes.â You reply, biting into the piece.
âIf you need help or advice, you can always ask me. I know a little bit about cooking myself.â Dongmin speaks, shrugging as he continues to take the pieces.
âYou can cook?â You ask, genuinely surprised. âIs it that shocking?â He asks before chuckling, âYup, I can cook.â He confirms. âI didn't mean it that wayâ I was justâ you know you probably have chefs and what notââ You stumble over your words, trying to find an explanation.
âHey, hey, it's okay. I understand.â He reassures you and you nod. Silence falls over the dining table and you guys continue to eat. You've never been this relaxed around him before.
But it makes sense why, Dongmin is probably the only person that you can imagine being normal around between the two. He was more stable, he wouldn't react irrationally unlike Donghyun.
Dongmin would be the one to clean you up, brush the dust off your knees, legs and skirt when they were done with you.
He would be the one to stop Donghyun when he'd go too far. You vividly remember when Donghyun accidentally pushed you too hard, causing you to fall and scrape your knee, which resulted in Dongmin landing a punch straight into his face.
The sudden memory made you chuckle out of loud, which caused him to raise an eye brow at you. âSorry, I just remembered something funny.â You explain yourself. âWhat was it?â He asks. You didn't know if you should tell him. âUhm, it was nothing really. Just an old memory.â You shrug it off, but then visible annoyance forms on his face, which makes you panic. âI just remembered the time you punched Donghyun, and I laughed cause it was unexpected.â You reply.
Dongmin, surprisingly chuckles. âOh yeah I remember, he was so mad at me for that. But what can I do? That asshole pushed you pretty hard and you got hurt. If there's one person I won't allow the blood to spill on my watch, it's yours.â He responded. The last line would've been quite the romantic one if it wasn't coming out of your bully.
It didn't matter if he was the stable one, they're both evil repacked into different personalities. Only different methods of executing it.
You were about to respond but cut off by loud moans erupting from Donghyun's room. Dongmin scoffs. âHe couldn't wait, pathetic.â He mutters underneath his breath. âWhat?â You question.
âNothing, let's just ignore them. Let's go to my room, I had noise cancelling walls installed due to this very reason.â Dongmin gets up, grabbing his food and going into his room, he holds the door open with his food, waiting for you to follow.
You probably shouldn't.
But you do anyway, cause the moans were getting ridiculous.
His room was exactly like you'd expected it to be, covered in posters of his favourite bands and darker themed. He sat on the bed. âYou can have the table.â He points at the study desk. You feel rude not facing him so you turn the chair to face him and admire his room. You notice something in between. They were pictures. Of his family and friends.
And then you spot the picture of you three. You, Dongmin and Donghyun, those photos were taken in a photo booth. With them posing in various ways while you stood in the middle, copying their poses. In hindsight, it looks like a normal picture with what seems like three friends messing around in a photo booth.
The story behind it was entirely different.
They had both dragged you to go to the photo booth wanting to take pictures, it was isolated and that should've been first your sign to leave but it was already too late. They made sure to make a complete mess out of you. Those pictures were taken after that, you were having a hard time standing while their spend dripped down your thighs. Donghyun found it cute, he had to carry you home on his back since you couldn't walk.
You didn't want to recall that memory in detail, so your eyes quickly moved to another picture. But this time was a picture of you alone.
It was a polaroid picture, of you smiling while looking down at something. You remember, it was a cute kitten. Dongmin took you out with him to test out his polaroid camera, basically to accompany him as took various pictures because Donghyun wasn't available, but you didn't expect him to have taken one of you.
âYou took a picture of me?â You asked and Dongmin shifted his focus from eating to you, and to the picture you were pointing at. âAh, yeah. I've never seen you make that kind of expression before, you looked beautiful.â He shrugged. âYou've always smiled but, that time, your smile was softer and more genuine.â He stated.
You didn't know how to feel.
