"Dear forgiveness, "

... you know that recently we have had our difficulties and there are many things I want to ask you. { Indie Sam Winchester RP blog. Semi-selective. Multiverse, multiship & multifandom. Mun + muse are 18+ }

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Its clear that no one cares that I haven’t been around.

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[ All muses are dead. Someone murdered them.]

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Anger was more then just an emotion. It was an action, it was loud, violent and unforgiving. It wrecked through the Boy King’s body like a virus, causing his hands to shake uncontrollably. He wanted to forget. He wanted everything and everyone to just  s t o p. He doesn’t see light at the end of the tunnel. It had slowly been fading these past months, growing dimmer and dimmer by the day. In the end he was left in the dark. “Nothing matters.” He whispered to himself.

 “I did this to myself.”

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[ I dont care about Supernatural, or anything anymore. So this blog will probably be deleted. Peace. ] 

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“I guess you figured I’d just forget, right?  Was that your plan all along? I’m sorry but it’s hard to forget years and years of shit we’ve gone through together. So fuck you. Fuck you for making me believe that I meant something to you. You could have just said goodbye, I would have understood.”

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“I guess you figured I’d just forget, right?  Was that your plan all along? I’m sorry but it’s hard to forget years and years of shit we’ve gone through together. So fuck you. Fuck you for making me believe that I meant something to you. You could have just said goodbye, I would have understood.”

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Sentence Meme: Illness

"An ambulance is on its way."

"Are you feeling okay?"

"Bless you."

"Call 911!"

"Do you have a tissue?"

"Do you think it's broken?"

"Does that hurt?"

"How long do you have?"

"I don't get sick."

"I don't want to feel like this anymore."

"I hate hospitals."

"I think that's going to need stitches."

"I think you need to talk to someone - a professional."

"I'm contagious."

"I'm going to be sick."

"I'm not crazy!"

"I'm not going to make it."

"It hurts!"

"It's just a cold."

"Ugh, my head feels like it's about to explode."

"We need to get you to a doctor."

"What's the prognosis?"

"You're burning up."

"You're sending me to a shrink?"

"You're sick."

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Brushes hair out of Sam’s face

Sam was still. He didn’t even flinch when Ruby’s hand moved through his soft hair. His face was contorted in what looked to be subtle pain, an ache that he still has yet to overcome. No amount of love or affection will cure it. His face will remain hard and full of sorrow. After a moment, his hazel eyes moved towards the demon. He looked at her face, into her eyes before turning away again in a silence that was so deafening. He didn’t want to be there, he didn’t want to be surrounded by this comfort that he did not deserve. So he slowly turned his body, breaking away from this cement statue he was in. He grabbed the side of Ruby’s face gently and kissed the top of her head. He pulled away slowly and got to his feet. He hesitated before slowly walking away.

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Discord Server

Hey guys! I know I’ve been gone awhile. I do miss all of you so I decided to make a discord RP server. ANYONE can join! https://discord.gg/JncTHQu

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[ Almost, sorta caught up with SPN.   But I’m open for an RP anyway.  So like for a starter.]

[luvl3ttr]

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                                 We promised the world we’d tame it.                                             What were we hoping for?

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“Can’t we just change our names and move to Mexico?   It sounds easier then any plan you’ve come up with.”

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“I thought you said you were taking care of it?” There’s a brief pause  while Sam rolls his eyes and tries to compose himself. But he finds it difficult to keep his cool. “So by taking care if it, you meant sitting on your ass eating Cheetos all day? C’mon we got work to do.” He  crossed his arms over his chest. “Wash the Cheeto dust off your fingers and lets go. We wasted too much time already.”

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[ I haven’t been on in so long. I haven’t watched the last ten episodes of SPN either.. How is everyone? ]