when she is lost

beautiful and scary at the same time how you never know what happens next

[thoughtkick]

“One of the hardest decisions you’ll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder.”

— Ziad K. Abdelnour

[thoughtkick]

“The people who believe they’ll be happy if they go and live somewhere else … learn it doesn’t work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you.”

— Neil Gaiman

[claystrawberry]

everybody has their turn.

a time when they feel at their best.

a time when they shine the most.

a time when they feel unstoppable.

it’s just everybody will get that feeling at a particular time in their lives.

just like fruits have their seasons; their time will come when they are at their best and a time when they are not.

in order to feel victorious, one must have patience. one must be willing to go through different weathers to breathe fresh and calming air.

remember, every man will have their time.

[deviika]

Vincent Van Gogh // John Keats

[resqectable]

“I can’t make you understand. I can’t make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I can’t even explain it to myself.”

— Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

[soporificsedatives-deactivated2]

Georges Bataille

[abernathyvalois]

I see you’re getting tired of me so I slowly try to distance myself from you but I can’t help it. every time something happens to me I find myself reaching to tell you

[claystrawberry]

i tried.

i tried to tell you what’s going on. i spoke to you and even as i was telling you that side of me, it felt as if you were occupied at the same time. i didn’t feel like someone was listening to me. i only felt bad for saying a single word. i was vulnerable and it made me feel worst. it was a horrible feeling to go through and just as you thought someone is there, you can absolutely tell they aren’t. they can be seen physically but there minds are somewhere else.

[claystrawberry]

to be a deep thinker is beautiful and a curse at the same time. good because you mean well, however, all the thoughts going in your mind makes you question which goes right and wrong. in the end, you’re still unsure of the choices you made then you have to re evaluate everything you just said and done.

[claystrawberry]

16 minutes.

the only time i was able to actually see you or talk to you. the only time of the day i was looking forward to felt like a flash of light. i don’t know what to do. i don’t know how to react, i don’t know what to think. i am out of words. i honestly don’t know where to go from here. all i know is that the end will never be the answer. love is driving me crazy, some days i feel like the happiest person ever lived while some days just keeps me up all night wondering how to stop the pain. i don’t really have a profound solution for this but all i can tell myself is to always have hope even if it’s just a tiny bit, or even when i don’t have the will to go on anymore. because here’s one thing i know, love is and begins within the person but is continually built by two beings creating a bond of promise and forever, and with that bond you create something beautiful only you two can understand. people may identify it as foolish or reckless or even crazy but together you two are unstoppable. however, along the way, your relationship will face some storms to realize that life in general is not always sunshine and rainbows, there will be days when you feel helpless, unloved or done, but a bond created always has that hope for each other. and the cool thing about hope is that it never loses its fire, it only does once you decide it should die.

[claystrawberry]

last night i was in great sadness

and writing helped me released those emotions

[bpd-bbyg]

[claystrawberry]

honey, i think you’re full of all these beautiful stuff that you could imagine but those butterflies and sparkles are trapped somewhere deep inside you, and it just happened that you let yourself deceived you from your truest potential of becoming ^your world^ ^your happiest version of yourself^ so do a favor to yourself and not let the dark take over your beautiful soul because that is like trying to grow a flower in a desert hoping it’ll blossom

[claystrawberry]

at this very moment, i just realized that i don’t need anything or anybody to make me feel whole. i never needed one. it’s just me, i make me whole.

[trovadora-de-versos]

“Five things to do before you get out of bed. 1- Express gratitude. 2- Set your intentions for the day. 3- Take five long deep breaths in & out. 4- Smile for no reason just flex the muscle. 5- Forgive yourself for yesterdays mistakes.”

—

[claystrawberry]

it’s hard to act tough towards someone you love but for some reason, it’s sometimes the right thing to do

[dimir-charmer]

Girls will be like Idk why im so unproductive recently and then you ask whats going on in their life and they list eight lifestopping crisies and then say 'yeah but i should be fine :/ '

[llovelymoonn]

beds in paintings

igor moritz \ paul fenniak \ magi puig catalan in bed \ philip geiger every door (2018) \ maria luque \ carmen pinart \ david hettinger a break in their day \ félix vallotton laid down woman, sleeping (1899) \ edouard vuillard woman in a bed