hi! i will now open my paid astrology readings. these readings are only for natal charts only. synastry and composite readings will open soon.
a short background about me, i am a 22 years old student, studying astrology for almost 4 years. ever since then, i already feel like i can read people easily, and it is confirmed when i tried to read my family and friends by using astrology.
here are the readings that i offer:
natal chart readings
☁︎ cloud reading ($5) - i will tell you about the most noticeable placements in your chart. these are the qualities or traits that makes you stand out and unique.
☁︎ sun reading ($8) - i will tell you your strengths and abilities based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to unleash and use it to fuel the spark and confidence within you.
☁︎ moon reading ($8) - i will tell you your shadow side based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to heal from it and navigate it towards self-awareness and growth.
☁︎ celestial reading ($15) - i will tell you the most noticeable placements, strengths, shadow side based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to navigate all of these to know what makes the real you. also, i will tell some predictive events that i will notice in your chart (this will be based on your sidereal chart)
☁︎ venus reading ($18) - i will tell you about you and your person’s astrological blueprint and its correlation to the most noticeable synastry aspects between the both of you. it will also include the interpretation of the synastry aspects itself.
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Fill out this form.
2. After you fill out the form, I will reach out to you through Tumblr. I will send there the details of my PayPal account.
3. Send me a proof of your payment. After you already sent it, I will proceed to do your reading. My reading will take about 3-5 days until further notice. After I already finished the reading, I will send it to the email that you provided in this form.
4. Feedbacks are highly encouraged.
to those who will give me a chance to take part in their self-awareness journey, thank you in advance. :)
in moon square mercury, i have experienced both ways. when i am the mercury, the moon person easily gets hurt by my words even though it is not my intention to hurt them. when i am the moon person, i am sensitive with the mercury person’s energy; whether it is their words or actions. it is easy for me to get hurt by the smallest hint of their actions.
venus in 12th house will always make both people drawn to each other, whether the planet or house person, even though there are no romantic feelings involved.
having a mercury square mercury aspect in synastry usually do not get each other’s humor. there are also communication blocks, like even though there are no hard feelings from both parties, it may always feel like something is stopping you from speaking your heart out to the other person.
i have a mercury opposition uranus aspect with my friend, and our conversation just flows. we can talk about peculiar things without getting weirded by each other. yes, there may be differences in the thought processes, but despite that, we can still compromise and have the best conversations about diverse topics.
if you are a fan of friends-to-lovers trope, you may want to look out for 3rd, 6th, 9th, and 11th house synastry. all of these are air houses and it governs communication, which usually is the start of being friends as you can really get to know the person first by talking to them. 6th house synastry is about acts of service, and based on my experience, those subtle actions can do a lot especially in friendships.
if you are a fan of soul consuming connection, you may want to look for 1st, 8th, and 12th house synastry. i have this with someone, and i cannot stop thinking about them. there is always this urge to get to know them like in an in-depth way.
if you are someone who looks for a long lasting connection, having a lot of trines in a synastry chart is not usually good. it can make a dynamic easily fall into boredom and turn into a casual connection instead.
having an unaspected moon in synastry can make you or the other person avoidant from each other, like you can talk about a lot of topics of may have an intellectual connection, but you may struggle to talk or fix the shadow or faults in your friendship or relationship.
having an unaspected personal planets in synastry, especially the sun, can make the two people have different plans for the future or different life trajectories in general.
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those who are interested on my paid readings, go to this post.
hi! i will now open my paid astrology readings. these readings are only for natal charts only. synastry and composite readings will open soon.
a short background about me, i am a 22 years old student, studying astrology for almost 4 years. ever since then, i already feel like i can read people easily, and it is confirmed when i tried to read my family and friends by using astrology.
here are the readings that i offer:
natal chart readings
☁︎ cloud reading ($5) - i will tell you about the most noticeable placements in your chart. these are the qualities or traits that makes you stand out and unique.
☁︎ sun reading ($8) - i will tell you your strengths and abilities based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to unleash and use it to fuel the spark and confidence within you.
☁︎ moon reading ($8) - i will tell you your shadow side based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to heal from it and navigate it towards self-awareness and growth.
