I would like to let you know that this may trigger some readers as it is a creative way of experiencing a sexual abuser’s reality and that it should not be taken lightly. I wrote this because it’s a personal topic to me as I am a victim myself and want to portray the reality and the danger there is to woman who are not careful walking alone at night.
You’re welcome to comment on the prose and if you want to share your thoughts I’m happy to hear them. I enjoy writing dark content because it releases a lot of stress and anxiety within me as it’s a way to vent and just explore the recesses of my mind.
My writing is often dark because it’s interesting way for me to explore hard limits and face them for what they are.
Please don’t read this if you’re easily triggered or have experienced sexual assault personally.
I’d love to hear your thoughts on my prose as I want to know what affect it has and if it is realist of a real encounter.
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Hold still, don’t scream for mercy.
Please you must remain still, I can’t hurt you if you continue to struggle.
Your cries mean nothing to the passerbys’ it will encourage their eyes to seek you out and simply watch.
I want this for myself because I’m selfish and lonely, I don’t have a wife or a girlfriend to abuse, so I chose you off the street.
There is rarely a decent man who sees my actions and does the right thing, you’re all alone, trapped in my arms.
Even though I want you to stop and let me abuse you.
I enjoy your struggles because they prove that I have all the control in this situation.
I don’t need to worry about you gaining a greater strength and standing up for yourself and for the respect you want me to give your body.
It’s why I smile so wickedly when I pin you to the wall of this alley and let my hands roam your curves.
You’re getting me angry because you’re not willing to give up the fight against a sexual abuser,
you’re not letting me win this wicked game of cat and mouse,
If you don’t stop fighting I’ll hit you,
What’s that in your hand?
That’s not going to save you from me.
You’ll enjoy this just hold still.
What are the police doing?
Well as the man in this situation I’ll just go along.
“don’t worry, I’m her boyfriend. She loves roleplay. She’s perfectly fine.”
“Yes, I know what’s going on far better than her. Don’t worry, I’ll bring her home safely.”
“Yes, of course. Good day officer”
You tried to save yourself and you failed,
as a woman alone at night.
There’s no one to save you against a sexual abuser.