A Little Bit Brighter Now

Collen Nichols - Son Of Hades I want something more, a life worth fighting for I don't need a reason, to set the world on fire And burn a little bit brighter now There's something beautiful hiding in the shadows So set the world on fire Let's burn a little bit brighter now

[collenandshadows]

rememberwilliams:

They smiled, “I try to stay away from archery for her. Even though I suck at it in general its better to make sure it stays that way. I’m the stabby one, Ches is the shooty one.” 

They’d always been really glad that they had gotten partnered up with Ches, the redheads skills and personality balanced theirs out really well. She was a good partner and an even better friend. 

“Don’t worry about it. I need to go shopping again soon, we’re almost out of hot chocolate.” Ari passed Collen a rootbeer and hopped back up on the couch, “But if you want to come with me when I go I won’t say no to company.” 

Collen nods, “probably a wise choice. We all love Ches but it’s normally wise not to best her at that.” He smiles, “how is she doing?” He questions, Ches was upset after her brother’s death, there was no doubt about it, but time had passed. Surely she was feeling a little better now?

He didn’t think everything was 100% okay, but better, right?

He takes the rootbeer, making his way over to the couch and sitting next to them. “I’ll definitely come with you!” He agrees, “we can pick up hot chocolate, snacks, more soda, you know, the stuff you’ll need.” And he had full plans on paying for everything.

He might not have money like Ches or Sam, especially Sam, but, he ate Ari’s food - he should replace it.

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rememberwilliams:

“It is. Although I have more experience than Ches so I win most times.” Ari’s mouth twitched into an almost smirk, “She’s getting a lot better though. I have faith that the Apprentice will one day beat the Master.” 

They slipped off the couch and crouched by the fridge, “I have Sprite, Root beer and there’s one last Ginger beer.” They choose a root beer for themself and gave Collen a dramatic eyeroll over their shoulder, “I guess I can forgive you for eating my Swedish fish. But only because you’re my favorite brother.” 

Collen grins, “I’m assuming it’s not like the archery? Considering she still plays with you and isn’t in the corner playing Smash Bros every time you see her.” He jokes, Ches got competitive over archery, it was one of those times her perfectionism came through.

He supposed it was one of those quirks she had - that she was tough on herself - it didn’t mean they were any less of friends.

He smiles, pumping his fist into the air. “Yes! I’m the favorite brother!” He exclaims. It was exciting, they liked him, and he absolutely adored them. “I’ll go on a snack run for you, if you want? Considering I keep eating your food.” He had full intentions on doing it even if Ari said no - if they did - he’d just convince Ches to let him in.

He gets up, walking over to the fridge, full intentions on grabbing a root beer. “Thank you, Ari.”

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rememberwilliams:

Ari laughed, “Sorry to switch topics so fast. Ches and I play Super Smash Bros a lot, especially on nights when we can’t sleep.” It wasn’t that much of a secret that neither of the two monster hunters got a lot of sleep. Nightmares seemed to come with the price of being a demigod. 

“Oh, I think we have some sodas in the fridge, and pretzels I think. No Swedish fish since you ate them all last time.” Ari elbowed their half brother in the arm with a grin, “Want anything?” 

Collen smiles, “It’s fine! Don’t worry. Super Smash Bros sounds like a good thing to do when you can’t sleep.” He admits, he wasn’t surprised honestly. Ches wasn’t always open about her nightmares - but everyone knew they existed at this point. And Ari?

Well, he assumed there were a lot of games of Super Smash Bros.

“I might take one of those sodas. Assuming you’re offering?” He chuckles, smiling. “In my defense, Swedish Fsh are good, can you blame me for eating them?” He chuckles - he’d have to bring Ari some next time he saw them, after all, he had a habit of eating theirs.

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rememberwilliams:

As Ari tucks their feet up beside them they purse their lips in thought, “An organization system would probably be a good idea. I’d definitely need help though. As you can tell by my side of the room,” they gestured to the mess that was their bed and desk, “Its not one of my strong suits.” 

As the movie starts and Bucky leapt up onto the couch to make himself comfortable between the two demigods, Ari was hit by an idea, “Collen, we should start a Super Smash Bros tournament. We can get Ches in on it, and I’m sure Oscar would do it, or at least watch!” 

