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tw - ed cw - 145 lbs gw - 95 lbs

[coke0mybeloved]

i’ve decided i’m gonna relapse because food just makes me feel disgusting and i’m tired of eating and im manic so i want to starve bc i feel unstoppable 🤭 (oh and, i’m back b!tches😈)

[coke0mybeloved]

when my dinner is just asparagus 😋

[coke0mybeloved]

what’s keeping me starving is that my partner keeps pointing out how my bones are becoming more prominent and that they love it🤭

[coke0mybeloved]

me sipping on my lemon water while i scroll through fatspo threads on twt

[ic4nb3pr3ttyt00]

i know it would shatter my heart, but a part of me wants my boyfriend to be mean to me about my weight. it would hurt so bad but it would motivate me beyond all belief.

[coke0mybeloved]

my partner said something about how i have absolutely no collarbone and it really triggered me so now i’m starving even more lol 😕😕

[coke0mybeloved]

i just want people to realize that i’m close to doing it, to giving up, nobody realizes but i’m so so close and i keep dropping hints but nobody pays attention

[nailed2urjawbone]

ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

[coke0mybeloved]

i said no to dinner last night like a boss, i haven’t ate yet today and i’ve been up for a few hours so i’m very proud of myself

[coke0mybeloved]

i’m back!!

i’m probably around 145 lbs and i’m starving myself again!

[coke0mybeloved]

i fasted for three days oh my god. starving is the most addicting thing ever

i ate today to make my mom feel better but i still restricted, and i’m going to fast for the next like four days i think

[coke0mybeloved]

okay so yesterday i didn’t binge but i ate more then i wanted to, so today im gonna fast like all day and only consume a ten cal monster

i decided to go vegan so my mom is getting me more vegan friendly foods today when we go shopping so

[mybonesandfat]

✨reblog to get skinny legs✨

ignore and the wizard will skidaddle over your skidoodles

[coke0mybeloved]

i’m back truly this time, i relapsed and i’m neck deep into my e4t1ng d1s0rder sooooooo yayyyy

[cherubimvomit-deactivated202201]

Rb to give the person you rbed from a warm blanket and their preferred warm drink

[coke0mybeloved]

so i might eat one pop tart today at 12:00, then go on a walk at 2:00, and then when i get home i’m gonna practice volleyball as another workout

[coke0mybeloved]

ok so i had a mental breakdown and i’m good now