Cloeyyy 🌞

24. ED. 5’10. HW: 200. CW: 135 lbs. GW: 125. UGW: 110 Pro safe space

[guilt-tw]

[preshni]

I hate feeling full.

[preshni]

Me: a 25yr old woman with an eating disorder logging on Tumblr for 12yr olds to tell me not to eat over 1000cal/day.

My logical side: these are children. Your brain alone burns 500cal per day. You workout. You're a grown woman. You know better.

My eating disorder: i want to be delicate and small, little and light, and a little bit fairy like.

[konoko]

[cloeeyyyy]

Hung out w a guy I like for the first time and he used all the right words like “dainty” and “delicate” when touching me

Like damn are you on ED tumblr too how do you know how to turn me on like that

[a-alsaadi-deactivated20220912]

i'm already tired for tomorrow

[s4dbunn1]

I hate realizing that this is it. this is life. I only get one chance and I’m spending it crying over food, hurting myself and unable to get out of bed some days.

[thegoodvybe]

[innohcense]

[justpeachythxs]

@mariellehaon

[coldmohito-blog]

[stability]

i wish i could pause life and lay in bed for 3 months and just catch my fucking breath

[cherrycoke443]

if only someone would write a book about this…

[pudgefree]

[cloeeyyyy]

I’m losing weight everywhere except where I actually want to lose it

[fa1ry-r1bs-deactivated20220110]

lmao i’m so close to just being honest with my therapist and letting her take me away to a mental hospital

[prozc]

*looking at a photo of myself* oh … oh my god do i just walk around looking like this

[kipplekipple]

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.