Collen nods, glancing to Ari’s side of the room. “Depending on the system we set up, we could put certain colored stickers on spines of the dvd cases. It’d probably be easier to find them on a shelf if you’re only looking through certain colors. “ He looks around the room, “we could probably fit a tall bookshelf in here somewhere to put all the movies if you want.”

He smiles when they bring up super smash bros. He and Balo tended to play Disney Infinity - and that was fun. He’d have to practice for Super Smash Bros - that wasn’t a game system he tended to play - but - he’d be more than happy to learn to spend time with Ari. “I’d like that - I’d have to warm up on my Smash Bro Skills - but we can definitely set that up.” He agrees, grinning.

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rememberwilliams:

Ari put Bucky down on the ground and rolled their eyes, “It’s like Ches and I never give them any attention! They’re all over anyone who comes in.” They hung their new sweater over the back of their chair and started towards the disorganized bin of movies they had compiled with Ches. Bucky wove around their legs the whole time, seemingly hell bent on tripping his owner. 

Ches had pretty much every Disney movie under the sun, and if she didn’t have it Balo would. Ari hadn’t ever really talked to Balo, the blonde being very bright and Ari being very shadowy, but they had no doubts that she’d offer to let the children of Hades borrow Tangled if Ari couldn’t find it.  

“Aha!” They pulled the DVD case out of the pile, holding it above their head in triumph, “Ari 1. DVD Pile from Hell 0.” Laughing at their own joke they put it into the player and flopped down on the couch.

Collen smiles, “I’m certain you both give them plenty of attention. You know how much Ches dotes over Melody.” He assures them, still petting the dog. Melody was a good dog - all things considered - although Ches had frequently been debating a second dog - and Collen wasn’t sure that was the best course of action.

Why have two dogs when you have an already well behaved one? Wasn’t their stories of dogs ruining each other - or was that something his half brother made up?

Royal wasn’t always the best source of information - after all.

“You guys have a lot of dvds.” He notes, he was always surprised with the shear volume of movies Ches and Ari had. They would probably the best source of movies at HBI if they decided to lend them out. “Have you two ever thought of an organization system for them? We could color code them by rating or something one day if you wanted?”

It would make it a little easier to find the movie you were looking for at least - you’d just have to go to a certain color - then again - if they didn’t keep the movies organized - it would be a total disaster.

He makes his way to the couch when Ari puts the dvd in, grinning, “I knew you could do it. The DVD Pile from hell never stood a chance.”

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rememberwilliams:

Ari smiled, “I’ll let Terra know. You should come to Ireland sometime, my family wants to meet you.” They may or may not talk a lot about Collen and Ches when they go home. 

They gave Collen a sharp salute, almost dropping all their things in the process, “Don’t worry, I wont tell. I’ll probably forget anyway.” Much like how Ches didn’t like short jokes, Ari had never been a fan of jokes about their memory, but around Collen they didn’t mind. Probably because he was always patient with them.

“Ah, the best part about really being a child of Hades: Not having to walk everywhere.” Readjusting their books, Ari closed their eyes and shadow traveled back to their room. They plopped everything down on their desk and leaned down to give the orange tabby at their feet attention. Back for two seconds and Bucky was already demanding attention.

Collen smiles back, “I would like that.” He tells them, it would be cool to meet his sibling’s family - after all - they were important to them - and what was important to them was important to him. He’d have to test how far he could shadow travel - perhaps it could be arranged.

He nods, smiling at them. If they forgot it wasn’t that big of a deal - to be honest - he could remind them easily if they questioned it - and he didn’t mind reminding them when needed. Ari’s memory loss was a normal occurance at this point - it was something he was well adapted to at this point.

He chuckles, “I can’t deny that.” He admits, closing his eyes and shadow travelling to Ari’s room a few moments after they left. “It’s very useful.” He admits as he arrives to the room, looking around the room. Melody jumps off Ches’s bed, coming to greet the two children of Hades. Collen leans down to pet the dog - smiling at her.

“You happy to see us?” He questions, scratching behind her ear. “It’s been awhile, hasn’t it?”

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the-gentlest-siren:

Ace smiled, Collen was a dork. But she loved hanging around him. He was the first person she’d met that the voices never urged her to kill. He was a breath of fresh air in a world determined to make her a monster. She opened the door and gave Collen a look.