☁︎ celestial reading ($15) - i will tell you the most noticeable placements, strengths, shadow side based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to navigate all of these to know what makes the real you. also, i will tell some predictive events that i will notice in your chart (this will be based on your sidereal chart)
☁︎ venus reading ($18) - i will tell you about you and your person’s astrological blueprint and its correlation to the most noticeable synastry aspects between the both of you. it will also include the interpretation of the synastry aspects itself.
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Fill out this form.
2. After you fill out the form, I will reach out to you through Tumblr. I will send there the details of my PayPal account.
3. Send me a proof of your payment. After you already sent it, I will proceed to do your reading. My reading will take about 3-5 days until further notice. After I already finished the reading, I will send it to the email that you provided in this form.
4. Feedbacks are highly encouraged.
to those who will give me a chance to take part in their self-awareness journey, thank you in advance. :)
another type of reading is added for synastry charts! if you want you and your person’s dynamic to have an in-depth interpretation, you can avail here :)
note: take what resonates, these are only based on my observations
mars in libra, cancer, or pisces can make someone avoidant to arguments. if not, these placements can make someone more passive in general. i am not saying that they are not passionate, they can just be more easy going when it comes to their approach to different situations
venus square uranus in synastry can make the dynamic itself on-and-off with a lots of instability moments, wherein the two people involved can be unseparable today, then looks like strangers on another day
i have noticed that people with virgo placements, no matter which planet as long as it is a personal planet or a rising sign, can make someone have that nitpicky and perfectionist side even though trivial
5th house prominent people usually loves to party, or if not, they are a fan of doing any hobbies as long as it is outside just to destress
someone with taurus placements especially on their personal placements can make someone laid back and chill despite the chaos around them
i have noticed that the love languages of people may relate to the prominent element on their chart. someone with prominent earth placements loves through gift giving and acts of service, water placements loves through physical touch and words of affirmation, air placements loves through quality time and words of affirmation, fire placements loves through physical touch and quality time
if a person has an air/fire sun/moon but has water venus or mars, they can be someone who presents a detached, cool, and friendly persona or the public, but hides a soft, hopeless romantic, sensitive, and emotional side on which they only show to the people that they trust
a lot of mercury aspects on a synastry chart screams good intellectual connection. aside from that, if midheaven is also aspected, their dynamic can be perceived as ‘partners in crime’ as they also motivate and inspire each other to achieve their goals
personally, i prefer a synastry with a lots of mercury aspects than a lot of venus and mars aspects but no mercury on it as communication is important in friendships and relationships
someone with prominent 12th house or pisces placements can be good at manifestation. you know your friend who says or randomly blurted out something then it really happens later on? maybe they have a stellium in their 12th house or in pisces
venus in 8th house can make people have transformative friendships or relationships, like the people that they meet everytime always have something to teach them, and it goes the other way around. they can be a catalyst to someone’s life, especially if these people have a stellium in their 8th house, as 8th house is about rebirth, taboo, and transformation
a person with sagittarius placements, no matter how introverted or shy, will have that side of them who loves to explore a lot of things no matter what aspects
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PICK-A-CARD READING: A glimpse of your future lover
Hi! This is my first pick-a-card reading. I hope you will like it!
Note: You can close your eyes as you focus on the question. Pick the pile that you feel drawn to or cannot stop looking at. Always remember that tarot readings are not 100% accurate. Tarot only serves as a guide based on the current energies. Only you have the power to shape your future. Nothing is set in stone and energies can change over time.
Here is my masterlist. Here is my paid tarot services.
Pile 1: 10 of wands rx, 9 of cups, 8 of pentacles rx, 3 of pentacles, Page of pentacles rx (bottom of the deck)
This person may be independent and self-assured, but not in the way of those who are usually strong and independent, who have an intimidating aura—it is more like they can find things that fulfill them without conforming or following trends. They may be the type of person who marches to the beat of their own drum. Yet, it does not mean that they are not open to other people’s perspectives. In fact, they may be the type of person who is good at blending or mingling with different types of people. They know how to converse and make people feel good and comfortable. I sense a lighthearted energy from this person. Furthermore, this person may have hobbies you did not expect. I kept hearing ‘unconventional,’ so maybe this person is also interested in tarot, spirituality, and esoteric stuff.
