Mevi4n

27 ~ she/her ~ ed ~ bpd ~ social anxiety

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

From 31 december 2025 to this morning, I lost 1,8 kilo

Must be lots of water, but I'm hoping it continues like this 🤞

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

Yesterday

eaten : 756

Burned : -> walking (17590 steps) : 667

-> musculation : between 80 and 100 approximately

So = 9

Today

eaten : 1450

Burned : -> walking (6178 steps) : 247

-> cardio : 50

-> musculation : 80

So = 1073

(When I was walking I started having knee pain and hip pain so ... it now hurts when I'm walking...)

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

Found this on instagram

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

Just ended my 71 hours fast. And here I go again

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

It's harder to eat and resist a food craving than fasting

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

I lost 2 kilos in one week

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

Let's go fasting again

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

I've been liquid fasting for 53 hours

I realized that hunger disappears over time

I felt so dizzy like a marshmallow

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

Each time I eat, I feel guilty

[ceased-salad]

CREEP ALERT - st4rwug

more info if you’re interested

got a random dm from a blog i didn’t recognize, and as it turned out neither of us were following each other and the only time they’d ever interacted with my blog was the same day they dm’ed me (spam liked all of my posts, pretty much). i’d never interacted with theirs as far as i can tell. i chose not to respond for a multitude of reasons, and blocked them and moved on. i searched their blog name tho, to see if anyone else was bothered too.

well, it seems that not responding was the way to go because other people who did respond got flipped out on way worse than me by this person. it wasn’t just me. anyway, this person really seems like a creep based on everyone else’s experience.

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

Having bpd means that almost every discussion can hurt you

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

I remember when I lost 10 pounds in 1 month some years ago...

it was easier to loose weight because I couldn't eat between meals. And I didn't keep eachs meals, and I did exercice and drank lot of water

It was easier...

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

The more I restrict myself the more I binge (except for some times)

I haven't found a solution yet

I used to have the behavior I wanted when I wasn't the one who was cooking

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

I would be this way

(I drew this by having a pictural model I can't find back)

[sylvias0ven]

[coldrabbityphilosopher]

I need to loose weight