My College Diary

19 / Lesbian

[collegeghoul]

Sometimes when I realize I’m texting a new acquaintance/friend too much I draw them being annoyed with me so I feel less like texting them😓

[collegeghoul]

Tfw your friend asked to come over a couple days ago but there’s always a 50% chance she’ll have to cancel the last second because she has strict parents so you were lowkey planning to play stardew valley all day but now she really is coming so you have to shower and be a functioning person😔

[collegeghoul]

Just found out someone I thought I was cool with secretly HATES ME for the first time since high school💔💔 what the freak

[collegeghoul]

I didn’t remember to get Tylenol for my headaches but I did get pop tarts so I guess you win some and lose some

[collegeghoul]

Note to self-DO NOT READ THAT JOURNAL FROM A COUPLE YEARS AGO!!

Sure it starts out fun reading about people you don’t even talk to but then you realize you’re still dealing with all the same problems😿😿

It hurts to read but I just can’t stop

[collegeghoul]

Note to self-DO NOT READ THAT JOURNAL FROM A COUPLE YEARS AGO!!

Sure it starts out fun reading about people you don’t even talk to but then you realize you’re still dealing with all the same problems😿😿

It hurts to read but I just can’t stop

[collegeghoul]

I got fluffy slippers for Christmas and I was really excited but now fleas have made them their home and idk what to do😭😭 I tried just washing the outside with water and that got rid of them for a little bit but now there’s like crust on a seam that I’m worried is eggs and I saw at least one flea on there…scared if I put them in the washing machine they’ll get ruined but idk

[collegeghoul]

Counting stitches while I crochet is worse than counting sheep I get so sleepy doing it😭😭

[collegeghoul]

I was crocheting in my bed earlier and at some point I took a break and lost the hook😵

But I was like no biggie it’s probably just in the blankets

I’ve taken off every single blanket and pillow and shaken them but to no avail…

So I tried checking under my bed but I don’t see it there either😭😭 where the hell did I lose this thing

[collegeghoul]

Dess Holiday

I finished deltarune over the weekend!

[h0ney--musta4d]

Sometimes it sucks being a lesbian who isnt butch or femme because I want a girlfriend so bad but the little people who are interested in me are all men because I "dont look gay".

Its so frustrating.

(And also because I have social anxiety)

[collegeghoul]

Girls are so awesome I wish girls that dated girls were real <\3

Do you think if I’m just really social the next two months I’ll have a valentine

[theparadoxspace]

battan (author of Run Away With Me, Girl) drew Falin and she's so beautiful...

[collegeghoul]

I’m trying to keep my screen time really low this week but then that means no escaping to doom scrolling when I’m lonely😿

I’ve seen my friends and texted them but I still feel quite lonely

[kosmogrl]

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

[kosmogrl]

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

[collegeghoul]

Too many of my friends have proper sleep schedules and too many of them hate calling!! I’m lonely and miss my pals and want to talk to people so I don’t remember the lonely pit in my stomach😿

[sapphicafterglow]

Yearning (derogatory)