Now, here is the thing. I mentioned that this person has a lighthearted energy, right? Of course, there are cons to this. With the surrounding cards, they may be the type of person who, at times, is too kind or too fluid with others. They may forget, or not know how, to set boundaries with other people. They are a giver for sure, I can sense it, but it can become too much. Also, they may be someone who loves starting new projects and has creative ideas, but when they get bored or discover it will take a lot to continue or implement, they may be prone to leaving things unfinished and jumping to the next idea. It is ironic, since the cards for this pile do not have any swords, but instead of earth energy, I sense a lot of air energy. This person may present a stable, calm image to the public, but beneath lies a wealth of thought and ideas. They may be the type of person who will randomly message you in the middle of the night to blurt out or ask random things. (e.g., why do you think the moon is circular but not square?) something like that. This person knows a little bit about everything. You will learn a lot from this person. I heard ‘jack of all trades’, right hemisphere dominant person, if you are familiar with that. They can be good at the arts and writing. Good with words. I can picture someone who speaks calmly and has a good voice. Their love language may be words of affirmation and quality time.
Other notes: Air energy. Moon and Mercury dominant. Mars in Sagittarius. Shopping mall? Aquarius and Gemini placements. Water Moon or Venus. Someone with a letter K or H in their name.
Pile 2: 10 of pentacles rx, 8 of wands, 10 of swords rx, King of pentacles, Justice (bottom of the deck)
This pile is the opposite of the previous pile. If Pile 1 has a lighthearted energy, this pile is… all-or-nothing energy. This person has gone through a lot. Maybe they have issues with their family, or their family dynamics have shaped them into who they are today. The family or people he grew up with may have been unstable, which may have driven him to work hard on his own to achieve the stability and security he yearns for. This person does not like waiting. They are always on the go, always working on projects and fulfilling responsibilities, to the point of forgetting to rest and unwind. At the moment, they may still be in the process of healing, since their past experiences may have taken a toll on them. I do not see that their past has anything to do with love and relationships—it is more about family and friends. In relation to their friends, some of them may have been betrayed or wronged. But this person? If they fell seven times, I assure you, this is the type of person who will rise eight times straight.
As I have mentioned, they are in the process of healing, so this person has wounds. But you will not know, since they present a strong and intimidating persona in public. I can picture someone who does business, you know, those people who are always involved in stocks, funds, and marketing, who always wear formal attire? Additionally, if not in business, this person can also do well in law and debates. Their words can be sharp, but they know how to play with them. I am not saying that they are a bad person, nor is this pile malicious, but this person knows how to manipulate and control people with their words. I have thought of those lawyers in movies and shows who know how to twist words to their advantage. They have that side, but it does not mean that they will do it. In fact, this side of them may only be triggered when their loved ones or those they trust are wronged. They are protective of their people, so do not ever cross them. They are very passionate people with a strong sense of justice and will fight for what is right. Strong personality for sure. A reliable person overall. Can be a bit materialistic too.
If the previous pile has words of affirmation as love language, this person loves to give acts of service to the people they love.
Other notes: Virgo placements. More like Virgo Moon/Venus. Leo Sun/Moon. Mars in Gemini. Mars in 8th house. Earth and Fire energy. Mars dominant. Venus in Earth sign. Business-minded.
Pile 3: 4 of cups, Queen of swords rx, The Magician, 3 of wands, The Empress, 7 of pentacles rx (bottom of the deck)
This person knows how to manifest and make things happen. Unlike Pile 2, who has an intense and passionate energy, this Pile is more like Jupiter energy, where the universe and luck are in their favor. I am not saying that this person sits around and waits for the good things to come; it is just… this person may have a prominent 12th house placements. You know those people who randomly blurt out things, and then later on, it really manifests in real life? Combined with hard work, this person’s intensity or passion may not be obvious, as it lies beneath the surface. But again, it is not as intense and hardcore as the previous pile. This pile is more laidback. This person is humble for sure. Despite being passionate, they do not flaunt. In fact, they prefer to keep things more private. They plan and do things behind the curtains, which may shock people. This person may have innocent, angelic features, which is why people sometimes become in disbelief when they witness their success. It does not mean they do not trust this person's capabilities—it is just that they always choose to show their carefree, easygoing side to the public. Good sense of humor, probably, they may like to joke around, and this is why the passion and tenacity are not shown.