Silence follows after that, with you not having anything to say but to just finish your food. This peaceful time is interrupted by Donghyun bursting into the room, with only boxers. He was panting hard, as if he just ran a marathon.
He let out a sigh of relief when he saw you guys just eating.
âI thought you betrayed me there for a second.â He addressed Dongmin. âWhat? What happened to the girl?â He asked, annoyed.
âShe left angrily because I moaned someone else's name.â Donghyun shrugged as if it was no big deal. He invited himself in much to Dongmin's annoyance and grabbed the leftover piece of honey chicken and popped it in his mouth. âOo, this is yummy, did you make this?â He asks you, and you nod. âDamn, this is delicious, why didn't you save some for me.â He pouts. âBecause you were too busy fucking.â Dongmin adds crudely, rolling his eyes in annoyance. âYou're just jealous.â Donghyun retorts.
âPlease, as if I'd be desperate enough.â Dongmin defends, causing Donghyun to scoff. âYeah you'd rather jerk it off to her pictures like some loser.â Donghyun replies. Dongmin has nothing to say to that but he doesn't take any offense.
Now you just feel awkward.
You suddenly remember what Donghyun said to you in the kitchen a few days ago. About how Dongmin hasn't touched a woman since you left. And that context made it even more painfully awkward.
âUhm, I'll go now.â You state, grabbing your plate but before you could leave the room, Donghyun stops you. âWait, you have this too? [Name] do you remember this day?â He grabbed the photo booth picture off the wall. âI have it too in my room. It's my favourite picture of us three.â
âTell me, do you remember?â He presses again and you nod, which makes him smile. âIt was an awesome day.â He added, almost like rubbing salt into the wound.
You excused yourself and left the room, throwing the plate into the sink and going into your room.
That night you had a dream, recalling the entire day of that picture.
ââââ
Graduation was getting near, and people were already being nostalgic about how much they'd miss their school days.
Donghyun and Dongmin dragged you to the photo booth for the same reason. âLet's take pictures to remember.â Is what he said before he grabbed you and led you to the location.
It was extremely isolated from the public. âI don't think it will work.â You added meekly, wanting to leave cause alarms were going off in your head.
âOh come on, it works fine.â Donghyun dragged you in, and Dongmin followed before he closed the curtain.
The minute the curtain cut off the outside world, Donghyun's hands were already on you, he grabbed you by your waist, kissed you and squeezed your flesh all over. He bit your lip, groaning into your mouth. Dongminâs hands grabbed your hips as he rubbed himself against your ass, the tent forming in his pants as his hands groped your breasts.
You didn't know what to do, Donghyun was in the front, Dongmin in the back. You were stuck.
They only continued their means, and before you knew it, things escalated and you found yourself moaning their names, Dongmin had to shush you cause you were getting loud. But you only whined in response. âGod, fuck, she's so fucking addictive.â Donghyun grunted.
You don't know how much time had passed, but by the time you came to your senses, you were a complete mess, your hair was disheveled along with your clothes. Dongmin fixed you up before it was picture time. âOkay let's take a picture now, you better pose.â Donghyun told you. And you did, trying to copy their poses, but you couldn't stand properly.
Donghyun held you. âCan't stand?â He asks and you nod. âIt's okay baby, I'll support you.â And he did, you were successfully able to take a few pictures.
You held onto Donghyun as you waited for the pictures to print out. âHoly shit, did we fill her up that much, she's still leaking.â Donghyun comments while Dongmin scoffs. Donghyun quickly takes out his handkerchief and wipes your inner thighs.
âI can't walk.â You tell him, shamefully, to which he just smirks. âI'll carry you home, flower, don't worry.â Donghyun reassured you.
ââââ
You wake up, panting hard as the light of the sunrise hits you, you cannot believe you had a dream of that day. You groan getting off your bed only to feel wetness inside your panties.
No fucking way.
Did you just⊠get wet because of your dream?
It disgusted you.
