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Opening up an Ask Blog! You can ask me anything ya want! Characters eh whatever! Just ask and I will talk!
Some extra facts about Helvetica!
Full name is Hareley Helvetica Winston
She's 29 years old and was born on November 18th, she is the 2nd child in a family of 4, (her brother is 34.)
While she was born in the state of Maine, she moved to Oregon to pursue a career in computer engineering after she finished college.
Helvetica has lived with mobility-limiting disabilities for most of her life, these disabilities becoming more prominent as she got older. One that's been mentioned is difficulty with blood circulation while standing. She often has to use a cane or a wheelchair depending on the day.
As for kink talk she's always been into feederism but her limited mobility and hearty diet made it difficult for her to lose weight. Meaning that some of her weight has been gained unintentionally. She doesn't mind it though.
While she is usually very up front about her life and work, she is very portly and omits that information when she’s talking with people online. Never turning on her camera or ever showing any part of her body. She wants people to care about her for her, and is incredibly insecure about her body. Nervous that people will only see that aspect of her and not care about her as a person. Ironically she treats D.B exactly like this despite him suffering from a similar issue.
thats it thanks for reading!
I think the side profile screenshot of dog boy has to be one of my favorite moments of his lore so far. Hope we continue getting stuff like that in the future 🤤
wehehehehehe, you'll be getting more doggyboy YOU'LL BE GETTIN A WHOLE LOT OF HIM
Those answers are so awesome! I love your approach to these characters and would love more rambles about them
One more question though… is that Huge Catatonic foreshadowing at all???
Oh thank you!! I'll try and ramble about them more cause I have a lot to say about them.
Nah I don't think she'd ever get that large (irl) cause she wouldn't have the means to. She is gonna get fatter tho, she wants that.
Kpop food eaters!!!!
Shocker: fat fetishist is obsessed with Helvetica and needs more of them
I swear I SWEAR i'll try and draw her more
Who’s dick do I have to suck to get more helvetica content I need that obese loser NOW
ITS COMING SOON I SWEAR, THAT LAST INTERACTION MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH I LIKED HER.
Who’s worse, catatonic or Helvetica?
I wrote out a long starter explanation on how fascinated I am by how people respond to these interactions. But I accidentally closed the page and lost my progress. I'll just try to rewrite it as best as possible.
The responses I see to these interactions really push me to keep doing them as I really LOVE reading how people interpret these characters. I'm trying my best to write them in a way that doesn't push the viewer towards a specific bias regarding anyone. All of these are written with the goal in mind of being able to actually look into their little world. Almost like you're just spectating something that's happening. I feel like some feederism things, whether it be pics or writing, are too perfect and cheery. I wanted something with awkward cuts and positions because sex isn't perfect all the time. I want my art to look naturally imperfect cause i think it'll give the sizes i draw more impact.
But to answer your question
I'd say they're almost to the point of being as bad as each other. I haven't gotten the full chance to flesh all of them out but I think it should balance out if i do future entries. While Helvetica is much kinder to DB, she still chooses not to really call anyone out on it because she enjoys this power dynamic they all have over him. Being the oldest in their group, 26-29, she recognizes everything but chooses to play along. I'd imagine she'd do things like this because of her weight. She knows that a lot of the people in this group would only see her for her weight if they knew. Actively choosing to keep it a secret because she doesn't want the same treatment that DB is getting. A misinterpretation I've seen from some people is that the people in Wolves Den are manipulating DB into gaining weight. That isn't fully true as he was already going to get huge on his own merit but the people in this group take advantage of his loneliness and his love of the kink to keep him on a leash.
As for someone like Catatonic, it is VERY HARD for her to be capable of showing any emotion other than horny. It's her most comfortable way of talking with others. Using her fetish as a way to try and fill the empty feeling inside her. She's just as sad and anxious as DB is but its masked under so many layers of irony and horny speak she probably doesn't even realize herself. This control she has over DB gives her a lot of confidence. It creates this excitement in her life that she thought she'd never have. From her perspective, it makes her feel like she's complete. She worries about losing this tight grip on him because if she loses him, she'll just have to go back to nothing. Catatonic chooses to be the way she is to DB because she's just incapable of processing his emotions in a meaningful way, other than adding flavoring to her own irl weight gain fic. She craves attention, and he gives her that.
TLDR ; They both suck, but they both have their reasons for sucking.
Helvetica doesn't like how much of herself she sees in DB. She takes out her anxieties by exploiting his loneliness.
Catatonic is incapable of processing DB's emotions in a meaningful way and he makes her feel whole.