The other side of this person is that they can isolate themselves whenever they experience negative emotions. If you are familiar with the enneagram, they may be type 7w6. I can picture Chandler from Friends, if you are familiar with them. They may cover up or try to rationalize their emotions rather than feel them. As I mentioned, they are humorous, so they may use their humor to cover up their feelings. Maybe this person has had experiences of being made to feel like a burden or like they are too much, so at the moment, they may have a tendency to become avoidant when things get intense. They prefer to process things and emotions on their own, and this is something that they probably need to heal. An ambivert for sure. They have a feminine energy. Like Pile 1, they are good with words. But when things get tough or whenever they get hurt, they may become more distant. They have this side that presents their usual detached, cool persona, but there lies an emotional softie underneath. Again, they try to push aside or rationalize their emotions when they get intense. This person may also be prone to burnout, and, again, the coping mechanism is to isolate themselves.
Other notes: This person may be surrounded by women in their family, or they have a lot of sisters. 12th house stellium. Pisces Sun/Moon. Pisces placements. Mercury, Jupiter, or Uranus dominant. Air Moon/Venus.
Pile 4: 4 of wands rx, 3 of cups, The Lovers rx, 6 of swords rx, 6 of wands (bottom of the deck)
An introvert who knows how to mingle with people. Friendly and sociable, but still prefers to recharge alone. This person is a good team player and collaborator. The way they de-stress may not be the usual type; they are unlike those who go to parties to celebrate. I can picture someone who stays at home to watch movies or read books, or who invites a few people to museums or cafes. This person knows how to talk to people, but can get easily overstimulated. For sure, this person is also lowkey and prefers to stay in the background, just like the previous pile, but they know what they want. They allot time for themselves. This is a person who usually trusts their instincts and is not fond of asking others for help or insights when making decisions.
This trait can also be negative, as it can make them rigid and close-minded to other people's perspectives. They can be hard to please and inflexible—people who stick to their routines, values, and beliefs. If you chose this pile, you might be a person with a more carefree, spontaneous personality. If you are not, there is no problem with that. Maybe your ideal type is someone who is organized and structured. I can imagine you and this person balancing and complementing each other’s personalities. This person needs someone to make them come out of their shell. Like Pile 2, this person is tough, but not in an obvious way. If the intensity of that pile is very prominent, this one is more hidden. Maybe this person has a stoic expression most of the time? But at the same time, again, they know how to make people comfortable. The people around them can feel calm and at ease. This person seems to be harmless and unbothered most of the time. They can also be fans of the finer things in life; they may enjoy food, shopping, and branded perfumes. But they are the type of person who is hard to change their mind and is influenced not only by their decisions but also by the things they like. An example of this is when a person was suggested to try this new brand. Yes, they can show that they accommodate the person’s opinions. They will not show them that they brush it off, but that does not mean they will follow their suggestions. Can be stubborn. Yet, overall, they are kind and genuine people who also like to stay away from toxicity, issues, and drama from others, as they treasure their tranquility and peace of mind.
Other notes: INFP/ISFP. Cancer/Scorpio placements. Taurus Moon. Mars in Capricorn. Earth and Water energy. Branded perfumes. Color beige and brown aesthetics.
hi! i will now open my paid tarot services. i started studying tarot in 2022. i am willing to apply my learnings to bring clarity to a broader audience. always remember that tarot readings are not 100% accurate. tarot only serves as a guide based on the current energies. only you have the power to shape your future. nothing is set in stone and energies can change over time. i do not have information about your personal life, so my apologies if my reading does not resonate with you :>
here are the readings that i offer:
☁︎ rose reading ($3) - a simple and direct yes or no answer to your question which is perfect for quick guidance
☁︎ peony reading ($5) - a clear yes or no answer with a brief explanation to help you better understand the energy behind it
☁︎ lily reading ($8) - a quick snapshot of your situation which offers some insight about the present energy
☁︎ tulip reading ($12) - a more detailed reading that explores more about the situation—whether past, present, and future, or problem, action, and outcome
☁︎ sunflower reading ($15) - an in-depth reading that provides a broader and more comprehensive look into your situation, offering guidance, influences, and possible outcomes
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Fill out this form. Only one question is allowed per reading.
2. After you fill out the form, I will reach out to you through Tumblr. I will send there the details of my PayPal account.
3. Send me a proof of your payment. After you already send it, I will proceed to your reading. My reading will take about 3-5 days until further notice. After I already finished the reading, I will send it to the email that you provided in this form.
