Never had a bottle tell me a lie

I'm a 32 year old black woman who likes drugs and cute things. Also dip into the nod squad/tweaker nation and I'd love to meet friends and connect in MD. Don't be scared to talk. I go by Shay. 💖

[cocainekawaii]

Hot girl summer. My plug is back.

[fr4gilebxnny]

[your-littleminx2]

[cocainekawaii]

Mama got a brand new bag.

[cocainekawaii]

Honest Question?

Why. Is it. So HARD. To find a plug?

[cocainekawaii]

I miss drugs

[cocainekawaii]

I've been depressed for a very, very long time.

My thoughts are intrusive. I cried today.

All I want. ALL I WANT is a plug who would throw me a pity fuck.

[cocainekawaii]

Cute

[petitegoose]

[cocainekawaii]

I feel so fucking alone.

I’m always losing my place to live.

I’m always one foot out of the door.

I’m always trying to fix something that’s going to get fucked up soon.

I’m always stressed and panicking and regretting.

[cocainekawaii]

Some things don't change.

[cocainekawaii]

A friend in need is a friend indeed.

A friend with free Xannies is better 🩷

[cocainekawaii]

My vice because I have no other connects. I'm still alive and looking. I'm just too old and broke for the game ig.

[cocainekawaii]

This blog is dead because I live in the middle of nowhere and I'm too stupid to figure out online orders. Been too long since I've had a chance to ski 🤍

[cocainekawaii]

Bestie is living her sugar baby dreams and I'm sick as a dog. Guess I'll make my own fun

[cocainekawaii]

I'm sad enough to start posting again. Wish my dealer didn't dump me. The other one is a 3 hour drive one way. I cri 😢

[cocainekawaii]

What ya doin?

Went out with a friend last night like I'm not old as dirt. Now I'm trying to figure out if I want to leave the bed to make a mimosa.

[cocainekawaii]

I'm not heartbroken. It's the blow to the ego.

That's what's going to fuck me up. 🥀