hello, tiny megatron here!!!!! this is my agere/petre blog, YIPPIE-
im one of @computersys' alter
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age/pet regressor!! (0-4 yrs old, kitty regressor as well)
i am silly, silliest silly........ :3
dni in this blog: basic dni, nsfw, kinks, ddlg/mdlb and ageplay/petplay variants, "systems without traumas", discourse blog, people who tries to associate me with evil things (i am uncomfortable with being told that i am evil, as i am trying not to be agressive.)
Protect back (ch 4 of fic of "Megatron, the tiniest..."!!)
[AO3]
Starscream's POV
Next day, after the exhausting fighting, I planned to go sleep sooner as I get back to the base. I also feel 'fuzzy' again, but I suppress it.
I walk foward toward my room, until Skywarp talks to me suddenly.
"Starscream. I have a question."
I sigh.
"...yeah? what is it?"
I was tired, and I wanted it to finish soon.
"You were going into Lord Megatron's room. Why?"
He says, slightly smirking.
And I felt irritated.
"nothin'. jus getting scolded for mistake at the mission."
I thought he would buy my words.
"I didn't hear him yelling 'I WILL BANISH YOU FROM THE TEAM' that time. I wonder if you were really scolded."
I sigh, getting more irritated.
"what do you mean?"
"What were you doing? You had a box, and you didn't seem tired when you enter his room. You seem rather... delighted."
...All I could do is glare at him.
Before I could say anything, I suddenly feel someone put a hand on my shoulder-- ...it was Megatron's hand.
"Skywarp, I need to talk with Starscream."
And before both of me or Skywarp say anything, Megatron grabs my arm and brings me to his room.
As I and Megatron get to his room, he sits on the couch.
I stand in front of him, bracing myself, for... unknown reason.
"...lord megatron, did i do something--"
"Just wanted to distract you from Skywarp, that's all."
He says bluntly, then pats the space next to him of the couch.
And I sit next to him.
"...why?"
That was all I could ask. I thought Megatron hated me in some way, as I repeated the 'rebellion'... or betrayal, I must admit.
"...I honestly hated you for several betrayal, ...until you found out about my 'secret' and saw how you reacted."
He says, a bit hesitantly.
..So he doesn't hate me much now.
All I could do was staring at him.
"...And I must say, ...thank you for accepting me, Starscream."
He says, then he pats my head..
And I suddenly feel more fuzzier, and I can't help but lean into his patting...
"...You must be feeling tired and small, huh..?"
He says, his voice surprisingly... gentle.
And I nod, my opticlids feel heavy..
Then he holds me, patting my back..
I can't help but nuzzle my head against his chest, and fall asleep......
Megatron's POV
...I smile as I see Starscream fall asleep.
He needed the comfort and affection after all, like me.
...I have noticed that, he seems stopped to even planning for the'rebellion' recently.
And it was after when he found out about my regression.
Is he... genuine about being my caregiver?
Maybe he would have told everyone about my regression if he was not that genuine.
...And now, he trusts me so that he regress in front of me.
Yet, he was bracing himself for getting scolded when I bring him to this room.
...I feel bad. I really feel bad.
I look at Starscream again, he is sleeping peacefully..
I then decided to protect him, like he do to me when I am regressed.
I started to research about age regression while Megatron is sleeping.
Okay so. I know that age regression is a coping mechanism.
And... oh. Little age can be various? I didn't know much-
....
I started to think.
Of course I sometimes feel fuzziness in my mind and feeling more younger when I'm feeling fuzy-- wait.
WHAT.
I WAS FEELING YOUNGER-??
...I should research more, I found a possibility.
I am willing to be a caregiver
After a ton of research, I figured out that:
I age regress as well - little age range might be 1~5.
In conclusion, I am a 'flip'.
...It seemed as if the fog was clearing.
But there is 1 thing I am concerned: would Megatron accept those facts about me?
I'm not sure - there STILL could be a possibility of Megatron wants to regress alone or not wanting any caregivers - it's just I'm not sure, but I'm still concerned.
I decided to take some sleep, so I can talk to Megatron after both of us waking up.
Luckily, today has no missions or duties.
I decided not to wake Megatron up until he wakes up.
I sit next to him, so he won't be alone if he is still regressed.
After a while, Megatron starts to wake up, ...then he gave me an awkward gaze.
"...You are not going to tell anyone that I regress, right?"
He asks, seriously yet awkwardly.
...I think I can tell what I thought as well now.
"Of course Lord Megatron, I won't tell anyone. In fact..."
...No, I'm too nervous. But I have to tell.
"..In fact?"
Megatron asks cautiously.
"...I figured out that I'm a flip."
Megatron rises his opticbrows.
"Flip..?"