[[ sorry for the word dump anon i just like writing about them sorry if my writing is messy]]
I showed this off on BSKY but this is a clearer depiction of what all of DB's friends look like IRL. You've seen conversations with most of them but I haven't showed off Carnation yet who I'm really excited to do something with cause I think I have fun ideas in mind for her. I drew a pic for her already but I want to refrain posting it here until the entire interaction i plan for her is done. If you want to see it I already posted it on BSKY.
TBH i dont plan on making all of them references, cause i change too many specific details sometimes. I just like doing the irl pics and doodles.
I've thought about more cohorts to draw. Cause I want this group to be a little more diverse. Both visually and personality wise, I'd like more complicated characters personally.
Hmmm. Perhaps something cutting between DogBoy ™️ talking to one of his more reasonable friends (if he has any) about how he’s worried about his growing weight, and another conversation where he’s being teased and seemingly loving being encouraged to get fat. Message timestamps are eerily similar in both chats
OH? Like someone in their chat faking another profile?? Thats actually really cool sounding. I've heard stories about people learning that their friend groups were just one guy alting between all the accounts. That probably isn't real but the idea of having a "fake friend" is so freaking interesting to me. It'd be devastating to DB tho, cause he's really sensitive about personal relationships. Finding out one of his friends is fake would probably wreck him more than he already is.
I don't think anyone pointed it out but in one of the DB interactions, he confronts Catatonic about her disinterest in him talking about his hobbies and when she responds, I wrote it to look sort of like she got an LLM to write it for her.
i do want to avoid just making all of the interactions solely weight gain focused
Sometimes i really wish the ideas for Doggyboy interactions came easier to me, i dont want it to just be “doggyboy eatd and gets fat”
I want it to be more cause idk i think my stuff is lacking
A thing of beauty, something to be cherished...
Idk if i should worry but i always worry about liking posts from sfw on this site. I worry that if i like it they’ll check out my blog and freak out when they see the stuff i draw.
Is this what frankensteins monster felt like?
DoggyBoy Interaction
Heres the original image! Along with the text from the interaction
TEXT INTERACTION BETWEEN D.B AND HELVETICA
Helvetica: Just know if Loathe ever talks to you like that again I'm gonna fuck him up. Just if you ever need help with computer stuff like that, just ask me or Carnation. I don't think some dipshit chud is gonna help when all he does is just stroke his own ego the whole time. Just when stuff like this happens, you can always come to me. No one makes my blue ribbon cry and gets away with it… :3 I mean, I can tho… cause I know you like it- you just love hearing every teasing comment I have for you. I can hear it in your voice everytime we call, you stutter and skip words like a broken record all cause I called you our1 porker.
Ouuuhhh you're so cute I could eat you. Or put a collar on you, make you eat from a trough.
Helvetica: Since you aren't responding, you probably fell asleep while you were texting again. Hahahaha Sleepyhead! I'll be awake for a few more hours, I still have work stuff I need to catch up on, so if you need me i'll be here. <3 Love you, hon.
D.B: thanky ou im sorry i fell asleep again i just was really tired after all of that. i opedn my computer up again when i woke up and its working now so thank you for your help im sorry that i had to ask you. since yu were already in the middle of something i didnt want to bother you with that- its just that loathe is always so insistent on helping me also im sorry about asking i needed to know whas that a mistype at the end? good morning
Helvetica: I love you? Hm, I wonder why I would say that. Now tell me Mr. Blubberbarge, why would I tell my favorite fatassed pig that I love them? Hmmmmmm I'm wonderin' I'm wonderin'. Catatonic would never. Just know you Blubbering Landwhale, everything I type is to make you as embarrassed as possible, to show you off like a prized pig. Seeing your puffy face contort and squirm is a thing of beauty. We should really put a mirror in front of your trough at some point, so you could see our work. So yes, prized porker. I love you, and I'm gonna keep saying it now cause I know it gives you a reaction like this. You're so easy. Fatty…
D.B: HHFHFhhfhffhhshshsh, i'm sorry i just really wanted to ask. FRICKIN STOP STOP AAAAAAAAAAAA, kicking my feet up in the air right now stpp stop stopp hehahaha. you have done like a reallty good job asd like im sorry cause i just wanted to know why you'd say that im n ot really used to hearing it a bunch. i dont hear that like at all, i guess i deserve it cause im such a fat dumbass…
Helvetica: Jeez, I really do not have to work hard to get you barkin don't I Doggyboy? Haven't used that one in a while. We should use it on you more! Doggyboy, Doggy Doggy Booooyyy~ Too big for his leash, fatty fatty. Fatty Fatty Two by Four, Can't Fit Through the Kitchen Door.
