Your mind is Blank || Drabble/Open rp
Your mind is blank. All you can do is sit in the corner of your room, huddled close to the wall. As if the scent of rotting drywall and plaster will wrap its arms around you and provide comfort. Your eyes are red, swollen, stinging. Cheek wet from hours of crying and silent sobbing. You honestly have lost yourself deep in a dark place. Blood. There's blood. But somehow. You can't seem to remember how it got there.
Your mind is blank. You can't remember anything can you? Something has happened. Something that has taken the last strand of your sanity, what little humanity you clung to and snapped it, freeing your body from and burden of emotion. But what happened? You cant remember that either.
Your mind is blank. You glance down at your claws. Did you hurt yourself? Like you hurt everyone else. The only thing you seem to be good at nowadays. The gashes on your body. Did you do that to yourself? For comfort perhaps. You were never much of a violent person, not really. You were always the happy one, the innocent one, the one who always wanted to help. No you are a clumsy child. An unwanted pet. A filthy nuisance. A stray that no one wants. A pest. The only word that can seep through the cloudiness in your head.
Your mind is blank. All except for the slight drum of that dreadful sound. The slow and steady sound, that has haunted you for a while now. It is low. And it taunts you, it laughs to your face, mocks you as an individual. You try to utter a sound. Any sound. Maybe even a cry for help. But all you can muster is a small whimper. Pathetic. Alas even the sound of your own pitiful whimper comforts you, until the dull drum returns to plague your very existence. Ba-dum........ba-dum.....like an approaching predator it slowly builds up that feeling of complete horror inside you. You want it to stop but....
Your mind is blank. Your head is spinning. You want to scream, yet not a sound leaves your lips. You want to tear at yourself, to feel anything, anything except the dullness the silence that is slowly engulfing you, dragging you deeper and deeper into your insanity, towards that horrible dreadful sound. Ba-dum....it calls....ba-dum. You can't move, you can't speak, you can barely breathe, and no matter how hard you try, you just sit there. And again, the tears begin to roll down your cheek.
Your mind is blank. It is void of any emotion. The child inside you is broken, and as it slumps into it's cage of defeat a new creature emerges. A more honest and outspoken creature, that takes the shell of your broken being. It will not be as weak as you once were. No. It will not let that dark abyss drag you down. And for a moment, you can swear you hear it thank you. Thank you...for....
Your mind is blank. Atleast you think it is....
Your mind was blank. Which doesn't matter, since it is no longer yours, now is it Hunter?
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