I’m having such a hard time right now..
My friend group is kind of splintering, but I feel like I barely know anyone. It’s like I’m the buffer because anyone can get along with me?
but I don’t want to be a buffer, I want to create meaningful relationships with my friends and understand them more. I just feel like I’m in a place where I’m trying to be as considerate as possible, but everyone else is so focused on talking about the friends that aren’t getting along that we’ve lost a lot of the foundations we had.
I think I’m going to step away from the group for a while, focus on hanging out with individuals instead.
I have a DND group of people that seem to get along, so thats awesome. Gonna play some games with a friend later this week, I really need to work on reaching out more.
I just..I hate that no one in my friend group can communicate without getting defensive, myself included.