4. Feedbacks are highly encouraged.
to those who will give me a chance to provide them clarity and guidance, thank you in advance :)
hi! i will now open my paid readings. these readings are only for natal charts only. synastry and composite readings will open soon.
a short background about me, i am a 22 years old student, studying astrology for almost 4 years. ever since then, i already feel like i can read people easily, and it is confirmed when i tried to read my family and friends by using astrology.
here are the readings that i offer:
natal chart readings
☁︎ cloud reading ($5) - i will tell you about the most noticeable placements in your chart. these are the qualities or traits that makes you stand out and unique.
☁︎ sun reading ($8) - i will tell you your strengths and abilities based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to unleash and use it to fuel the spark and confidence within you.
☁︎ moon reading ($8) - i will tell you your shadow side based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to heal from it and navigate it towards self-awareness and growth.
☁︎ celestial reading ($15) - i will tell you the most noticeable placements, strengths, shadow side based on the placements in your chart. it will also include how to navigate all of these to know what makes the real you. also, i will tell some predictive events that i will notice in your chart (this will be based on your sidereal chart)
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Fill out this form.
2. After you fill out the form, I will reach out to you through Tumblr. I will send there the details of my PayPal account.
3. Send me a proof of your payment. After you already sent it, I will proceed to do your reading. My reading will take about 3-5 days until further notice. After I already finished the reading, I will send it to the email that you provided in this form.
4. Feedbacks are highly encouraged.
to those who will give me a chance to take part in their self-awareness journey, thank you in advance. :)
Hi! I’m an ambivert (introverted and extroverted at the same time), so I feel like this partner could bring me a great sense of balance and bring out my social side with him, which sounds wonderful. I also often feel like I’m a bit behind and haven't experienced or seen much in life yet, so your reading made me so happy to know he’ll be someone who helps me explore and opens my eyes to new things 👀✨ I really loved the point about him cutting off things that hurt or bother him,,I see that as a huge strength.
As for your reading style, I absolutely loved it! It was concise but deeply meaningful. Your word choice and the way you blended everything together were unique 🩵 and you delivered the message so accurately. I also really appreciate your clarification that he doesn't necessarily need to have fire or air placements, but rather embodies that energy. I loved this reading, and I'm so grateful for your insights!
aww i am glad that you liked the reading! thank you sm for the detailed feedback! much appreciated 🥹🤍
hi there. My initials are FA, can I ask for a free reading about how does AFC (pisces, she/her, 👩🦰) feels about me? Thank you a lot 💚🥑
Cards: 8 of cups, 6 of cups, Temperance, 7 of wands (bottom of the deck)
I may be wrong or it may not resonate … but I sense a bittersweet feeling in regards to your connection. Maybe you have a history with this person? Or maybe you already know each other for a long time as friends or as lovers, but I am getting more a sense of friendship here. 8 of cups is about walking away, and 6 of cups is about nostalgia. Maybe you and this person had a fallout? Or like you may already outgrew each other, but based on the cards, there is no bad energy or bad feelings towards each other here. It may happened naturally. I can picture two people communicating with each other through social media but seldomly, like you know those people who only talk to each other once a month but even though they haven’t talked for a long time, there is still this sense of comfort and calmness? That’s it. In the context of how does this person feel towards you, there is still a sense of trust and comfort despite proceeding to different paths or outgrewing one another.
Can u know about physical appearance of my future husband or any sign of symbol i will get when i meet him so i can recognise him? Thankyou 💖💟
Cards: Page of cups rx, Knight of wands, 4 of cups rx, The Sun (bottom of the deck)
When Page of cups first came out, I immediately though of someone who is unexpressive or looks tough, strict, and serious on the outside, but a softie or emotional person on the inside. With this, I can picture them as someone who has mayne thick eyebrows? And piercing gaze? Overall, this person’s demeanor or vibe is intimidating to most who do not know them personally. This person may only show their feelings and emotional side to the people that they trust. As for the circumstances before meeting them, we have fire energy here, which are the Knight of wands and The Sun. I can see you being passionate about your projects—it may be your studies or work. ‘Moving places’ comes to my mind because of 4 of cups in reverse, as having it upright signifies apathy and stagnancy. You may be too invested to yourself, projects, or responsibilities to the point that you forgot about looking for someone, or deprioritizing love and relationships in general.
hi! aside from doing astrology observations and readings, i also do tarot readings since 2022. since i have time, i will do a free tarot readings to all of you and give you guidance :) i will also open my paid tarot readings soon! but before i do a free reading for you, follow these instructions:
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Like and reblog this post and this post.
