The last days I tried to enjoy life and food just to feel a bit freedom.
All I can say now is I’ll never do this again.
I fucking hate my ed voice telling me it was a big mistake.
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The last days I tried to enjoy life and food just to feel a bit freedom.
All I can say now is I’ll never do this again.
I fucking hate my ed voice telling me it was a big mistake.
does anyone else
sometimes feel proud enough to want to tell friends about your eating habits but then youre like oh wait
this shit aint normal
Every damn day
TW!!!
25.08.19:
Yoo I'm back again!
I was on vacay a few days and my food intake escalated a bit. I maintained, but I am not happy.
My heart just got broke - love it
The problem is that I'm a emotional eater, sooo guess who's about to inhale the whole kitchen right now.
I hate men, how are they so cold tho?
Nevermind, Imma do a few leg workouts and then I go to sleep.
Have a good one
-xo
Me: *losing 1 pound*
Me, thinking food is a good reward:
sweet jesus
Me: Imma work out now!.
Me, an hour later still thinking I’ll work out:
Me: *sips the 4th iced coffee instead of eating*
Friend: Yo, you know tHaT tHiS IsN’t ReAL FoOd
Me:
Big sorry to everyone that I’m such a nasty bitch during my fast, it’s not the real me!
Someone: Diet coke will GiVE yoU CanCEr!!!!!
Me: * A suicidal selfharmer with an ed* Exactly...
why can i relate
mirror:
me:
TW!!!
17.08.2019:
Today was HORRIBLE.
I just ate junk like Ben & Jerrys, went out for dinner and had more ice cream...
Idk what happened but why am I doing this to myself?
I know at the end of the day I'll sit here, blogging about my food consume while I'm crying bc I'm such a fat brat.
One thing rlly made me happy today. I ordered a Jeans in a Medium to Large, and it was way too big for me. Maybe it's just the fitting of the pants - guess that's it. I never lost that much fat & weight lol.
So workouts.. yeah I am lazy!
I stick to this few leg workouts 2-3 times a day and I definetly feel it tho. So yeah i keep this going.
Calories: Idk actually, I don't wanna know.
Now Imma sip my green tea and go watch some Netflix.
Have a great one y'all
-Xo
this is awfully fecking rude
guess I shouldn’t laugh that much
Everyday I wake up and weigh myself and then spend the rest of the day waiting to go to sleep so I can wake up and weigh myself again.
reblogging again bc so fucking true
Fuuucckkk
i don’t know when it happened but by now eating a regular, healthy meal feels like a binge.
oh yes