“You know, we’re not building a snowman,” she said, smiling. “We’re supposed to be on a scavenger hunt, not snowman building.” She would admit to being a bit stumped on the first clue. She’d seen Alan a few times. He flirted with her. And she ran the first chance she had.

“So, riddle…. What do people keep in their pockets? Or I guess what does Alan keep in his pockets? Or what, I’m so bad at riddles,” Ace admitted, her cheeks flushing a soft pink. She’d never been good with riddles…

Collen grins, “but we can build a snowman after, right?” He suggests, “I think I know the answer already, so, we should have time!” He tells her, “although I think it’s the wrong time of year for this hint. We might have to break into Alan’s room.” He sighs, “I don’t know where else to find an ant this time of year. All of the smart ones are hiding.”

He ponders it for a minute, before grinning. “Maybe we should ask Alan to borrow one of his ants - instead of stealing them. That would work, right?” Or was that breaking the rules. He wasn’t sure.

“It couldn’t hurt to try, right?”

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@the-gentlest-siren

Collen had been excited about the scavenger hunt since the day he found out about it - and it was finally here. His partner was Ace, they figured out a team name, it really was exciting. He wasn’t exactly sure what Zelda’s hint meant, but he hadn’t given it much thought. He needed to meet up with Ace to think about it - after all - and then came finding the item - or was it buying the item - he couldn’t quite remember.

Either way, he needed to find Ace. He had photocopied his paper in case he lost it - or if Ace needed an extra - or any of the above, the dozen or so copies were in a box under his bed. Safest place for them honestly. Her reaches Ace’s room, and he knocks on the door, grinning.

“Do you want to build a snowman? Come on lets go and play!” He sings, okay, a snowman sounded like a good plan - maybe after they finished the clue for the week they could build one - if there was snow.

That would be fun.

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rememberwilliams:

“Ugh, fine!” Ari reached across the table and grabbed a fork to take a bite of the cake, ‘There we go, all yours. You and your birthday rules.”  

They raised an eyebrow, “Probably. Although I doubt it will work too well for her, Gaelic’s hard to pronounce. I think she does it so she gets tangled in his traps and he has to come get her down.” They cocked their head, “Wait… I thought you did like Ace…” They shrugged, “Anyway. Grab the cake and lets go, I doubt Ches is up in the room anyway. Actually I think she went to steal Ivan’s clothes.” 

Ari scooped their leather notebook off the table along with their textbooks and the bag from Collen. They hurriedly covered their notebook with a different one, hoping Collen hadn’t seen anything inside. It was ten long months of research that would land them in serious trouble if anyone found out about it. 

They forced the worry away and smiled, “Coming?” 

Collen smiles, “thank you!” He says, taking a bite. “This is so good. You make sure to give your sister lots of love for me, okay? This cake is amazing.” It was like heaven in his mouth in all honesty, but it had been awhile since he had gotten good cake.

He chuckles, “True, although don’t tell her that you think she can’t pronounce it. She’ll make it a point to prove you wrong, she’s stubborn sometimes. I think that factors into her attempts to nick Ivan’s clothes too.” He nods, and he tilts his head, looking around the library before speaking. “I do, it’s complicated but, you can’t tell Balo that - she’s been plotting trying to lock Ivan and Ches in a room and blasting Kiss the Girl. I think if she could get those two in a lockable room together alone, it’d have already happened.” He shake his head, “I don’t even want to know what she’d do if she thought I liked Ace - you know.”

He nods, grabbing the cake and making sure it wasn’t going to fall out of it’s box. Cake on the floor would not be a good thing - the cake had done nothing to deserve that. When Ari asks if he’s coming, he nods at them, smiling. “Right behind you!”

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rememberwilliams:

“I did,” Ari held their stomach, “Terra made two. This was was specifically for me to bring back here. And the Amazon gift card is greatly appreciated, Bucky needs new toys.” 

They unclipped the tag and tucked it in their pocket, “Ohh man! Ches is gonna have a field day with this. Plus it will make missions so much easier. Oh, uh. Thanks Dad.” 