2. Ask your question on my inbox with your initials. You can be anonymous.
3. A total of 2-3 cards will be drawn. Do not expect a lengthy reading since only 2-3 cards will be drawn, but I will do my best to provide a short but clear, concise, and meaningful reading.
4. I will not entertain health, pregnancy, and exam related questions.
it may took time to answer your questions so please bear with me. just take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. if it does not resonate, maybe i am not the right reader for you :) thank you!
Hello there, i'm N and I'd like to ask about which things does M.O finds the most attractive about me and if she's attracted to me at all
Thank you <3
Cards: 2 of swords rx, 2 of pentacles rx, 10 of cups, The Empress (bottom of the deck)
The Empress is about femininity and abundance. With this, to answer your question, yes there is attraction, but for some reason—this person may hold back their feelings or maybe they are the type of person who is not expressive or does not know how to express their attraction towards you. Despite the 2 of pentacles being reversed which signifies being decisive or balanced about responsibilities, I can still feel that this person may be busy prioritizing other things or currently struggles to juggle their responsibilities. This is why aside from being unexpressive or if you personally know this person and being unexpressive does not resonate, being busy and prioritizing other things may be the reason why they may be distant, or why you may have trouble decoding whether they are attracted to you or not. As for the things this person finds attractive about you, we have 10 of cups here, which means that they may be attracted to your emotional maturity, or this person may feel calm and safe around you.
Hello, can I participate in your tarot game, please? I don't know how to word my question, but it is about my future partner….
What will my partner be like? Is there a specific trait or sign to help me recognize them when we meet?
She/her stright
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And I loved the cover on your page, it's very beautiful. It attracted me and gave me a strange feeling of comfort. I mean the picture of the building, the clouds, and the clear blue sky has such a beautiful feeling to it. Is there a reason and a purpose for putting it there? What made you choose it? Was it for the same reason?
Cards: 10 of swords, 4 of wands, 8 of wands, King of swords (bottom of the deck)
I see a blend of fire and air energy here, since swords is about air and wands is about fire. Not necessarily that you should look for someone who has fire and air placements, but I feel like it is more of the qualities. You may be most compatible with someone who is communicative and loves to have fun, but not in an excess way. I can see that this person is passionate, loves to try new things, but firm and stubborn. This person is also not afraid of change, and I keep hearing about the words ‘cut off’ so an example is when someone crosses, hurt, or betrayed this person, they are not afraid to burn bridges. I can feel that your future partner may be someone who is more extroverted and would open your eyes to different perspectives.
Regarding the cover on my page, thank you! I only got it from Pinterest so credits to whoever made that :] I picked it just to match the aesthetic or theme of my icon and the background color of my account profile, since my favorite color is color blue ^^
I'm Sam, 19, pisces sun. May I ask how would be a relationship like between me and A.M♑? Don't need to be a romantic one, just if the cards point out to this. I feel sexually attracted to her, although I don't feel anything romantic
Thank you so much 💚🍋🍫🧁
Cards: 9 of pentacles, King of wands rx, 8 of cups rx, Page of pentacles (bottom of the deck)
When I first saw 9 of pentacles since it popped out first while I was shuffling the cards, I immediately thought that the both of you has a healthy and independent relationship. Yet, when the other cards came out, my interpretation has shifted. With this, maybe it has something to do with your idealization over this person, that your fantasies over this person is greater than the reality or what this person really presents to you. King of wands in reverse signifies loss of confidence or spark, maybe this person makes you too self-conscious or you even hide your genuine self just to look presentable or to allure this person. 8 of cups in reverse tells me that you may think of walking away from this person at times, but maybe this is the first time that you felt this way or the sparks for a certain person. Page of pentacles in reverse at the bottom of the deck tells me that instead of this connection calming or uplifting you, it may made you impatient about the outcome, or unsettled. Also, instead of being independent from one another, the risk of this connection being co-dependent is high. This is why we have here the 8 of cups, which tells me that at the moment, maybe distancing yourself is the better option.
But, tarot is not set in stone. It only tells the energies in the present—it does not determine the fixed future. If both of your energies change in the future, of course, this reading will be insignificant and the connection will turn out good instead. :)