But you felt sexually frustrated, the irreversible damage the both of them had done to you made you averted from sex, this is the first time you've been turned on.
And it disgusts you even more that it's because of them.
You ignore the urges and just get ready for class.
>>>>
More days pass by and you're getting used to routine and normalcy, Dongmin and Donghyun have been normal around you. Donghyun still finds excuses to touch you and grope you but that's massive self control coming from a person like him.
âThey're holding a party, apparently.â Minju speaks. âFinally, it's about time. Social parties are extremely important, you know?â Your other friend adds and you nod.
âYou coming?â She asks you and you hesitate. âI'd love to.â You answer.
âOkay! We're all going then!â Your friend group all continue talking about the party excitedly.
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You were in the biggest dilemma on what to wear, so you chose a dress, something that's your style but also comfortable. You did your hair and makeup, feeling like you're on top of the world because you were finally excited for something.
You head out to see both of them leaving their room too. âHeading to the party?â Donghyun asks and you nod. âLet's all go together.â He invites you. âAh I'm sorry, my friends will be picking me up.â You reject his offer. For a moment, a flicker of annoyance rushes past his features before he contains himself. âAlright.â is what he says before they both head off.
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You remember why you don't like parties now, loud music, full crowds that are dancing and jumping. You aspire to be like that one day, to be as free as they seem, but still, it seems you have a long way to go.
Your friends have all separated, doing their own thing, Minju was the only one left but she had to go use the restroom. So now you are alone.
Seeing this as an opportunity, a guy comes up to you. âHey, did anyone tell you that you're really pretty?â He questions you, and you are taken aback. âUhm, not really.â You reply, not knowing what to say. âYou're pretty, like a flower.â The comparison throws you off, reminding you of Donghyun's nickname for you in the past.
âUh thank you.â You reply awkwardly. âSo, you have a boyfriend?â He asks, changing topics, not hiding the fact that he's hitting on you. âNope.â You answer. âReally? That's surprising.â He seems genuinely shocked, which makes you chuckle and loosen up a bit around him.
Although the interaction was awkward at first, it surprisingly feels easier as it goes on, putting you in relief. He seems genuinely interested in you, and you blush whenever he compliments you. He makes you feel relaxed. You swear you could feel eyes burning holes into the back of your skull, but when you look, there's no one there. So you just brush it off.
The topic switches back to flowers. âWhat type of flower do you think I'd be, if I was one?â You ask him and he ponders for a bit. âProbably, a sunflower. You seem to be someone that would be cheerful and have led an easy life.â You just laugh, knowing his guess is far off. âNot really, I consider myself a water lily.â You correct him. âWhy is that?â He asks you.
âI'm not sure, water lilies are always surrounded by invasive plants, dirty water, yet still seem to bloom the brightest shade.â you answer. âThey also symbolize resilience, purity and tranquility. I relate to one thing, but want to experience the other two as well.â You explain.
âThat's really interesting, now that I think about it, you do seem more of a water lily type. Did someone tell you that? Or did you discover it yourself?â He asks, curious to know. âI'm not quite sure, I don't remember it, but it really resonated with me.â You shrug.
The conversation once again flows away naturally, you're genuinely laughing and smiling at his joke, and then he makes a move. âYou want to get away for a bit?â He asks, and you nod, knowing what he's implying.
You both move to a more isolated place, with almost no one around before he caresses your cheek. His hands feel gentle.
You expect a kiss but what you're met with in something else entirely. You can only stare in utter shock as the man that was once standing before is now laying on the ground.
You look up to the reason.
Donghyun and Dongmin, looking more furious than you've ever seen them. âWe give you space and this is how you repay us? By being a whore?â Donghyun grits his teeth. âI'm fucking done with this deal Dongmin, you said she'll come back, but look where this bought her.â Donghyun grabs your wrists, forcing you out of the party. You don't protest, you just look back at the guy, who's still on the ground, he seemed like he was knocked out with one punch. It scared you how strong Donghyun was.