D.B: i can still fit through it…
Helvetica: Not for long.
D.B: but like, that things like 3 feet wide, i dont even graze against it. it'd be a fat while before that'll hapen
Helvetica: But you do graze on other things. Just whatever's in your fridge, whatever we send to you. You don't gotta worry about anything big guy. Just keep grazing until your hips graze against those doors. If I could, I'd hover a cake in front of your face and watch you drool. You don't gotta worry about anything, just everything is done for you. Perfect for a greedy, blubbering cow like you. No thoughts, no speech, no independence, just a life of being someone else's toy.
DB :
kffklfkffjkjkgjfgkjgk jesus fucking chgrist miss you're gonna make me explode dude oh my god hhhahahahhaah im not that fat yet but i wanna be chunkier, everyone will love me… hhhhhh it'll be easier that way LOL LMAO if i didnt have to interact with anyone and just had to eat all day that would make life so much easier. rkngokthnoijhnrthoikrng im sorry, im just horny talking again, and i dont wanna ramble again LOL I haven't ever really been with anyone in person ever id ont want to count the time with Loathesome but i think all of my problems would be fixed if i could rest my head on catatonics berry belly; laying on your thighs LOL im sorry i think this might be a little much too talk about me. im sorry. but i was really wondeirng, if if it youd ever like to go to a con with me? you live in the us too so i think it would be fun to meet you at some point imn sorry. Oh yeah, I love you! LOL
Helvetica: I Love you too.
Helvetica (Reply to D.B) : No, I don't think I'd like to. Cons aren't my thing.
Helvetica (Reply to D.B) : Yeah, I'm gonna make you so big you're gonna pop. Maybe I'll even scratch my sharp nails on your taut belly. Just getting you closer and closer to that beautiful climax. Filling you up more, more and more. Just way too much, where not even your burps can release all that pressure. Guess the only way to release that pressure is just to see how much more you could hold.
D.B (Reply to Helvetica): I'm sorry for asking but im sorry for asking but should i have not said that? im sorry if i struck a nerve but i you're like really cool and I just don't want to make you uncomfortable but we dont have to go to the next con thats in town! we can always try something else cause I cons can get really scary sometimes. i remember theres this one boba shop i went to a bunch that i live near! or if theres any concerts around here i can try to set something up.,
D.B: Im sorry if I struck a nerve at all, i really didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable… … … Hello?
Helvetica: I look like shit, you'll never see what I look like. End of story.
D.B: I'm sorry, sorry for saying that im sorry i love you
D.B:
Helvetica: Real.
D.B: this is a giant ask but can we call? i know i never ask this but its getting worse i really need just to be in chat with someone right now and i think the one in CatHouse is filled with too many people for me to be comfortable with. i dont want to reallyblast your face with a bunch of nonsense like i always do and i dont want to just rely on you all the time to vent everything. its just hard to talk with people sometimes and i really would like to talk with people more normally sometimes. its difficult even talking about stuff like music or sonic with people because i fele like im being a bore to them. just i tried talking about something with catatonic and she just isn't responding and loathe, with loathe i just feel like he hates me a lot. I dont understand why, it just feels like everyone is ashamed of me, im not an idiot i can see it whenevr i try and talk about anything other than my body
Helvetica: Sure we can call! I just can't speak cause I'm at work right now.
D.B: i dont ever want to be a burden to any of you and with all the things ive taken from all of you i never want to bite the hand that feeds me. Im just scared that if I stop i'll wont have any real people in my life to talk to anymore. I'm sure my roomate are embarassed to see me whenever i trudge by and i just hope that i haven't disappointed anyone in any place im in. im sorry that i said that to you earlier, im reall ysorry i just dont want to ever loose a person like you because it feels like you're the only person i can actually comunicate with without feeling like a sex toy, i speak with you and i feel like a real human and not just a character. i dont want to make you uncomfortable i really dont wna tot make you feel any weird way about me. im sorry for saying this.
Helvetica started a call that lasted 6 hours
Helvetica: You're a human with an incredibly unique personality, and I hope you know that having your own interests aside from sex isn't a crime. Frankly, I'm glad you can speak about the thing you're interested in; You're the only person I've talked to in this community who isn't just trying to horny talk with me all the time. Yeah, you're a hornball, but you're a hornball with a big heart. Knowing your history, I understand why it's so hard to go outside of a comfort zone like this. When you've been burned as many times as you have, shit, everything becomes a chore. Working, eating, socializing, living, it becomes a chore just to get through the day. It feels stuff like this is the closest way to fulfill all those needs that you're missing. Like a cure-all, something to make you feel whole. But people can easily takeadvantage of that if they realize it's your only lifeline. Porn and Sex are awesome, but you can't drown out your issues with them; otherwise, you'll just become dependent on something you enjoy, and you'll begin to hate it. You won't have a distinction between friend and one-night stand; they'll blur together if you don't allow yourself to be uniquely you.