“Wait, when’s your birthday?” They asked, tilting their head at Collen. Ari’s pretty sure he’s told them before but at the moment there’s too much rattling around in their head to land on a precise date. They’d need to think of a gift for him- and write it down so it didn’t slip away. 

Streaching up towards the ceiling, Ari gathered their things into a neat pile, “We should do something fun… Wanna watch Tangled? I haven’t seen it in a while.” 

Collen smiles, “It only counts if you took a bite from this cake though! So did you take a bite from this one? Or am I waiting for you?” Collen chuckles, smiling at them. “I’m glad you like it! I figured you could use it for something.” 

“Knowing Ches? It will be very useful in her attempt to nick Ivan’s clothes - why does she do that again?” He chuckles. “or drawing on my face, then again, I don’t actually care she and B do that as long as they stop trying to say I’m in love with my best friend.” He chuckles, the “I ♥ Ace” was cute in theory, not so cute in practice.

“September 2nd.” He tells them, it wasn’t too big of a deal if Ari forgot it the upcoming year or not. As long as they remembered to hug him that day - he was happy.

“Ooh! We haven’t had a movie day in forever. I’m in.” He agrees, grinning.

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rememberwilliams:

“Fair, but he gave me Bucky during my mom’s funeral.” Ari added, “But fine, I’ll open it. I just want to look at your stuff first.” They reached across the table, then doubled back to nudge the cake towards him, “Help yourself! There should be some forks in there. Terra’s good like that.” 

Their face lit up when they saw what he’d gotten them, “Collen! You’re the best.” They hugged the books to their chest, “I’ve been trying to find these for ages, and I’ll put this gift card to good use.” Bucky needed some new toys anyway. The letter went in their pocket for later, since reading things infront of people was just a weird experience. They skipped over to give their half-brother a tight hug. Eventually they stopped scowling at the black box and cut into the paper with one of their daggers. They could’ve just ripped it, but using their dagger was more satisfying. Inside was a long, blue cardigan made from soft wool that hit their knees. They slipped it on with a small frown, mildly bitter that he’d given them something good, and noticed a silvery tag pinned to the sleeve.

Ari read the tag outloud, “rach à fianais?” they tilted their head, “Disappear from si- AH!” They yelped and jumped back. Their body had disappeared from head to toe. Letting out a soft screech, Ari waved their hands frantically around, trying to see themself. 

“Ah! Oh gods, where did I go?!” They stopped and forced themself to process, “Wait…I can- shit what was the word for ‘appear’? Nochd?” They reappeared, staring down at their hands.

Curling their fingers into their palms, Ari cackled, “Oh, I take it all back- This is going to be so much fun.” 

"Still from what I know about, his track record of giving presents has been good. I get not always trusting him, but, I doubt he’d give you a bad present.” Collen tells them, “that’s fair.” He agrees, “Thank you!” he opens the cake box, looking at it before turning to Ari. “You’ve had a bite of this right? Birthday person always gets the first one.”

“You’re welcome! I figured you’d like them, with the library being your safe place and all. I figured that if I was wrong on what books to grab, the Amazon card would help - and if not, well, money’s always nice to have.” He tells them, smiling. He hugs them back when they skip over for a hug, smiling. When they pull away, he’s still smiling, and he watches as they open the black box with one of their daggers.

“A cardigan?” He questions, confused for a moment. It didn’t seem like a normal present from a god - normally they were cooler than this. But as he notices the silver tag, well, he figures it’s not a normal present at all. Ari reading the tag answers his question, when they disappear from sight.

He listens to Ari freak out wide eyed, not sure what to say to comfort them, until they appear, grinning. “That is probably the coolest present anyone has ever gotten, Ari.” He tells them, grinning. 

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rememberwilliams:

Ari can’t help the grin that splits her face as Collen comes into view. Something about her half-brother made everything seem right and dandy - fun word, dandy- like nothing could ever go wrong. 

And Collen with gifts was even better.

Pulling out one of their daggers, Ari jabbed the box from their father with it, “Yes he did.” They grumbled, “It was on my bed when I came back and I. Don’t. Trust. it.” Each word was punctuated with another jab of their bronze dagger. After a few seconds of glaring at it, they replaced the dagger in the sheath at their hip and moved Terra’s cakebox off the chair beside them so Collen had a place to sit. 

