don’t report, block

used to be @/rottingbbybun (170cm) gw1: 55kg gw2: 50kg ugw: 45kg

[cokezerokcal]

my old account just got t-worded and its so sad </3 pls don’t report, just block me! this is like a safe place for me :)

[cokezerokcal]

nicotine + gum = best meal

[diamondtrashangel]

im going to dress like an absolute whore once i get to my ugw

[cokezerokcal]

these <3

[cokezerokcal]

i gained weight and omg it feels like the world collapsed on me again

[cokezerokcal]

my worth is based on how long i’ve been “f4sting” 💀 fml

[cokezerokcal]

the thought of food nauseates me

[destroyymee]

I am the problem, I let everyone down…

It would be easier for them without me.

[cokezerokcal]

tw: vent ? ig

i hate every single thing about myself. yet when i tell that to people, they think i mean it in a sane way. but i don’t just hate my acne, or my hair, or my teeth. i hate every aspect of my personality, how quickly i can get angry at someone and instantly regret lashing out, how pathetic i can be, how i catch myself hurting someone and immediately apologize but it’s too late, how i care so much about people i love and how attached i get to them but they never care as much about me. i also hate everything about me physically, meaning i hate how my thighs touch, i hate how i feel like i always take up too much space, how big i feel, how my hair falls out when i brush it, how my nails are all bitten off, how i always have dark circles under my eyes and how my skin has gotten paler over the years and i don’t even get tanned anymore during the summer. i dont just dislike myself, i hate myself more than anything and i don’t know how to make me better.

[vamp1rex1c]

how can I be so numb and yet so damn emotional

[cokezerokcal]

does anyone have any tips on how to lose weight like really really fast? i wanna lose 6kg-10kg before the end of may :/ or like any workouts that actually work well ? anything tbh plsss

[maryjanesandcigs]

Can’t wait to be thin so baggy clothes can finally look good <33 :,)