I’m not in love with you anymore
But I remember how it felt
I don’t think of you often
But I think of you when I’m in the car and late at night
I don’t hope to see you again
But I see you in my dreams
I don’t want you
But sometimes I wonder if you wish it worked out
I know you have a new woman
But I’m curious if you wish she was me
Or if she loves you like I did
I hate you honestly
But I hope you get what you wanted
I try not to hold onto the thought of us
But can’t help but understand why I held onto you for so long
I am over you
But why did it take so long to erase the feelings you brought me
I know you never loved me in the ways I wanted you too
But I wonder if anyone ever truly will
I know your gone and I hope it to stay that way
But why did you come back so many times
I am learning to be without you
But why does it feel so odd to be without you
I am glad it’s over
But I’ll always wonder why you hurt me so deep