“Aww, thanks Collen! You know didn’t have too.” They smiled genuinely, “Also, there’s cake if you want some, my sister made it. It’s got chopped up snickers in the batter since that’s all the leftover candy I had.” Halloween candy cakes were a tradition for their birthday.  

Collen nods, “I don’t think it’s something bad - Ari. I think if he was going to do something - he wouldn’t have picked your birthday to do it.” He tells them, “He gave you Bucky, after all. I’d say that out of past experiences with his presents = it’d be safe to open.” He had never gotten a present from their father though - so he supposed he wasn’t the one to ask.

He smiles, “I know I didn’t have to - I wanted to. It’s not much - but - I figured you’d like it.” He tells her - the biggest thing was the Amazon card, and that required careful saving to get - self control wasn’t always the easiest - but it was so worth it to see them smile.

“Cake?” He beams, “That sounds amazing, Ari. If you don’t mind sharing, I won’t turn that offer down.” He would probably only take a small bit - but still - it was cake. Ari was sharing cake.

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rememberwilliams:

The library has always been Ari’s safe haven. Even back home, whenever anything got too hard they’d curl up in their stepfathers plush chair and loose themself in a book.

It wasn’t having it usual calming effect on them now however. They’d just gotten back from spending three days home for their birthday and had come back to a box on their bed wrapped in paper as black as ink. It wasn’t signed, and it didn’t need to be. They knew who it was from. 

Hades. 

Glaring daggers at the box on the table in front of them, Ari tried to focus on their research. The second they had seen it they’d dropped their bag, snatched up the box and bee lined for the library. They’d have to be in a safe place to open anything from their dad. It was hard to concentrate as curiosity started chewing through them, and when there was a cake box from their sister sitting on the chair beside them.

Adjusting their legs, Ari sent a mumbled out to the empty room, “A second opinion would be appreciated.” 

Collen wasn’t always in the library - it wasn’t often a place he sought out - but there was something about it that was calming. The quiet of it perhaps - or the fact that it was Ari’s favorite place - their safe haven - and he wanted to be close to his sibling right now.

Their birthday had come and past - they had gone home for it - and Collen honestly wanted to give them his present. It wasn’t anything major - just a couple books, a $50 Amazon card so they could get whatever they wanted, and a letter reminding them how much he adored them and how thankful he was that they were in his life.

He didn’t have a lot of money - so he honestly hoped it was okay.

He brings his presents to the library, carrying them over to the table Ari was sitting and putting them near the corner, away from their father’s box. “Did dad send you a present?” He questions - more curious than anything. It had his touch to it, and he wasn’t exactly sure their father sending presents was a good thing.

The gods didn’t often get involved in their children’s lives, after all.

“Welcome back, Ari, I got you stuff by the way. I hope you like them, but, they can wait if you want.”

[the-gentlest-siren]

Ace merely shrugged. “I am a monster Collen,” she muttered, unable to bring herself to argue more strongly. Collen had been her best friend as long as she could remember. He’d seen her through her good times and the bad times. She once almost ripped out a man’s throat from looking at her funny. If it hadn’t been for Collen, she would have. He was the only reason that she wasn’t a monster.

But he didn’t seem to realise that.

Ace smiled, looking at the fort. “I doubt that will happen, but I’m glad to help,” she said, her cheeks tinged pink. Collen always seemed to know exactly how to cheer her up. It was nice to have someone in her corner like this. Someone who would always be there for her, no matter how far she fell. Collen would always try to lift her back up.

She still couldn’t shake the thoughts from earlier. Sam was stuck in her head as the voice circled him. Kill him, the voice begged, pleaded. She was still shaken from the incident. She knew better. She really did. The rule, one simple rule. She didn’t follow it and now she was stuck paying the price.

Don’t sing Ace. Don’t ever sing.

[collenandshadows]

Collen shakes his head, but doesn’t continue to fight her on it. He’d find a way to prove to her that she was the exact opposite of a monster at some point. It would take careful planning, but he was certain he could do it. Ace brought so much light to his world - and not even in the bad sense - but the good one. 

He just wished she could see it.

