thatsnotme

mentally unstable blog

[thatsnotme424]

Abandonment issues frfr

I don't fucking get why this shit keeps happening to me... In a world full of strangers not a single person seems to care about someone as retarded as me.

Idk why I'm saying what I'm saying but I just wanna fucking kms

I mean i don't even cut anymore i just bang my head against the wall and stab myself with the blunt end of a pencil over and over till i feel like I'm alive for a second

I know I fucking have it better than a lot of people but seriously i just wanna be someone

[thatsnotme424]

I feel like the ugly duckling sometimes

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I hope you never have to feel that way

[thatsnotme424]

This is such a cute Pinterest finddd

[thatsnotme424]

Let's not try to pretend that we liked euphoria season 3 cz I mean it truly was (is) absolute shit

[thatsnotme424]

I need new friends please someone talk to me

I don't like to do this but I'm going to implode soon if I don't get human interaction

[baylei11]

I hate when other people try to tell me they like MY interest more than me liek no you don’t I PROMISE u

[thatsnotme424]

Why do people like to ignore me so much like wtf

Im just tryna be a nice person here

[thatsnotme424]

ISTG IM THIS CLOSE TO FUCKING KILLING MYSELF

WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE

[thatsnotme424]

Just two days remaining in my nightmare

[thatsnotme424]

My best friend sent me a photo of a drawing they had made on their wrist today, and let me describe it first - red and brown line drawing of a flower bouquet - and my triggered ass saw that photo and sat there shaking uncontrollably because wrist cvtting is one of my biggest fears/triggers because I got caught once when I had cut there... I got so shaky that I literally forgot to reply, let alone give a compliment about the art...

[thatsnotme424]

I love talking but nobody wants to talk to me.... Im not some loser, but every time I start talking about what I actually want to talk about, the topic is changed conveniently to something which doesn't involve me or any other topic which has been deemed untouchable. I wish I could kill myself but I don't have the guts or the means to do it.

[luke-thompsons]

THE PITT (2025—) S02 | E07

[thatsnotme424]

Man I fucked up. I fucked up real bad.

[cookiescr]

Yknow the thing where red pandas just lay down on a branch and let their legs hang and they’re just like vibing

[cookiescr]

they’re just vibing yknow?

[dimpledgucci]

porcupines do this too :)

[callingallcars]

i have excellent news about the manul cat

[radwolf76]

Manul cat is an automatic reblog from me.

[lokeanrampant]

I am porcupine.

[krakensdottir]

Pretty much most cats that spend any time in trees, tbh

Honestly tho, in terms of lazy chill I don’t think anyone’s gonna beat this bear:

[floridensis]

look at this squirrel

by inaturalist user gregslak

[hyenafiend-deactivated20220214]

@rhythpo

[thequeenofsastiel]

And let’s not forget the time an entire pride of ten lions decided to take a nap in a single tree

Yes these photos are real

[blackbearybrambles]

My humble addition:

[i-give-you-a-manul]

manul mention

[thatsnotme424]

Okay so I've been experiencing this for a while, and I want to know if it's just me...

tw

I havent done anything in a while (no cvtting or bvrning) but sometimes on my cvt spots, I feel like there's a phantom pain. I know it's probably just in my head, and clearly I need to do something about it, but I'd been using those spots for such a long time, that it just feels wrong without blood

Plus I hate my scars

[crims0nr0s3]

yk what pisses me off?

tall people

bc they're like "oOoOh HoWs tHe weAThEr DoWn ThErE" like its lovely, hows it going having your head in the clouds

[thatsnotme424]

i have a certain friend, and every. single. time. EVERY SINGLE TIME they see me they go like- hi tiny (3 second pause) how are you, tiny? (another pause) okay bye i cant here you from up here sorry its pretty funny ig but still it pisses me off like nothing else

[akiissick]

tw sh, and yucky cut spots

i find it so funny when someone says people fake mental illnesses for attention

like yeaaa ahahahahha i cut myself on places NO ONE CAN SEE. (thighs, pubic area) for attention!!

yes i want my mom to scream at me when i wake up from sleeping 16+ hours!!! i love the attention :3

yes of course i like getting harassed at school for how i dress and my stutter is 100% fake and i cant make friends bc I just want attention and im so quirky🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 also i just got news that my principal knows im suicidal and i might be taken out of school....yaaayy..!

like cut me a fucking break before i cut my jugular please ^_^! speaking of i need a cut buddy..I feel like the only guy in the world here!!