Your interests are the things that help make you; they help make days a little more bearable. It's not a crime to have interests, I'd like you to know that. While I can't speak for people like Loathe or Catatonic, you really do not need to be seeking their approval. You have a beautiful body, but that doesn't mean that there isn't any value to you as a person. You can draw, you can program, you really like gardening, and you have a genuinely beautiful interest in music; don't discredit all the things you've tried up until this point. People take advantage of that if they realize it's your only lifeline. Porn and Sex are awesome, but you can't drown out your issues with them; otherwise, you'll just become dependent on something you enjoy, and you'll begin to hate it. You won't have a distinction between friend and one-night stand; they'll blur together if you don't allow yourself to be uniquely you. Your interests are the things that help make you; they help make days a little more bearable. It's not a crime to have interests, I'd like you to know that. While I can't speak for people like Loathe or Catatonic, you really do not need to be seeking their approval. You have a beautiful body, but that doesn't mean that there isn't any value to you as a person. You can draw, you can program, you really like gardening, and you have a genuinely beautiful interest in music, don't discredit all the things you've tried up until this point. You're human, a guy, you can hold conversations, you can speak normally, you can like things, you know how to answer the phone, you know how to eat and bathe, you can function on your own, you can have connections, you can find love, you can be happy without the input of others
Helvetica: You're a human DB, and I love you for that. Not because of your body, nor because you can make me horny, it's because I love my friend DB.
And if I have EVER made you uncomfortable, you should never be afraid to confront me about it. Don't ever be afraid to say no. I'd like you to know if I'm ever making you feel icky. Just tell me, and not just me, I'm saying this about anyone in general. You have a right to create your own boundraies and if someone crosses them, you have the right to tell them off for it. If someone gives you shit for that, then they aren't worth your time. You aren't a sex toy.
Helvetica: And about earlier. I'm sorry if me snapping like that contributed to this in any way. I struggle with a lot of issues regarding my self-image, and when I'm inquired about it, something in me goes off. I don't want to lead you on with the idea of this, but I hope we can meet in person sometime in the future. I can't guarantee I'll be able to go through with it, but I'll try my best to meet up. If we ever did, we should try getting some pizza, just you and me, a little date.
Sorry for the word salad, but I really needed you to hear this. I'll stay on for the rest of the night. You can stay on for as long as you like until you feel better.
Helvetica: Oh? what are we listening to? I don't know stuff in that genre very well, the only thing i can think of on the same line is Metallica I thinks. Yeah Oh it sounds nice, this bangs. This is from 1999? It sounds really new. I didn't know you liked metal this much, I was under the impression you were a hiphop girlie cracking my knuckles in your ear rn Hahaha Wait one second my coworker need something. Brb
Helvetica: Back Mmm i'm like really hungry right now. I'd go get Wawa but it's a far walk down the block. SHUT UP I CAN WALK A BLOCK Oohh you little shit I'm gonna fucking get you Oh Jamiroquai! Yeah I know his name is Jay Kay the band is named that Don't gotta apologize for that hon <3
Helvetica: Oh turning your cam on? OREOS??? LUCKY I WISH I HAD SOME RIGHT NOW Damn you've worked your way through a whole sleeve of em already? Oh i'm sorry I shouldn't have pointed that- Oh, Mmm I have a lot of comfort foods but usually I stay away from the stuff thats really easy to pick as and graze on Sorry horny talk. Mmmff~ you have a whole little process going on dude, Oh okay
Helvetica: Welcome back!! As if the fatassery couldn't get any worse hahaha. Yummers hhhhhhhhh Dipping them in the nutella???? He must be STOPPED. Hehehe We're awful influences on you never thought I'd see someone dipping their nutella dipped oreos in milk. Careful big guy, drink enough of that and we're gonna have to start milking you soon. HAHAHAHA YOUR FACE You're totally flustered right now it's adorable. If you have that cake that carnation ordered you maybe you should try some of it maybe blue ribbon? Oh? Oh sorry, yeah I'm sorry. They keep ordering the worst cakes, not even any of the flavors you like HAHA. You like chocolate ice cream cakes right? Yeah! I knew that. Catatonic would never. Who said that Hhhhh, dude why did you have to do thise while i'm at work
Helvetica: I hope you know that you're destroying me right now Directly from the tub too? LICKING THE KNIFE OUGH YOU SPOIL ME dued im reallyt fucking hornty rn this is making me wet =) yeah i see you i bet you're rock hard under all that bouncing my leg up and down rn and kicking my feet in the air You're a fucking PHU-REAK Sex magnet, helvetica attraction machine. that was loud you have the cutest burps you'll do it in closer to the mic next time you feel one?? YOU'RE KILLING ME Oohh? Okay i'll see you in a few then~
Helvetica: HI HI HI HI ohh okay lets see the spread ANOTHER NUTELLA JAR? tenders, fries, a brisk bottle and IS THAT A TUB OF ICE CREAM? WHAT FLAVOR? OUUGHHHH cookies and cream i didn't know blue ribbon was gonna gorge himself tonight, and all just for lil ol me to watch! you should get sad more often it'll do wonders for your waistline KIDDING IM SORRY IM SORRY oh thank you, you're so sweet oh whats playing now? oh its tyler? from the new album? OH THIS SONG BANGS!! can you send the spotify link?
