ᯤ clockie

hi everybody waves at you 17 | she/her

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proceed with caution

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i can hear my heartbeat

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i’m so boring i wasn’t made for tumblr

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omg i actually need a therapist just to talk to about my sister

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i have better memories from my dreams than i do real life

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@waywardstarz stop reblogging and start posting challenge go

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i wish my sister could talk i get really upset and jealous wherever i see kids her age and younger talking and actually understanding what other people are saying to them

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i want to go to the hospital can someone break my arm or something

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i want to be a nurse because i really want to make someone’s life easier. i want to make them feel better and smile and know that there’s someone here for them all the time and i want them to know how much time, effort, money and stress i went through just to be able to take care of them. i want people to feel important, i want them to have someone to talk to, someone to help them, even if they’re being difficult or try to hurt my feelings just because they’re an angry person, i hope they can appreciate my care and find it in themselves to realise that no matter what, someone will always be there for them and they’re very much capable of being loved and cared for.

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i know what i’m fantasising myself to sleep with tonight

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being gorgeous must be really fun

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i want to go outside but i don’t have any suitable clothes that will hide my back 😕

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sometimes i wish i didn’t even have the ability to dream because a lot of the time when i remember my dreams it makes me like unreasonably sad because i really want to go back and then i hate my life for like a week and the cycle just continues

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i miss mitsuri

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i hate my life goodnight

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third times the charm amiright or amiright