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a lost memory
Fuck canon
*opens ao3*
Tommy: Hold the fuck up.
Phil: ?
Tommy: It's me, I'm the fuck up.
Tommy, voice cracking: Please hold me.
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All I see is angst but I just want them to haunt together šš
things Tommy deserves to be able to do
-run his hotel
-have a fun rivalry with BeeNBoo
-be able to talk to and maybe eventually forgive Sam for leaving him in the prison too long
-apologize to and work on fixing his relationship with Jack (and maybe Niki as well??)
-commit tax fraud
-work on fixing his relationship with Techno
-scam a couple people in the hotel
-bond with puffy
-bond with (and maybe annoy) foolish
-work on fixing his relationship with Ranboo
-upgrade the hotel with Sam nook
-agree to fight against the eggpire with his friends (flower power, perhaps?)
-listen to his discs in his bench with his friends without fear of them being stolen
-heal
-live
Also known as things Tommy may never be able to do
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Iām sorry but I canāt see the difference between the two...
Thereās something inherently funny about an eldritch god simping over one (1) british man
tommyinnit be like
Ever notice that it always rains when something bad happens to c!tommy??? was that intentional or???
Remember when people were like headcanoning Tommy's mom being the embodiment of sky or space? It's his mom. She's crying.
OOOOOOOHHHHHHH Sheās called Clara in alot of fanfiction and is uesually a leasbian or the litteral universe.
okay so iām literally in the middle of catching up on jack manifoldās recent stream bUT i am suddenly brainrotting so āØanalysis timeāØ
jackās current arc is him realizing that revenge wasnāt the answer. he regrets his anger and he regrets that his life was dedicated was killing an old friend. he wasnāt happy when dream killed tommy, and he doesnāt think he would have been happy if he had been the one to kill him.
heās still angry at tommy (and he has every reason to be), but the point is that he doesnāt think revenge was the answer. revenge wouldnāt have made him happy, no matter how it had played out.
now. niki. she hasnāt found out about tommyās death yet, so weāre shifting into āØcombined analysis and theory timeāØ
i think nikiās reaction will be a foil to jackās. i think niki will be overjoyed that tommyās dead, no matter how it happened. it will be wonderful, it will be interesting, it will be great story telling.
let me elaborate on that. jack mourned the fact that the only thing he cared about was tommy, and he mourned the fact that he lost him. jack mourned losing his attachments. emotionally, heās sort of lost now, but he realizes that. he values attachments and he values the attachment he had, now matter how toxic he realized it had been.
niki, on the other hand? the last thing she expressed attachment to was lāmanburg. she may not have been the one to blow it up, but she still destroyed it. she burned down the lāmantree, the last remaining symbol of the original lāmanburg, and she did it all without a hint of regret. niki, unlike jack, does not value attachments.
really, the only thing niki still has attachment to is the memory of wilbur, but even thatās not really an attachment in the same way everyone else on the server has attachments. she misses the memory of him, but the fact that he just,, left her makes her angry. that anger is her driving force and the only attachment she has left. no one else cares more about the memory of a person and the feelings they cause than physical people and physical things. there isnāt any other attachment thatās even comparable.
exceptā¦
except.
dream doesnāt care about anything but the idea of tommy. he only cares about the attachments tommy brings to the server and the fun tommy brings him. tommyās nothing more than a puppet to him. this doesnāt line up perfectly with nikiās situation, but the the parallels are undeniably.
dream just wants revenge against those who have wronged him. he isnāt driven by attachment (though he is still attached to that idea of tommy), heās driven by revenge.
niki just wants revenge against those who have wronged her. she isnāt driven by attachment (though she is still attached to the memory of wilbur), sheās driven by revenge.
so. in the end, niki should be happy that tommyās dead, no matter that she wasnāt the one to do it.
/dsmp
there's something really worrying going on in this fandom that so many people are still c!dream apologists. it was worrying after exile, it was worrying after doomsday, it was worrying after the disc saga finale.
and it's even more worrying after last night. that their first reaction to someone being beaten to death by their abuser was "well he killed a cat!", try to blame c!dream murdering c!tommy on c!sam, and are consistently in denial of what we're repeatedly shown: c!dream never tried to change
it's worrying how their first reaction was to think about how this affects c!dream. the furthest thing from your mind after witnessing what happened last night should be "oh i wonder how the abuser and murderer is doing?"
it's a scary phenomenon we've seen in many other media (american horror story, star wars, etc), but it's especially scary in the dream smp fandom because the fanbase is so young.
yes, this is roleplay, but the themes they're working with are very real and very painful. the content creators know that and make it very clear who's in the right and who's in the wrong, so why is there so many people who can't accept it?
itās weird to me that any time something bad happensā every time c!dream does something bad, itās always somebody elseās fault. itās always tommys fault, or tubboās fault, or wilburs fault or anyone elseās fault but the person who actually did it. like they canāt,,,,,, hold him accountable for the shitty things heās so clearly doingā that itās shown heās doing, because; why? heās so clearly a bad person & c!dream apologists are like āi do not see itā
okay so thereās so many people making fun of people for being distraught over c!tommyās death, and iām gonna pop in here to say; fuck you if youāre one of the people who are making fun of people for being upset/crying when he died. they literally canāt help it, itās the same reaction youād have if one of your favorite characters died in a tv show or a bookā itās literally scripted. itās written to make people feel emotions, itās a roleplay, & youāre just making people feel bad for. what? for reacting the way they intended us to react? mf i bawled when he fucking died, and even though itās a ābLocK gamEā iām allowed to fuckinā get emotional when one of my favorite characters literally dies šš
and speaking of c!tommyās death, iām gonna rant about why iām so emotional for a second so yall really understand the Fuck Ton Of Thoughts thatāre going through my head. because i have been thinking these things but i havenāt said āem and Hoo Boy.
wilbur & schlattās deaths, right? they had these deaths where everyone was there, and they got to say their peace; wilburās death was satisfying to him because he got everything he needed, in his eyes, & schlatt got a moment to confront/curse out everyone who wronged him, but tommy literally only had him & dream in that fucking cell, and he was beat to death. this kid didnāt get his peace, didnāt get his last fucking wordsā his last āwordsā were begging dream to stop. he came to dream for closure and he ended up getting killed, and isnāt that just,,,, the most fitting end for him? heās never gotten anything good; c!tommyinnitās life has been a route of neverending tragedy and the moment he tries to close the lid, the moment he tries to get closure & live his lifeā be happy, heās fucking killed. he wonāt ever get to finish his hotel, he wonāt ever get to heal fully, he wonāt ever get to be a kids because heās just fucking dead. and at the hands of dream, no less; the man who abused him in exileā the man who took two of his lifeās already. heās dead at the hands of him, in a cell, where his body is probably left to fucking rot & he probably wonāt even get a proper burial until the fucking security issue is fixed.
this shit came from a minecraft roleplay, and yet it still is so fucking?? intense?? emotional?? so yes, thatās why iām crying over this block manās death šš
......shawty i really canāt do this today š
PEOPLE NEED TO STOP MAKING ME FEEL EMOTIONS
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I think Iām still in denial