Oh, he doesn't know the word-
"I mean - both of caregiver and regressor- yeah, I don't know if you are okay with those facts though--"
"I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REGRESS-?"
My words got cut off by Megatron's words.
"....Myself didn't know though."
I shrugged.
"...We don't tell anyone about this, not when each of us feels uncomfortable of telling anyone, got it Starscream?"
Megatron says in serious and stern tone.
I nod, since I'm not comfortable with telling anyone about my regression as well.
"...Thank you Starscream, and I'm sorry about yesterday."
Megatron apologizes - ...a rare sight for me.
"...I'd say it is okay, Lord Megatron. And I'm willing to be your caregiver when you regress - only if it is okay for you, of course."
I say, a bit nervous and awkwardly yet.
"...I thought you would not want to be my caregiver, I'm honestly surprised. Yet... to be honest, I appreciate that."
Megatron says, ...he's slightly smiling.
And I felt relieved, he didn't reject my thoughts.
I'm hoping that this leads both of us to feel at ease when each or both of us regressd.
title: Megatron, the tiniest...
chaptr title: A 'tiniest' secret
[ao3 link]
TW: yelling + death threat (in defense, but threat is threat.)
Starscream's POV
Today was a... tiring day.
At today's mission, Megatron didn't listen to my and others' warning until he was about to- ...be in danger.
And then he just told us to withdraw.
Why was he so risky than usual today?? It made me irritated more.
But there was something odd - he looked more 'tired' than usual.
I sighed deeply, and then started to walk towards my room since I need to recharge.
But I stopped walking when I passed by Megatron's room, I heard some noises from there - a sound of cartoon for children, and giggling...?
I get confused and curious. What is he doing...?
I knocked the door, but no response. Seems like he doesn't notice.
I sighed, then opened the door slowly.
Then I saw Megatron in oversized sweater, and having pastel-red pacifier in his mouth, and a cartoon playing on the TV-
I frowned in confusion. What is even happening??
"...Lord Megatron..??"
I called his name.
Then he jolts and turns towards me...
He started to trembling, he standed up and started to scream at me-
"Y-Y-YOU WIL TEL E-EVRYONE- YOU T-TINK 'M- 'M WEIRD-"
...All I can see is, he is panicking. His optics widened and his breathing is shallow and fast.
And his words are... slurring, his voice is higher pitched than usual...
Indeed he is scared so much.
Before I could say anything, he screamed again.
"I- I- WIL KIL' YOU IF- IF YOU TEL ANYONE-, I- I-"
...Oh.
It wasn't like him.
...Of course he has threatened to banish me from the team whenever I plan to rebel against the team, but he never said he would kill me until now. And... he looks like a scared child who is trying to defend themself right now.
Then Megatron trembles even more, he finally curls into a ball.
"d-dun' tel anyone... please- please..."
...I ACTUALLY felt bad when I saw him scared like this.
I walk closer to him, then kneel down next to him.
"...Lord Megatron, please calm down, I won't tell anyone, I promise, so don't try to kill me please?"
I say, hoping this calms down him.
Then he looks at me with teary optics.
"...'m sory."
My optics widened. He apologized to me??
"...Uh- why are you saying sorry..?"
I ask in slight confusion.
Then he answers with slurred and high-pitched voice,
"...i say i wil kil you, i bad.."
He looks down, fiddling with hem of his sweater.
I sigh, then put my hand on his shoulder.
"...You were scared, right..? Yes, of course it's not good to say such things, but you said sorry."
I say, but he is still looking down, and he looks... sad.
I decided to ask him a question to understand this situation.
"...Lord Megatron, can you explain what is going on...?"
He hesitates for a moment, but he eventually opens his mouth,
"...'m lil'..."
I tilted my head.
"Little?"
I repeated to confirm what he said.
Then he nods.
'Little'...? 'Little'...
Oh.
OH.
MEGATRON IS REGRESSED. I finally understood, it explains a lot.
...I decided to ask more, I feel like I can't leave him alone when he is in this condition.
"..How old are you feeling?"
His optics widen, and he answers,
"..dunno.. bu' feel so much smal... tiny.. babie..?"
He says, tilting his head.
..And I find him adorable, I can't help but smile.
"Is there any nicknames you prefer? Or is it still Lord Megatron?"
He looks down shyly (which is VERY rare for him), but he eventually answers again in small and sheepish voice,
"..tiny meg.."
I can't help but smile again when I hear this.
"Tiny Meg, huh? That's kinda adorable."
I ruffle his helm, and he leans into my hand.
"..Thank you for telling me this, tiny meg."
He looks up at me with wide and ...innocent optics.
Then he goes back to fiddle with hem of his sweater again.
"...no alone..?"
He asks in small voice.
I can see he doesn't want to be alone.
"..Yes, no alone. I will take care of you when you are little."
I answer, patting his head.
