okay, I decided to just fucking fold and write this post š iām truly biting my tongue and sucking up my pride bc at this point iām ready to croak. iām broke as shit!! at another level of poor in finances but rich in personality headass š iām really not even wanting to post this shit buuuut whatever, here I go.
so hennyway, I was building myself back up financially, until my step dad kicked me out last month on some ridiculous bullshit. forcing me to relocate and quit my job to try and find something closer. i simply couldnāt afford the gas back and forth, 45 min, 5 days a week, to work from where I live now. and that hit me hard as hell and my finances are suffering for it cause iām still searching for a civie job.
so yeah Iām asking for help in paying my bills (car note, car ins, phone, hospital bills). i am a sex worker and youād think that shit would have me making bands out the ass but ya girl is black & fat and not making the same as a lot of these average skinty yte sxwrkrs in escorting. this business doesnāt really cater to my kind of heaux, and thatās just the tea. in fact a lot of the time i have to suck in my teeth and deal with some of these clients nubian kween fetish just to get paid. that shits annoying as hell but itās not degrading like a bitch wanting me play 1600s antebellum south with chester and michael just to get paid.
itās a hot ass mess that fat sxwrkrs in this industry have to work twice as hard as the skinny sxwrkrs do. and then black sxwrkrs have to work three times as hard as the non black sxwrkrs do. issa fucked up reality that we out here dealin with.
so itās accurate of me to say iām not making as much as some of my fellow sxwrkrs do bc one: I donāt look like them and two: iām not about to break my hard limits and get on all fours and call bobby āmassaā i rebuke that shit in the name of erzulie dantor & erzulie freda! š š½āāļø nope not doin it.
if you canāt donate at least reblog this please ā„ļø it means a lot to me and ya girl appreciates tf outta y'all help.
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