D.B:
Helvetica: dude my coworker just left to go work on something in the lower offices for a few hours :3
whatever god just did me a solid i thank you
Helvetica: id fuck you with or without a pussy tbh putting my face in your stomach rn and listening to it churn and gurgle Id jus tleav bite marks all over you if i had too just to mark you as mine and only mine you love the attention dont you doggyby i feel like such a perv for grinding on my chair rn but you're genuinely making me feral righ now woah big guy, slow down on that don't wanna explode now do we? we do need to put a leash on you so you don't gorge yourself on everything in sight oh? OH?? OHH? LEGIT DUDE WHAT RIGHT NOW?? IM AT MY DESK? I DO VERY IMPORTANT WORK HERE your gut is spilling ou hhjhoughogouh fycjj stop sotp cant even see it, that makes it so much better you're so big it just works as its own underwear right =D yeah wouldnt wanna be seeing your dick now we're trying to keep it clean here ;3 i need you so bad its not even funny id jerk off at my desk but theres cameras in here so not testing that ddude i need a second i just need to get up from my chasiur and get somewgete priv one seocnd
Helvetica: never thought id be doing this in the work shower stall but here we are foaming at the mouth righ now you're so hot you're sucha tease even thoughy ou're terrible at flirting you just make me feel so good whneer you speak fk HEY IT MY FAULT IO HAVE TO TYPE ONE HANDED dudue if you make me have to bring my vibrator work next time its fucking over for you jesuf ufkcing christ licking you between your fat folds right now i want all in there gridnn hi j o fiuuckk dude why are you doingt is to me listening to your little grunts and moans its gonna fukling kill me yea grabbing a whole handful arent you grazer? just eating andt ouching yourself what aperfect life. wait a second
i needed to get a pic just to remembver this wati hi h j gim s =a secc a second i love you
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Helvetica: Thanks for making me cum at work nerd. No don't apologize for that was fucking awesome you finished quickly LOL sorry it took me so long I'd give you a towel but i don't think one would be enough to cover your blubber butt. Are you okay? Yeah you did great you dont have to apologize for getting horny It's not like we're blocking you from enjoying it to right? I hope I haven't ever said things that have made this whole experience less enjoyable. Are you enjoying it? Oh. Oh? Okay, I'll be sure to talk to some of them about it. Are you going to go take a shower? Wish I could do it with you I'd love to help you clean up. Good thing i'm in a shower already, I dont have to really walk far to get myself cleaned up Hahah Yeah its a bit difficult i left my cane at desk. Hm? Yeah I use a cane, whenever i stand my blood pressure drops a lot, it doesn't circulate around my body easily. This is pretty much the most efficient job I can do since I can't really move around too much. They even have shower stools for me in here Haha. Yeah we can get back on call once we're both cleaned up. Okay! ByeBye for now! I love you!
DoggyBoy Interaction
alt text or just the messages in plain text under a read more would be really helpful, it's hard to read the images because they're pretty low res on tumblr
Oh that would be perfect! I’m sorry but sometimes i forget about things like alt text, I’ll try and reblog all of the DB interactions with just the pure text so more people can read them
Thanks for reminding me :D
DoggyBoy Interaction
When i do these do you guys think theres anything better i could be doing to improve the reading experience of these,
I know some people like these but i want to attract more people to them,
Tbh i think more images would help but idk