always, worlds within worlds

Cly 31 nb lesbian they/them pls no minors don't post my shit to twitter this is my ao3

[calamitysong]

founding tenets:

- beware the moving image

- all actors should be burned at the stake

[polkadotmotmot]

Irina Petrova - Graces, 2025 - Acrylic on canvas

[redlipstickresurrected]

Salvador Dalí aka Salvador Domingo Felipe Jacinto Dalí i Domènech (Spanish, 1904-1989, b. Figueres, Catalonia, Spain, d. Ibid) - The Sandman (John Blund), 1966, Lithograph

[clytemnestraaa]

i LOVE the butches and femmes of the real world and the fake world and i think they are so sexy and special. but also. we do understand that’s not a REQUIREMENT right. like. every fake character and also every person in the real life does not need to be specifically designated as butch or femme. it’s optional.

[clytemnestraaa]

the things i will hate men for are so funny. just saw a man with red hair and thought ugh grow up

[clytemnestraaa]

sorry i’m clearing out the drafts btw

[clytemnestraaa]

i do not know what i was cooking but the fire alarm was going off in that kitchen. and yet

[clytemnestraaa]

this is my most insane belief that i do truly believe, i think that in order to be a good actor you have to have the insides psychologically emptied out of you, because you need to make room for the ability to project and absorb all these characters, and they can’t get inside if someone is already home. i also think that living in LA for an extended period of time naturally scrapes one’s soul out with a melonballer. so it all works out really neatly for the industry.

[heartcellar]

how long?

[clytemnestraaa]

super important question for you: if Shane and Ilya were in a circus (old, travelling, etc.) what would their roles have been?

shane is a strongman and ilya is a bear tamer (anya is a grizzly bear in this scenario)

[clytemnestraaa]

also svetlana is eating fire and rose landry is on the trapeze by the way. marleau and jj can be like. idk. just impressively tall individuals. juggling machetes or something. hayden is in concessions. troy barret is a sad pierrot. luca haas is being made to stick his head in anya the bear’s mouth.

[clytemnestraaa]

oh this is jellybean’s chart because i know you were all clamoring to know

[clytemnestraaa]

stop putting connor storrie's grimy little mustache on my dashboard untagged it jumpscares me every time. that's a man who smokes newports and drinks mad dog 20/20 and is in a ska band. he still owes me $43. get that thang out of here.

[clytemnestraaa]

i will be brave: i have yet to see the discussion about how duckduckgo sucks. it's truly nothing compared to google. like it's a bad search engine, it doesn't work good. what are these results.... can we get somebody on this.

[exhuastedpigeon]

The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?

[theprincessandthepie]

maybe one day. (yt)

[godsbestvictim]

[clytemnestraaa]

what period post-irina death is like blank space in ilya’s memories like he fully can’t recall what happened in that time or alternately he has only specific details from that period of time like the weather at her funeral and what he ate for breakfast that day but he can’t remember the rites or if he cried or not

i will not write it bc i'm lazy but i had this idea for a fic where ilya finds a picture of irina with shorter hair, taken a few months before she died. and he's so confused, because he remembers finding her body, how he thought she was sleeping, her long hair all splayed out across the pillow, lying there like some fairytale princess. and he mentions it to svetlana and sveta goes ??? no, your mother's hair was short when she died, she cut it a few months before.

but that can't be true, ilya remembers her on the bed so clearly. she loved having long hair. she loved braiding her hair and she loved singing in the house and she loved baking, she was always baking cookies. she baked so many cookies. funny story he just remembered, one time when he was 4 that was all she did for two weeks, bake cookies, and all he had to eat for weeks was cookies. he forgot that until now. isn't that funny? isn't it? it's funny, right? she used to sing at the top of her lungs. she used to--sing, right? so loud the neighbors would complain, sometimes locked in the bathroom, sometimes in the middle of the night in the bedroom with grigori, she would--

why does she have short hair in the picture? that's not what happened. that's not what it was like. the picture has to be wrong. there's been some kind of mistake. something isn't true. her hair was long. he knows her hair was long.

why does she have short hair in the picture?