always, worlds within worlds

Cly 31 nb lesbian they/them pls no minors don't post my shit to twitter this is my ao3

[calamitysong]

founding tenets:

- beware the moving image

- all actors should be burned at the stake

[clytemnestraaa]

there’s something so endearing and relieving about an author you love and adore and consider like superhumanly skilled and talented publishing something that’s like. not that good. it’s always like oh thank god.

[clytemnestraaa]

hi! do you happen to have a link to the paint eating fic? tyyy

ya

[clytemnestraaa]

I followed you because you have literally the mandate of heaven when it comes to heated rivalry thoughts. You continue being right. You thoroughly distracted me from my senior creative writing thesis. You make me want to be a smarter, better writer. You are so cool it's crazy.

call me the anti-malala…. thank you though that’s so so sweet. hope you got that thang done eventually. unless it was a sci fi novel about a genderqueer space pirate who robin hoods the mega corps with their scrappy band of found family, i am really done with those.

[clytemnestraaa]

ilya would love to start a proprietary sauce brand after retirement. like a pink sauce situation where the CFIA gets involved.

[clytemnestraaa]

what do you think is the most minor/mundane thing that could trigger like a Getting Put On Mood Stabilizers/Suicide Watch, Horror Show Trauma Getting Everywhere And On Everything Oh No, Contender For Worst Mental Breakdown Of All Time Maybe The Worst Anyone's Ever Done It level episode in ilya. out of curiosity. also thank you for posting the paint eating fic link 10/10 literature

i mean in my experience it’s kind of more like the rockslide is building at the top of the mountain and then just some random pebble sets it off. so like. it could be anything. ilya loses a game. he has a bad dream. he sprains his wrist. he has a fight with svetlana. shane gets incredibly anxious and says something mean. it could be any stressor.

but it’s definitely hitting a squirrel with his car.

[firethekitty]

top 5 me posts of all time

[philcollinsenjoyer]

it's 2026 it's absolutely crucial to understand in filmmaking that gay people are not intrinsically interesting. it's not enough.

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[clytemnestraaa]

do you have any light-hearted fic recs? Canon or au either is fine

you are really truly deeply asking the wrong person. i have… porn that isn’t super depressing. that’s about it. actually the one lighthearted fic rec would be something annoying this way comes by anonymous. and then not totally lighthearted but just not particularly distressing:

walking through windows by corvidcordelia

something in the way you’re watchin’ me by philippa_moss

effortlessly spectacular by glittercity

[clytemnestraaa]

the unanswered question of the heated rivalry tv show. why does david only have 1 phone charger. the dishwasher pods were better i am giving this one to reid

[uptownlowdown]

black butch lesbian ira jeffries (far right) next to her femme girlfriend snowbaby, her mother bonita jeffries, and other friends, 1948.

source: dressingdykes

[clytemnestraaa]

how diabolical of a fic rec are you open to people sending you? if you are open to fic recs at all

love fic recs! however if anyone recs me parental incest or beastiality or explicit things involving children they get blocked. otherwise have at it anything goes

[enchantedbook]

"Offering" by Ulla Thynell

[clytemnestraaa]

top 3 of ilya’s craziest sexts ?

i feel like shane is the crazier sexter like canonically ilya is just making bad puns and lying about his dick size. i feel like he’s just madlibbing “i wanna [verb] your [body part]” and responding to every photo with “fuuuuuck” like he’s not a maestro of the written word and also this ties into my belief that actually shane is the driving force behind any kinkier stuff they do and ilya is just like sure baby whatever you want. ilya is “send hole”ing he’s really not that wild left to his own devices despite what he wants people to believe.

and then i think shane is crazy not only because of what he sends but WHEN he sends it. he’s taking 7 seconds in the middle of a media scrum to text ilya “i was thinking about sucking your dick when i scored that last point.” he’s waiting until ilya is at practice to send a voice note of him moaning. he’s going to the bathroom at family dinner with ilya and his parents and sending ilya a multi paragraph very earnest and detailed explanation of how and why he wants ilya to fist him along with a men’s health article about it. and ilya has to sit at the dinner table nodding and smiling while david talks about the snowy egret he saw on his walk the other day while his phone vibrates nonstop against his leg with shane’s incoming master thesis.

[clytemnestraaa]

have u read the WAG ilya & shane fic

yessssss so good omg