"..thank you.."
He says, in innocent and sleepy voice.
"Tiny Meg, is it okay to hold you?"
I ask, since I don't want to make him uncomfortable by sudden actions.
Then he nods.
I smile, then I hug him softly, patting his back.
And eventually, he falls asleep so much peacefully, I smile again at the sight.
TW: yelling + death threat (in defense, but threat is threat.)
Starscream's POV
Today was a... tiring day.
At today's mission, Megatron didn't listen to my and others' warning until he was about to- ...be in danger.
And then he just told us to withdraw.
Why was he so risky than usual today?? It made me irritated more.
But there was something odd - he looked more 'tired' than usual.
I sighed deeply, and then started to walk towards my room since I need to recharge.
But I stopped walking when I passed by Megatron's room, I heard some noises from there - a sound of cartoon for children, and giggling...?
I get confused and curious. What is he doing...?
I knocked the door, but no response. Seems like he doesn't notice.
I sighed, then opened the door slowly.
Then I saw Megatron in oversized sweater, and having pastel-red pacifier in his mouth, and a cartoon playing on the TV-
I frowned in confusion. What is even happening??
"...Lord Megatron..??"
I called his name.
Then he jolts and turns towards me...
He started to trembling, he standed up and started to scream at me-
"Y-Y-YOU WIL TEL E-EVRYONE- YOU T-TINK 'M- 'M WEIRD-"
...All I can see is, he is panicking. His optics widened and his breathing is shallow and fast.
And his words are... slurring, his voice is higher pitched than usual...
Indeed he is scared so much.
Before I could say anything, he screamed again.
"I- I- WIL KIL' YOU IF- IF YOU TEL ANYONE-, I- I-"
...Oh.
It wasn't like him.
...Of course he has threatened to banish me from the team whenever I plan to rebel against the team, but he never said he would kill me until now. And... he looks like a scared child who is trying to defend themself right now.
Then Megatron trembles even more, he finally curls into a ball.
"d-dun' tel anyone... please- please..."
...I ACTUALLY felt bad when I saw him scared like this.
I walk closer to him, then kneel down next to him.
"...Lord Megatron, please calm down, I won't tell anyone, I promise, so don't try to kill me please?"
I say, hoping this calms down him.
Then he looks at me with teary optics.
"...'m sory."
My optics widened. He apologized to me??
"...Uh- why are you saying sorry..?"
I ask in slight confusion.
Then he answers with slurred and high-pitched voice,
"...i say i wil kil you, i bad.."
He looks down, fiddling with hem of his sweater.
I sigh, then put my hand on his shoulder.
"...You were scared, right..? Yes, of course it's not good to say such things, but you said sorry."
I say, but he is still looking down, and he looks... sad.
I decided to ask him a question to understand this situation.
"...Lord Megatron, can you explain what is going on...?"
He hesitates for a moment, but he eventually opens his mouth,
"...'m lil'..."
I tilted my head.
"Little?"
I repeated to confirm what he said.
Then he nods.
'Little'...? 'Little'...
Oh.
OH.
MEGATRON IS REGRESSED. I finally understood, it explains a lot.
...I decided to ask more, I feel like I can't leave him alone when he is in this condition.
"..How old are you feeling?"
His optics widen, and he answers,
"..dunno.. bu' feel so much smal... tiny.. babie..?"
He says, tilting his head.
..And I find him adorable, I can't help but smile.
"Is there any nicknames you prefer? Or is it still Lord Megatron?"
He looks down shyly (which is VERY rare for him), but he eventually answers again in small and sheepish voice,
"..tiny meg.."
I can't help but smile again when I hear this.
"Tiny Meg, huh? That's kinda adorable."
I ruffle his helm, and he leans into my hand.
"..Thank you for telling me this, tiny meg."
He looks up at me with wide and ...innocent optics.
And eventually, he falls asleep so much peacefully, I smile again at the sight.
Then he goes back to fiddle with hem of his sweater again.
"...no alone..?"
He asks in small voice.
I can see he doesn't want to be alone.
"..Yes, no alone. I will take care of you when you are little."
I answer, patting his head.
"..thank you.."
He says, in innocent and sleepy voice.
"Tiny Meg, is it okay to hold you?"
I ask, since I don't want to make him uncomfortable by sudden actions.
hello, tiny megatron here!!!!! this is my agere/petre blog, YIPPIE-
im one of @computersys' alter
fictive
age/pet regressor!! (0-4 yrs old, kitty regressor as well)
i am silly, silliest silly........ :3
dni in this blog: basic dni, nsfw, kinks, ddlg/mdlb and ageplay/petplay variants, "systems without traumas", discourse blog, people who tries to associate me with evil things (i am uncomfortable with being told that i am evil, as i am trying not to be agressive.)