Time machine please...
It's definitely been a while since I last posted. But, with what's going on now, kinda need an outlet for my thoughts.
People think it's easy, but ever since I started the business, my health has been drastically falling. I wanna take a break but, can't seem to let anything go. Don't get me wrong, I'm not the type of person who micromanges, it's just, I almost always end up doing everything myself - just for context, my company now has about 100 people. Do I feel I'm being efficient? Yes. Do I trust my staff to do their work without my supervision or say, "pangungulit"? I guess not.
When I say "people" though, I don't mean my friends on facebook, I mean the people I'm closest to. Everything was simpler back then - work from 8am-5pm, then go home and rest. Now,, after 5pm, I'd end up taking a 2-3 hour break, then work again until I fall asleep at 3am in the morning.
Wish I could go back like before and have more time for myself - time to workout, time to explore new things (i don't like travelling though), time do just sit and relax.
Now it's all about deadlines, cashflow, people management and so many random stuff. Guess that's the downside.










