bugchasing crippled faggot superstar

the book has to be destroyed to be digitally archived. a disabled white man in North America. I have 11 metal vertebrae (spinal fusion, disc arthroplasty) and a spinal cord injury which left me partially paralyzed. I am recovering from sepsis in 2026. I studied brain science before disability. I love sunflowers and cats and bugs. I was loved by strangers.

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You existing as a disabled trans man gives me hope that one day I can transition despite my disabilities. We will persist.

❤️

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don’t quote me on this but I have a feeling if yall blocked @alchemicphoenix those “really real super super scawy hate anons that were totally provably sent by Morg!!!” would all simultaneously vanish from your askbox

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there’s MRI screenshots and X-rays and hospital records up on this blog for all the world to see and it’s still not enough for these freak ass “I have paralyzed friends and I have my DOUBTS!!!” cunts. they still wanna act like this an elaborate hoax to make them feel a icky for the consequences of hate stalking and doxxing a dying paralyzed trans man. they are terrified I’m a real person they are hurting and that their friends telling them to stop are right but they won’t stop doubling down

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I support you swearing like a sailor at hate anons <3

me and all the other paralyzed tumblr users should be given a free pass to say literally whatever we want to these monstrous ableist hatestalking assholes . we deserve it

[crippled-peeper]

daisies are so fluffy like clouds

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ugh tired

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My parents found a kitten!! They're usually up trying to climb everything but so far there are only good photos of them napping because the rest are just a blur. Vet on monday for a checkup, but otherwise they seem surprisingly healthy! They were rescued from a building site where my stepdad works, unfortunately this little guy was the only survivor that was found :(

OHHHH ITS A NEONATE!!!!! I really really hope it survives it’s soooo cute. they are SUPER fragile at this age so it’s really good to hear they are strong. 💪 go buddy go!!!

my dad found a cat who started off similarly in life underneath a dumpster, orphaned and surrounded by her poor less-fortunate siblings. she’s such a diva today and we love her she’s 7 now.

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You're one of my favorite mutuals and I hope everything goes as well as it can. I know it's very scary but you are loved and important and I will forever see sunflowers and think of you 🩷

😭❤️💕

thank you for supporting me through all the bullshit and the scaries.

you are a gem!!!

[crippled-peeper]

either the traumatic near-death experience changed me psychologically or the sepsis gave me brain damage because I genuinely can’t think like how I used to and it’s really fucking weird to try to live with still

[crippled-peeper]

I approach a concept in my mind (like “family” or “bus stops nearby” or “bars I’ve been to”) and instead of what I expect there is usually chunks of information missing, no imagery at all, or everything is completely rearranged in a way it takes me a minute to process where the piece I need is.

[crippled-peeper]

either the traumatic near-death experience changed me psychologically or the sepsis gave me brain damage because I genuinely can’t think like how I used to and it’s really fucking weird to try to live with still

[crippled-peeper]

you have to use a coin from the front desk to get into the bathroom in this medical clinic

what in the goddamn fuck?

[crippled-peeper]

no seriously what the fuck? am I in a train station in cap hill? this is a primary care office. the state gives you good money for the patronage of sick people. and you treat us like children. I’m so irritated by this

[crippled-peeper]

you have to use a coin from the front desk to get into the bathroom in this medical clinic

what in the goddamn fuck?

[crippled-peeper]

whenever I feel lonely I think of the sum total of all individual human beings who contributed to cultivating food crops and I pick up a vegetable and ponder how thousands of years of intention from my species has brought it to my hand

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stinky.

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“how can you claim to be POOR if you took testosterone in 2014?!?!??” state health insurance from my mommy because I was a child and then she died of covid and I’m an adult now . it’s almost like 12 years have passed between then and now you stupid freak

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all of these people being teenagers would make sense but they are in their 30s and can’t understand the concept of linear time or your situation changing because of societal factors. what the fuck is wrong with you?

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“how can you claim to be POOR if you took testosterone in 2014?!?!??” state health insurance from my mommy because I was a child and then she died of covid and I’m an adult now . it’s almost like 12 years have passed between then and now you stupid freak

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Sunflowers near me are in bloom and there are bumblebees visiting them! They're so pretty!

This is my favorite type of picture to get in my askbox . I LOVE seeing bees vibing out on big ol sunflowers. 🌻 thank you so much 😊