Stark things

My life in pictures.

[clouds-and-lightning]

A few weeks ago I reached a point where I was either gonna end the relationship or end my life. Long story short: I'm still alive.

[clouds-and-lightning]

[thatsnotme424]

I WANT TO FUCKING CUT MYSELF BUT I CANT.

WHY IS THIS THE WORST FEELING EVER.

[clouds-and-lightning]

"You're so negative all the time. Just flip the switch. Think of things that make you happy and snap out of it."

If only...

[clouds-and-lightning]

This isn't gonna last long anymore. I'm so fucking done. So tired. My own mind is killing me.

[s1lver-l1nes]

Me rn.....

[ilovenicolexox]

the urge to cut rn is insane

[stonespulledoutheart]

[youngdeadboi]

[deadbeatfox]

"What's wrong?" Everything. Everything is wrong.

[gothish]

i am the definition of letting it destroy me

[cats-healing-diary]

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

[clouds-and-lightning]

I've been clean for over over 5 years, apart from 1 really small relapse and I honestly thought I wouldn't hit this rock bottom again but heyy we're back! I just wish I could reach out to someone but my husband is already done with my crap and negativity and no one would understand anyway. I feel alone in this and I'm exhausted of hiding the pain.

[ufoscomeandgetmeplease]

”I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.“

-Franz Kafka

[ufoscomeandgetmeplease]

I‘m the kind of tired sleep can’t fix.

[ufoscomeandgetmeplease]

I was never supposed to make it this far.

[depression-confessions-on]

“Sometimes I feel better happy. And others I just wish a car would run over me. And I’m clean but god I miss it. I feel like I’m crazy. Idk”

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Confession #4337

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