You're dragged out of the party and shoved into the back seat of the car as Donghyun sits next to you, while Dongmin drives furiously. âI was mistaken, I thought maybe if we let her go, she'll come back.â Dongmin sighs in annoyance. You're scared but you don't speak.
âDon't you have anything to say for yourself?â Donghyun yanks you by your hair, making you wince. Tears stream down your cheeks. âI-i'm sorry. I'm sorry.â You apologize, sobbing uncontrollably.
You were fucking stupid.
Thinking you had a chance at a normal life.
You will never have a normal life as long as they are around.
How could you let your guard down?
âFuck don't cry, it turns me on.â Donghyun grits his teeth, trying to control himself. âDid you know what you did wrong? Tell me what you did.â He questions.
âI-i- don't know. I'm sorry, I'm very sorry. I'm so sorry.â You sniff, trying to free your hair from his grip. âYou were behaving like a slut, seeing other men while you had us, your boyfriends.â He grit his teeth. You were confused. âWe never fucking broke up if you think about it. You just disappeared one day. And even after we met, we didn't bother clarifying what we were.â He explained it to you. It didn't make sense.
âWhy'd you think Dongmin didn't touch any other woman? Cause he didn't want to cheat on you. But here you were cheating on him, on us with that guy.â Anyone with common sense will see a flaw in his argument, but he didn't.
You furrowed your brows. âYou fucked other girls.â
Seriously? That was all you could muster up to say?
âI did, and I fucking hated it, but you weren't there, and it was either I killed someone or let out my frustration other ways. I didn't want to end up in jail before I got to see my beloved flower.â He justified his actions, the nickname made you wince.
âI never agreedââ
âOh don't fucking saying that. You did, do you not remember? In the booth? You were begging for my cock. Have you forgotten already? How much of a slut you were for us?â You don't quite remember anything in detail. Whether that was a conscious decision or a decision made by your brain survival mode. You couldn't tell.
But it's all useless now. They are angry. You've never seen them this angry. They genuinely believe that they're the victims here.
âI'm sorry, I'm really sorry.â You apologize, knowing you need to calm their anger a little bit before they show you pure hell. You ransacked your brain trying to find a way out of the situation.
Bash their heads? No, they'll catch on quickly and are stronger than you.
Cause an accident? You'll die too.
Scream? It'll annoy them more.
Donghyun was breathing heavily, his anger barely contained, you knew of the two, he is the most dangerous one. You had to deal with him first. And so you do the only thing that you could possibly do at that moment.
Your hands shoot to his pants, where a visible tent had been forming due to your crying. You unbuckle his belt and unzip his pants. His grips in your hair loosens as he realises what you are doing.
You take a deep breath, before wrapping your mouth around his cock, licking the tip and sucking it. Donghyun throws his head back groaning in pleasure as his hand now instead of gripping your hair, it's merely resting on the top of your head.
âF-fuck, is this to calm me down? I'm not forgiving youâ oh fuck. Fuck, yeah right there.â He babbles, guiding your head up and down his shaft as he grunts and moans. âFuck yeah, I missed this mouth so much. Feels the same as it always did.â He praises you.
You bob your head up and down quickly, he bucks his hips, and you know that it is a telltale sign that he's about to finish.
So you lick his tip, prodding his hole with your tongue and suckling on it before taking him fully once again. That was enough, enough to make him see stars and come inside your mouth.
He holds your head in place as you're forced to swallow his seed. You finally come up for a breather. âOpen your mouth, show me it.â He asks, his eyes hazy, as he grabs your chin. You obey and he groans when he sees residue of his cum. âFuck, my sweet flower has always been good. I knew you'd come to your senses, to where you belong.â He mutters before kissing you.
You don't do anything to push him away, and let him kiss you back, you're trying to survive. So this should be alright.
