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It’s about the journey you’re on more than the road you take, but complaining about potholes is a valid argument, and putting up with shit is so last year. I will never make sense and I refuse to change (for you)

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Spring break ‘22 with the love of my life (Feat. Sum of my absolute best palz 💚)

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Lo res skating pics lego

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You encounter this creature in the woods & she asks if you have any drugs, wyd?

Pc: @professorvore

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Moonshine found an elf in the woods!

Pc: @professorvore

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Ellie took some amazing shots of me rollerblading at a Sunday jam skate in San Francisco 😎

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Some of my fave shots my gf took a lil while ago 🥰

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hey! I hope this is ok to ask.... i'm a nb transfem person and i'm wondering if medically transitioning is worth it,, I just wanted to hear your thoughts on it and how's it's been going for u?? 💘💘 ty 🥺

Yo thanks for reaching out!!!

Personally ID somewhere around NB/genderfluid transfem & I use she/her pronouns cause it’s what I like & it’s a lot easier for me to navigate talking to people about.

In terms of medical transition I HIGHLY recommend it. Having some space from the effects of testosterone has been really good for me, and has really helped me get in touch with my emotions, my body, and communicating with my loved ones. It’s been really nice to not be lowkey horny most of the time, and now I actually notice when I’m actually aroused.

In terms of estrogen I’m really happy with the effects I’ve seen so far in about a year and a half. My skin is softer. But the big ones? My body hair is less coarse and a lot less thick, and especially my facial hair is lighter and grows a lot more slowly. The fat redistribution is also reaaally nice. I love having titties!! They’re so soft and squishy and I can play w them all I want!!! Also on this subject? My orgasm is a lot different. It’s harder to get hard and it takes me longer to cum, and when I do there’s less cum and it’s clearer, but the physical experience? Can be a lot stronger and more pleasurable. Definitely worth the effort.

There are only three real potential downsides I see to medically transitioning. The biggest one is infertility, which isn’t an issue for me cause I never wana have bio kids (can you imagine the carbon footprint? Also? Expensive medical bills? 9 months of insanity? Not for me 😅) if this is something that really worries you spend banks can be a great option. The other physical consideration is that testosterone can give you more energy and muscle growth, but if you have any sort of work our routine you can maintain your muscle p well, and the slightly lower energy hasn’t bothered me, and has actually been really nice cause I’ve always had too much energy. The last one is the biggest one imo. Transitioning in the eyes of society is terrifying and dangerous. As someone who could previously pass as cis, I’m well aware of how cismen are treated and how easy that life is. Since transitioning I’ve been presenting fem most of the time and living in an incredibly progressive place (& being white) has made it generally p chill for me. I definitely notice that I’m treated differently. This isn’t exclusively a downside though. I’ve become a lot nicer and more compassionate, and it’s a lot easier for me to understand other queer peoples struggles having experienced some more of my own. It’s also helped me understand my afab friends and family on a deeper level. And the biggest thing for me? I feel a lot more comfortable in female and queer spaces. It’s also been really nice to connect with my local trans community.

I highly recommend medically transitioning and I’m really happy with the effects it’s had on my life. If you are nervous or concerned I hope I can assuage some of your fears. Most of the effects are very subtle, especially if you go on a lower dose. Even on a full dose if I wear a hat and a baggy shirt I’m confidant I could pass as a cis guy. And the biggest thing in my eyes? Most of the effects aren’t permanent. The fat redistribution will reverse itself if you go back on your natural T. If you’re on a full dose for years and decide you need to detransition there is a chance you’d need to get top surgery, but it’s not a sure thing even then. Medical technology is amazing and with a little patience and a little courage you can live the life you truly want to. And if it turns out it isn’t what you thought and it isn’t what you really want? You can change your mind!!

[femwizard]

You’re walking down the sidewalk in the suburbs. The air is thick with the smell of burning wood, but you know campfires were banned weeks ago. You see the shadow of an enourmous bird pass over head. But wait, isn’t it night time? Besides the sun hasn’t cast any shadows for days. You look up and see a moth buzzing around a streetlight. As you look away you swear you can hear the sound of great wings growing closer and closer.

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She’s out here!!!!!!

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Sorry about not posting on this in /ages/ I'll be putting out a huge photo dump soon

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Lol lets maybe revive this blog

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Hah this is a personal blog now folks welcome

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This blog is officially dated but ima put out some more content sometime (maybe) if I get a bunch of cute pics

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You know the fuck what??? I need some boy positivity

I’ve been so frustrated lately because I really want to like, explore my sexuality and learn about my body but like

A) I don’t really know how much I can get done by myself and as appealing as casual hooking up sounds right now, there are a lot of reasons I’m unwilling to go that path for right now.

B) I honestly have a lot of shame in my sexuality, relating to the fact that almost all of the male sexuality I’ve been subjected to by media is very violent and offensive and I truly detest what I’m shown. I’m very nervous of accidentally offending someone or assaulting someone, not only because I see it happen so often, but also because I’m unsure of what is appropriate to share with whom, and finally that I’m woefully unfamiliar with my own boundaries.

C) I feel like even if I were to reach out there isn’t really a lot of room for the type of sexual positivity and support in my life, I don’t really know what I’m looking for, and I don’t know who, or why, or how to talk to about these thoghts feelings and ideas

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Lmao how the tables have tabled

[kit-kelley]

So little known fact, I’m actually Jacques Cousteau.

[femwizard]

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You know the fuck what??? I need some boy positivity

I’ve been so frustrated lately because I really want to like, explore my sexuality and learn about my body but like

A) I don’t really know how much I can get done by myself and as appealing as casual hooking up sounds right now, there are a lot of reasons I’m unwilling to go that path for right now.

B) I honestly have a lot of shame in my sexuality, relating to the fact that almost all of the male sexuality I’ve been subjected to by media is very violent and offensive and I truly detest what I’m shown. I’m very nervous of accidentally offending someone or assaulting someone, not only because I see it happen so often, but also because I’m unsure of what is appropriate to share with whom, and finally that I’m woefully unfamiliar with my own boundaries.

C) I feel like even if I were to reach out there isn’t really a lot of room for the type of sexual positivity and support in my life, I don’t really know what I’m looking for, and I don’t know who, or why, or how to talk to about these thoghts feelings and ideas

[autoneurotic]

do u ever remember all the horrible offensve things u said when u were like 15 and u literally feel ur soul detach and turn 2 dust 

[icbiwf]

your fave is problematic: yourself

[disease-danger-darkness-silence]

Basically, yeah. That’s kind of the point – you always have to look back on yourself and be mortified and resolve to be better. Shit, the stuff I said just five YEARS ago (and I’m almost 33) makes me cringe like a motherfucker. Burn in mortification. Rise from the ashes and be better. Lather, rinse, repeat for the rest of your life.

[kieren-fucking-walker]

This is why purity culture doesn’t work!!! We’re all shit! We can all grow and do better!

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