clown car sys

hi! welcome unnmm. yeah :)

[clown-car-sys]

okay intro!!! if you have this blog you probably have our main so it's not gonna be linked here. this is gonna be for sys specific posting and stuff that doesn't feel right to say on main. some of our members have their own blogs too which i might link here so this is gonna be very general. yeah :)

also kind of me exploring my own plurality and stuff so that's cool

please use they/um/any when referring to us as a collective

#honk honk = original post tag

known active members:

bea (any/all) 💕 - host! pink, me, the main one with the clown motif

cas (he/they) ❤️ - former host, doesnt like fronting, a little more abrasive, a darker red and grey tones

beetle (xe/he/they/it) 🪲 - beas (my) lover, soother, an introject of our oc garridan, green

kristen (they/she) ✨ - lorekeeper, anxious, space theme, purple/blue

chapter (it/its) 🕳️ - inhuman, prefers object-based language, very angsty, black

cherry (she/pop/it/boo) 🍒 - cherry pop! pink, doll & fairy aesthetics w a deep, masc voice. blog here

sugar cube (she/any) 🐎 - little, horse girl, loves other animals too, sweetie pie, soft purple. has a blog that friends can ask for but she's not always comfy with just anyone

cupid (any/all) 🏹 - blunt, abrasive, cusses a lot, potentially an oc introject, badly wants to have sex with jason todd, hot pink and vibrant purple

angel (they/them) 🎀 - bird wings, pink and white and yellow, not a literal angel, soft

one-time fronters (so far):

ranger (him/hims) 🦊 - little, also a literal fox, hyper

scrat (??) 🐿️ - squirrely vibes, anxious, brown

goose (they/them) 🐢 - probably an introject of philip pearson from travelers or at least identifies a lot with the character, looks and acts a lot like them with no source memories

andi (they/any) ? - apathetic, detached, i dont remember much abt them, grey

microwave (mike for short) (it?) 🐛 - millipede. cozy comfy cozy big blanket. blue i think maybe

[oppatobystyle]

Every day can be bad comic day if you free yourself

[buddybuddysystem]

just somethin

[valtsv]

feeling pretty dissociative and alienated from personhood rn if any bad bitches want to exploit me as a living weapon

[clown-car-sys]

🤎 do you have any nonhuman alters? if yes, which species are they?

⚫️ can you switch “on command” or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

⚪️ do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

❤️‍🩹 how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

we know ranger is a fox. im definitely not human but im not sure what i am. mammalian, most likely. microwave is some kind of large carnivorous bug. angel has bird wings instead of arms, but depicts themself as both a human and occasionally as having some sort of gumball machine head? cupid is a shapeshifter, and i think cherry is similar but more human

sometimes. if we have to, yes. other times its harder. bea has a much harder time switching at will, and we have a harder time in general switching at will around our family.

answered this one in the other one

it depends. beetle can communicate the easiest internally, which is interesting because they have a very hard time communicating externally. otherwise it widely depends. most of the time its hard to differentiate internal voices, so its really difficult to say

[clown-car-sys]

🟢what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

⚪do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

⬛how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

it varies. sometimes its like a quick, disorienting snap (most of the time we'll say good morning in such a case because it feels like just waking up). other times it's a gradual shift that we don't even realize is happening until later

i think kind of, but i'm not really sure. i know we exist and interact somehow outside of just fronting together but it's hard to recall when i'm here

most of the time it's a compromise. though bea really, really needs to get better about recognizing the body isnt just theirs. but honestly we haven't had many problems. at least that i can recall. i know cherry is sometimes happy with bea and garridan is sometimes hurt by their denial of our plurality but these are bumps we're smoothing out. bea is working on it, i assure.

[clown-car-sys]

ive made a beast because i needed to do something. under the cut for bones and eyestrain. also no alt id. i think the beast may be me

[clown-car-sys]

shit i think i might be nothing

[buddybuddysystem]

bunny and being known

[leathersys]

ok bro

[starfallsystemblog2]

System ask game stolen and edited from r/systemcringe

❤are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)

🧡if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?

💛do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

💚does your system have introjects of any kind?

💙do you have any subsystems?

💜who are your frequent fronters?

🤎do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are they?

🖤do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the system?

🤍does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

🔴does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)

🟠how much amnesia do you experience?

🟡do you experience black out amnesia?

🟢what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?

🔵do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?

🟣do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get 'un-stuck'?

🟤do you ever not notice you've switched, and suddenly realise that 'you haven't been you' for a while?

⚫can you switch 'on command" or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

⚪do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?

🟥how easily accessed is your headspace? (If you have one)

🟧is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?

🟨do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?

🟩is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?

🟦do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

🟪did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?

🟫how did you pick your system name?

⬛how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?

⬜is there anyone specific in your system you don't get along with?

❤️‍🔥are you 'out' as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)

❤️‍🩹how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?

💔are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones?

[sobsannix]

o2Manic

[lovdecay]

I gotta draw my other ocs more often

[clown-car-sys]

theres not reaally a millipede emoji. maybe 🐛 or 🖱️ maybe? what do yiu guys rhink

[orchardsys]

A comic about something that happened a while ago,, I still feel guilty in a way that I was there that day.

[clown-car-sys]

im not dure i really want to be my own person? its so mucch easier being someone else. and like. we have the same loved ones. i love them so much. i dont want to mess it up cause i know it can be a lot to meet someone new. i don't even know if im new. i think my name might be Microwave .

[faerie-fangs]

develops headmates for every pronoun and whenever you try to misgender me the alter with those pronouns fronts at the same moment perfectly parrying your transphobia