The car comes to a stop and Donghyun pulls away, quickly fixing his pants and immediately pulling you along with him out of the car. Your eyes widen when you realise that Dongmin drove to Donghyun's estate. You'd only been here twice before.
Donghyun ignores all the staff and they too pretend like they see nothing which always disgusted you. They acted the same way last time as well.
You barely remember the memory but Donghyun was mad at you for a petty reason, not as mad as he is right now, but just enough for him to be cruel. He made you kneel in front of him for an hour straight, apologizing to him. And the staff all passed by like nothing happened. You hoped that someone would tell him to stop, but they didn't.
Only after an hour did Donghyun pick you up, carrying you up to his room, complimenting you for being so strong and resilient. Like a water lily.
Your brain froze, your body was still being dragged by Donghyun upstairs in the present moment. Yet the realisation made your gut churn.
ââââ
âP-please I'm sorry.â You breathed as you stared at Donghyun, he gave you a small smile. âI forgive you, my flower.â He kissed your wrist before he laid you down on his bed, climbing on top of you.
âDo you know why I call you my flower?â He asks out of the blue, and you shake your head no. âBecause I love them. I love flowers, there's meaning behind them. Although not more than I love my fishâ He goes on, chuckling. âAnd I love you too. I love you more than anything in this world.â His voice softens, it was the first time you've heard that tone. âW-whats your favourite flower?â You sniffle, wincing at the burning sensation you feel down your knees.
Donghyun stares down for a moment before he gets off you, bringing in a first aid box and sitting at the edge of the bed, wrapping your knees up. He places a small kiss on them. âSorry, I was just so mad.â He apologizes. âI-it's okay.â It wasn't okay. You just said it out of pity. Donghyun stares at you for a moment before placing the box away.
He climbs the bed again, kneeling in between your legs as he pries them apart. He dips his head, his hands hook around your underwear as he pulls them off.
His head dips and in an effort to stop him you ask the question again. âWhat's your favourite flower?â But it's already too late, his mouth was already on your cunt, lapping it up as he flicks your clit with it.
Within time and effort, you are coming undone against him, your hand gripping his hair tight as he lets your ride out your orgasm. You felt ashamed.
Donghyun comes up again, his lips glisten with your juices coating them. âI don't have a favourite flower.â He answers. âBut, I do have a flower that reminds me of you.â He adds.
âWhat is it?â You inquire.
âWater lily.â
âWhy a water lily?â You're genuinely curious.
âMetaphorically, it's resilient, pure and tranquilant. Just like you. And physicallyâ although its preferred habitat is in fresh ponds, lakes, it will still bloom in murky waters. Like you always have during hardships.â He disclosed, as he leaned down to kiss you.
âYou're my favorite, so water lilies would be my favourite flower.â He muttered against your ear before engulfing your lips with his.
ââââ
The feeling of being thrown snapped you out of the memory, before you could react, you already fell onto the bed with a thud. The soft cushion felt like concrete with the amount of force you were thrown with. You winced in pain but they didn't care.
âP-please, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I didn't knowâ I shouldn't have disappeared.â You're just rambling words to calm them down.
âYou're acknowledging it now? After you fucked up? Are you truly sorry?â Dongmin pesters, hovering over you. âY-yes. I am truly sorry, I didn't knowââ your sentence is interrupted by a hiccup. âPlease, Dongmin, Donghyun, please I am sorry. Please don't punish me.â You beg, crying as they just stand there looking over you.
Dongmin grabs your foot, pulling you to the edge of the bed, and forcing your knees to bend inwards into yourself as he positions himself in between your legs.
âFucking slut, it's been a while since you've been properly fucked and reminded who exactly you belong you.â Dongmin grits his teeth. He rips apart your dress and your panties, leaving in remnants of what once used to be a beautiful dress.
