barbie

|since 1999|

[coffee-beige]

And once again... I fell for his lies...I dreamed about a future that will never happen after all... I feel so lonely even though I know I am not, I miss him so much that it hurts so bad.

[worthless-misery]

I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

[becherdireinen]

to be so understanding and never understood is draining.

[taros]

[niurd]

instagram.com/p/DQCNrkVEYN6/

[04k96]

[angelicdewdrop]

[04k96]

[phobia-moodboards]

Ataxophobia.

Fear of untidiness or disorder

[academic-vampire]

𝔣𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔰

[mazzystarloverr]

idk I’m kinda new to posting on here :3

[guccipleasure]

[thatoneacademic]

[inspiredsunnie]

[armandology]

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

[shakespearesdaughters]

- Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

[untroubled-youth]

“lovely, aren’t you?”