It’s been a year since I started this account as well as @badlydrawnenricopucci , @poorly-drawn-baoh, and @badlydrawnmr-botha. I guess I could say I’ve had a good run but it’s time i bring that to an end. I’m putting my reasons under the read more because i have a lot to say. But regardless you actually decide to click the read more or not, Thank you for your support in following this blog. I seriously appreciate it so much. I can’t even begin to describe how thankful I am for this.
I started my first badlydrawn blog with one of my friends and I kept it up because i thought my friend would be sticking with me. This friend has long since left the badlydrawns. Admittedly I don’t know why I kept these blogs up after he left. I guess at the time I thought the community was great, i felt safe-ish, I didn’t have to worry about someone spreading stuff around about me. This all changed. I’ve never actually been so afraid of something, or someone like this before. I’m leaving because I don’t feel safe. I’m leaving because admittedly I’m afraid of a bunch of people here hating me despite not knowing me at all because of things i said and did out of fear of an adult. Things did happen, and I tried to move past it, to ignore it, to try and strive but, honestly I just, I’m physically sick thinking about this, I’m afraid, I still am afraid, and I fear that already I’ve lost a lot of friends because of this. I can only pray to god that this will help me, but admittedly i doubt it.
TL;DR is just this, I’m leaving because i’m afraid of someone in this community and I’m afraid of the influence this person has on others, them being an adult and stuff.
but moving on for that, again, thank you for the support I’ve received on all of my badlydrawn blogs. I’m really glad you all stuck with me as long as you have. if anyone wants my main blog/art blog it’s @poruporu-sama