âYou're wet? Donghyun, look at her, she's wet, she's enjoying this.â Dongmin addresses Donghyun to which he just responds with a mocking tone. âYou pretend to hate it, but it turns you on, doesn't it?â
You aren't even warned or prepped properly before you feel Dongmin enter inside you with one thrust, causing you to arch your back in pain and grip his arms that were holding back your legs.
He begins to thrust rapidly, a cruel pace that almost doesn't allow you to adjust, but your body does. Cause it knows who's fucking her, you feel ashamed. And before you know it, it's converting the pain into pleasure. The burn from the friction fades as you throw your head back.
Dongmin presses his thumb against your clit, rubbing slow circles, pinching and twisting, making you see stars.
You let out broken moans, voice trembling and cracking as he thrusts into you with no mercy.
Donghyun positions himself near your head, his thighs on either side of your head as he sets his cock free, slapping it against your face before he cranes your neck, guiding you to twist it as shoves his cock into your mouth.
You almost choke on it as he thrusts it into you, your throat being filled with his length. âLook at her throat.â Donghyun coos, continuing his actions.
Your eyes roll back into your head as both men fuck your holes in a rhythmic pattern. You feel a familiar knot forming in your stomach and you feel embarrassed.
You arch your back, bucking against Dongmin's hips as your body chases after it's high.
âThat's right baby, come on, cum on my cock. You missed this didn't you? Tell us you missed it. You missed having us fuck your brains out.â Dongmin grunts, panting as his thrusts falter, indicating that he's near too.
You managed to muffle something close to what he asked you to repeat, but your mouth was filled with Donghyun's cock.
It was almost like fate when you all three finished at the same time, you were spent and fucked out of your brain.
âMy turn with her pussy now. I can't fucking believe I get to be inside it after so long.â Donghyun chirps excitedly, already thrusting into you once again. He gropes your breasts, grabbing your nipple, twisting it before he collapses on you to take your other breast into his mouth as he continues thrusting.
He suckles on your breast, letting out lewd sounds as he hums in satisfaction. He lets go with a pop, hand on your throat, but not squeezing it as his thrusts get harsher and harsher.
You were so sensitive from the previous orgasm, your walls clenched around his cock while you could only let out whines. Dongmin gets behind you, hooking your arms underneath his as he lifts you up to change your angle. His lips find yours in an instant, his hands now replacing Donghyunâs on your breasts. He twists your nipples, kneading your breasts like they're stress balls. Your eyes were hazy, you could only do as they had wished.
âF-fuck fuck fuck, I'm cumming.â Donghyun is more vocal during his intense moments, his thrusts begin to falter as you moan against Dongmin's lips.
âI'm gonna cum inside, fill you up yeah? fuckâ gonna fucking breed you like the slut you are. Maybe with my child inside, you wouldn't fool around with other guys.â He grunts, biting his lip.
You tried to protestâ but before you could, he's already cum inside.
You realised that they both finished inside of you.
Donghyun pulls out his cock from your sensitive hole, causing the semen to drip down, he scoops it up and pushes it back inside, you buck your hips out of instinct.
âSee, your body knows where you belong.â He states, continuing to finger you. His finger rubs the sensitive spot inside you, causing you to whine. Dongmin's mouth leaves your lips and travels down your neck and shoulder, leaving hickies and bite marks all over.
You throw your head back against his shoulder when Donghyun keeps hitting your sweet spot, and then it comes, the sensation of a rope snapping your belly as you let out a loud moan, your body collapsing as your second orgasm is forced out of you in waves.
You lay there exhausted, trying to breathe, but that is short lived when the men start working on you again.
They devoured you for the entire night, showing who you belong to. By the end of it, you were so fucked out of your mind, your vision was hazy and your body ached all over.
They finally stopped and laid on either side of you, pulling you into an embrace, cuddling you to sleep.
The last thing you saw before you fell asleep was the painting of a water lily, hung up in Donghyun's room.
Maybe they were right.
You had always been theirs.
Such a foolish thought to think that you'd bloom without their help.
divider creds: @cafekitsune
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