ari

Pro recovery and nothing else ∥ Ari ∥ he/it/neos ∥ 18 ∥ mentally ill ∥ read pinned post ∥ terfs fuck off

[failed-apple]

about me

im ari/apple and this is my vent/mental illness/ed tumblr

disclaimer: im currently not active since im recovered :)

im very much pro recovery, dni if you post pro ana content on here, dont have an ed or if youre younger than 14.

don’t report, just block me if you get triggerd/uncomfortable. this blog is not meant to promote eds/unhealhy behaviours. i just made it to have a place to vent, talk about my ed and feel less alone

if you wanna be friends just dm me just know that im really bad at keeping in contact through just texting so if you want just ask for my discord so we can talk in a vc. also if youre on 🥞 dm me please:]

im transmasc and ace. pronouns: he/it and neos, for example xey/xem, ze/zer, etc:]

TW: eating disorders, self harm, substance abuse, talk/jokes about suiside, derealization, other mental health releated topics (plus swearing and occasional nsfw stuff)

ive got autism, ✨cronic depression✨, anxiety disorder (gad), adhd?, an ed (undiagnosed tho), tourettes and chronic pain

and also im dyslexic so dont fucking correct my spelling i dont care how youre supposed to spell shit :]

dni if you dont have an ed, if youre a terf, transmedicalist, rasist, homophobic, transphobic, abelist, map/pedo, support/post thinspo, fatspo, meanspo or any kind or "ana motivation", (this is not the place, there are forums for that), or if youre in any way mean or creepy on here

Dont reblog my posts with ed tags

remember that its never too late or too early to recover, if youre considering to start recovery please do it and aks for help, i belive in you(:

and please send me asks(:

my carrd just incase i get t-worded:https://failed-apple.carrd.co/

my backup: @failed-rat

my tags:

#apple rants: my posts

#apple asks: answered asks

#apples gender stuff: trans posts

#apples so called art: what it says

#i hate it here: basically a /neg for my life shit (slight tw for abuse and transphobia and stuff)

#apples autism is showing: autism stuff

i try to not post too triggering stuff and i put tws for unreality, sui, sh (and other shit that might be triggering, eg substance abuse) but not for ed thoughts cause this is and ed account so dont follow if that triggers you. i dont post numbers, bodychecks or any -spo.

[active on and off]

[nerviovago]

[failed-apple]

im considering creating a yt channel for video essays/rants about random shit (including ed stuff) so if i decide to post anything i'll update here:]

[failed-apple]

im currently about two months into recovery, so thats why i havent been on tumblr for a bit. im just logging on to explain my absence, im not returning permanently. i just dont think tumblr is the best place for me at the moment, but if/when i relapse i'll most likely return (so im not deleting my blog or anything im just gonna be inactive for the nearest future)

tldr: not dead, just in recovery lol

[animalsandskyyy]

How many side-blogs do you have? (including ones that are private or you don’t post on)

1 (just a main blog)(how??)

2-5

5-10

10-15

15-20

20-30

30-50

50+?!?? (is that even possible??)

Voting ended onMay 13, 2023

[deaddolin]

LMAO

[bookshelfdreams]

hey so - we frogged your boyfriend. The pattern wasn't working out and we'd rather use the materials for something else. Yeah, we unraveled all of him, wound him into balls and put him back in the stash. Sorry. You can help us pick out a new pattern, if you want.

[curiousobsession101]

-gasp- you reduced him to boyfriend material??

[ekingston]

sometimes i say things on twitter and then make a little graph about it

[newvegascowboy]

"Tumblr is my bedroom" this "tumblr is a pinboard" that

Tumblr is an apartment complex with thin walls and every so often you just have to listen to your neighbors say the most deranged shit imaginable

[hungwy]

comfy bed. take me home. to the place. where i belong. pillow blanky. sleeping soundly. take me home. comfy bed

[excuseme-howdareyou]

[byjove]

girl I would kill myself if I did that lol

[tricotbf]

reading harry potter actively makes you less literate

[spiffiesttea]

j why did you censor the name of the scottish play

[some-j-name]

I think doing that is way funnier than saying the Scottish play, and I’m not going to risk actually saying the name and having something bad happen

[spiffiesttea]

i just realized despite me making fun of you for saying m*cbeth, i refused to say it myself. i am fucked up

[byjove]

even I, the op, flinched while writing it in the notes 😔

[lorebird]

[catgirlforeskin]

do y’all only post from inside a theatre?

[foone]

All the world's a stage, catgirlforeskin.

[maisiedoll-deactivated20240704]

i hope every addict hurts less today than they did yesterday

[stimulants-4-breakfast]

[touch-my-katamari]

trans women cute reblog if you agree

[bl0w-m3]

Does anybody get in that mood where if you don’t absolutely destroy your life in the next 5 minutes you’ll spontaneously combust

[escuerzoresucitado]

[stinkykatie]