So its bedtime I decide to meditate for the first time in a very long long time. Had a rough very emotional night again binging on the worst foods possible to kill all cravings one last time before i start another part of my journey feeling off. I get things quiet, kids are resting and its dark and cold so I grab my blanket tossing it over my shoulders. The fuzzy warmth makes me more relaxed. Crossing my legs and I close my eyes keeping a good posture I am instantly taken out of this world. I am now in a dark creepy forest walking down this crooked path, the trees are bare and all of this I am still not afraid. My world begins to spin as ifI just drank a few too many drinks and it wont stop. I find myself standing on those playground merry-go-rounds in the middle of this forest. I want off... Im screaming and no one is around to hear my cries. What do I do? So I say to myself its time for change and I jump. I begin to fly backwards off into the air but I dont fall yet i continue to fly back looking where i have just jumped from. I now begin reaching for the old bare trees to try to grab a hold of something, anything I don't want to fall, I dont want to get hurt I dont want to die, and im scared I feel lost and alone just crying for help..... I am now back to this world I open my eyes now its time to accept things
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