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No Strings Attached

Okay. So there's this guy (Actually, he's my ex-boyfriend. My birthdaymate!) who was recently being friends with me again. I want to be friends with him as well because I think there was nothing to worry about and what happened to us in the past was not important anymore. So there, it started when he added me on BBM. We BBM-ed for almost everyday to talk about random things.

We hadn't seen each other for long so we thought it was great to catch up. We met (again after a long time!) before I went to work. We had lunch together. I felt awkward at first because I don't know how things will go on that day. It went fine, though. I was happy I spent time with him again after so many months. We talked a lot about how things were going on one's lives. We enjoyed each other's company.

We became close to the point that I felt that "spark" again. We spent a lot of times together. We went to dates which was really worth it. We treat each other like a couple. Like what we were in the past. I knew there was something going on between us by that time. I didn't brought it up when we talk because I just want things to go smoothly with the flow. I knew that I felt very glad with what we have at that moment. I don't mind that we are not an official couple because our feelings were mutual. We treated each other like lovers not as friends.

He even showed effort to brought me home and to visit me at my office. We always find time for each other despite our busy schedule. I really appreciate that.

There came a point that he asked me about our status if we are together or not. He was drunk when he asked me that question. I was also confused. I didn't know what to say because I want to ask him also about what's going on between us. I said to him that our situation was hard because I don't know where to put myself. He said we should have a deal. The deal was if we stayed treating each other like lovers until September, we will be an official couple! So I dealt with him.

A week before August ends, he's been cold with me. He didn't text me the way he was texting me before. Communication between us was lessen as days passed. I felt sad but I still text him though I know he wouldn't reply back to my messages. There were times that he would reply back, there were times that he wouldn't. I even texted him that I miss him so much but his reply was very blank. I don't know how to describe it. It's just that it was not the same anymore. Something's changed in the way he talks to me.

As days go by and weeks had passed, I never heard anything from him. I haven't received even a single message from him. No BBMs, no texts, no PMs. NONE at all. It made me sad. Very sad. I thought he changed but he hadn't. I stopped sending him texts/messages because he just ignores it. It felt bad for me because he stopped being sweet to me for no reason.

I guess it's time to let go of things again even though there was no "US"/no commitment happened.

I thank him for making me happy for a while. I won't forget those days. :D :')

#pocky #no strings attached #sad