“I’m pretty sure it will be the best pillow fort ever - you’ll be in it.” He doesn’t even realize he’s flirting until the words come out of his mouth - and he blushes. Okay, smooth move Collen. Here’s to hoping she took it as a friendly joke or something. “The two of us, a pillow fort, and a good movie? Sounds like the best way to spend my day.”

She was still shaken up, that was clear. He wasn’t exactly sure what the best course of action was other than staying with her. He’d have to petition for soundproof showers -so Ace could sing without worrying.

“So, what do you think?” He asks as they finish the pillow fort. It looked good to him, but this was for Ace. If she didn’t like it? Well, he’d fix it in a heartbeat.

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“Boxtrolls it is!” Ari turned the TV on and negotiated their way to Netflix, “I haven’t seen it in a while.” They tucked their feet under them and dangled a swedish fish just above Bucky’s nose and then popping it in their mouth before the kitten managed to get his teeth on it. 

“Bucky doesn get antsy, but when Its not busy I try and take him outside. Both of us seem to be good at getting the Piranhas mad.” They laughed and then offered the bag to Collen, “Feel free to steal some. I really shouldn’t eat all of these.” 

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“Yay! It’s a good movie - I haven’t seen it in a bit, but that animation.” Collen grins, “I can’t believe it’s not CGI. You know?” He rather enjoyed the movie, so, when he found out it was stop-motion. Well, he was very impressed.

“I would if I was stuck in a room - so - Bucky has one up on me.” He tells her, leaning over to pet the cat. “I still can’t get over the fact there’s Piranhas in the fountain. Gods know who’s bright idea to put those in a fountain.” He chuckles. “Thank you.” He takes the bag.

“Now we have them Bucky, we can run away. Come on!” He jokes, popping one in his mouth before giving the bag back to them. 

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Ari sank down on the couch, “We try, but Melody loves running around in there. She’s coped up in here most of the time.” 

Bucky clambered up onto her lap, paws mushing around the fabric of her sweater. Absently they scratched behind the tabby’s ears, “Depends on the cat. Bucky’s usually pretty chill, but everyone has days.” 

“Movie sounds great!” Ari jumped up and grabbed the remote, scooping Bucky up so he wasn’t launched from her lap, “I wonder if they have some of the newer Disney movies… Although I know El Dorado is on Netflix!” She smiled, “I’m good with whatever though.”

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Collen shrugs, “I don’t think Ches actually tries not to break the rules - more of she tries not to get caught. I don’t know how often she goes out for example - but I ran into her on the outside once, so I know she does it.” He couldn’t judge though, he was pretty sure they all broke the going out rule at least once. “It’s hard to keep a dog in one place - I’m surprised Bucky doesn’t get antsy.”

He nods, “makes sense - just like people. Sometimes they’re chill, sometimes they’re not.”

He nods, “I’m fine with whatever too - Disney, Dreamsworks, we could watch Boxtrolls? I really like that movie.” Plus it was very impressive, considering what went into making it.

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“That’s true, we wouldn’t want to annoy one of our two trainers.” Ari dug a bag of Swedish fish out of her desk while trying to corral Bucky. He wiggled from her arms and padded over to Collen, bored with his owner again. 

“Fickle Cat.” She mumbled. Tossing the bag onto the couch for a minute, Ari set about cleaning the Piranha bite on their hand. After cleaning it off and then putting a bandage over it, they grabbed the candy and perched on the edge of the couch. 

“Its a really good series so far, I really like it.” Ari tucked her legs up to her chest and popped a gummy fish in her mouth, “So, what should we do? Besides cuddling the pets of course.” 

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Collen nods, “It wouldn’t be the best idea. Balo has Ivan to go: “hey, no” if Zelda gets angry and try to ban pets completely. But you and Ches need to be careful. Ches in particular if she’s going to keep breaking the rules.” He shifts Melody, and pets Bucky as he comes by, scratching the oranges tabby’s ears. 

“From what I understand, cats usually are? I’ve never owned one myself, mom’s allergic - but I’ve heard stories?” He shrugs. Ari was the person he was closest to that had a cat - he knew of people - of course. But he didn’t spend much time with their cats.

“We could watch a movie or something? Swedish Fish are the perfect movie snack?” He suggests. “We could find something on Netflix? I heard a rumor they added new movies but I haven’t checked.”