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intro post ~☆~

hi! hello! welcome!

hello there . my name is micah . he / hymn / it .

i am a facet of oleander , but please respect and treat me as my own person .

i am 27 , and i [ mentally ] reside in middle / southern oregon . i hunt deer / elk and i raise cattle and sheep . i am handy with a shotgun and can skin a damn good pelt . i have a deep appreciation for ‘yotes and wolves , oleander says i am also a ‘yote therian , but i do not care for labels like it does . i am a devout man , and possibly holder of faux - religious trauma . i myself have experienced many a thing , and it is my job to care for oleander and the body . i theorize i was once a will graham fictive that transformed into who i am now . i also quite enjoy phantom of the opera , and that affects me as a being .

i felt it important to introduce myself as i am the main and most fully separate in the mind , and may speak here occasionally . i am also in control of the aesthetics of this account , as oleander is too distracted to make it’s blog look even half decent .

if the spaces between punctuation is difficult for you to read / affects a AAC device , i can translate it for you on request .

i will tag my posts with #micah-angel .

#micah-angel

irraddiated

i respect the commitment to sacrifice all of humanity for a hot guy you met like 2 hours ago (ALT + ANGSTIER VERSIONS BELOWWW!!!)

really proud of the bouquet actually. So. Flowers used so you all dont have to do research on how many petals: Derek's Bouquet: White Roses, Pink Roses, and White Lilies. Flowers that are typically used in funerals. White Roses: purity, reverence, humility and innocence. I think it's a bit ironic, because Derek is far from pure/innocent in canon. He is the embodiment of "curiosity killed the cat". And his intentions, before knowing who Avery was and what he had to do, were far from innocent or pure-hearted as well. But when it comes to Avery, he is exactly that, and will be exactly that in Avery's memory. Pink Roses: Grace, Admiration, and Sympathy. Throughout dawtde, Avery holds himself to the impossible standard that is Derek, belittling himself and believing himself to be stupider because he cannot solve the puzzles like Derek can. Meanwhile, Derek is significantly more intelligent than most people in general, and instead holds Avery to a higher standard, admiring Avery's innocence and willingness to save him, admiring how much Avery loves him despite hardly knowing him (even if it weirds him out just a bit at points lmao). White Lilies: White Lilies are inherently contradictory in of itself with how it's meanings are and the settings its used in. It's used in funerals, yes, but also weddings. It also symbolizes hope and healing. Hope is inherently what Derek gives Avery, but also what Avery gives Derek. They both view themselves as lesser than, believing nobody would miss them, or that sacrificing their own life for the other is worth it because they aren't nearly as worthy as the other is. They're incredibly similar in that way. And, I think with healing, Derek's "at the crossroads, keep moving forwards" is both hope, and healing. His last words are to tell Avery to heal, to keep moving forwards, and to have hope. Avery's head flowers: Marigolds and Delphiniums. Marigolds: They symbolize Joy, Resilience, and Passion. Joy and Passion, mostly, because most of the fandom perceives Avery to be joyful and honestly, a bit empty-headed. And while occasionally in canon that's true, he doesn't actually have that many joyful moments. he's kind of miserable the entire time, so i thought it was a funny contradiction. Resilience, as well, is meant to be a sort of contradictory statement that applies to Avery. He is ready to give up at almost every notice, and yet he doesn't. He gets there, every single time, and says he gives up, but doesn't. I think it's fitting. And passion because...i mean that's self explanatory. look at him. Also, being used in Dia de los Muertos, they symbolize the connection between life and death (NOT DEATH ITSELF) which I think is very fitting to Avery's connection to KiY, Derek, and what he becomes in the Church Realm (Wifies said on his secondary channel, Twifies, that Avery breaking and replacing the flowers was actually him helping the souls previous move on and navigate the afterlife...so I thought it made sense). Delphiniums: SO Delphiniums are also a funeral flower. They mostly symbolize dignity and grace, as well as remembering lost loved ones in general. Honestly, not much here, I of course thought they were fitting but also wanted them to be blue so they could tie into the Church Realm Avery visits. and, if you made it to the end, here are fully connected image versions of the FOUR possible variants !! <3

#HOLY AMAZING. the analysis of the flowers???#THE CUTE ASS ART OMG??#not my art

Hello!!

—Kiri @theforest-calls

hello there fellow na’vi :3 it’s so cool to see more of us, nonetheless the sullys, too!!

wowzers ! i didn’t think i’d find myself here so quickly . tumblr is a crazy website and beforehand i knew nothing of the para community or anysuch . it’s kind of crazy

for context - we’re a para ourselves . zoo , derma , little sprinkling of necro . we were vaugely aware of this as a child , but denied ourself as we believed it to be evil . when we were first discovering the therian community some time ago , we remember hearing so so much para ( zoo specifically ) hatred , and it scared us , without us knowing of our identity . coming to tumblr has been like waking up in the light . we now have words for ourself , and know we are not alone ! i am the type of ‘yote that is too terrified to tell even my therapist of something as strange as my paras , so finding a place like this is wonderful ! it feels silly to discover this so late in age ( okay , not that late but what ever . most of you all are chrono younger than i chrono am . ) but there is always time , isn’t there ?

anyways . thank you odd folk in my phone for having a safe place . it’s nice here <3

#rambling to myself . or something #op is paraphile

domestic-werefox-1985

"You don't need to attribute every little quirk or behavior you have to your nonhumanity!"

How about we stop devaluing the experiences of nonhumans just because they could have "normal" explanations?

As someone who is physically and biologically nonhuman, so many of my animal experiences could be easily explained by mental and/or physical human conditions. People dismiss symptoms of my nonhumanity because they refuse to consider they could be anything but human experiences. I understand not wanting young kins to draw impulsive or uninformed conclusions about their identities, but we should always believe beings when they say their experiences are nonhuman. I mean fuck, my entire identity and everything I feel could be chopped up to the result of human psychosis. But why should that matter? I have a 4.0 gpa, I bake desserts for my family, I care for two dozen house plants and half a dozen pets. I'm a functional member of society, and my beliefs about what I am have no impact on my health or goodness as a person.

uhh para graphics or something !!

necro

zoo

biasto (apologies dark ver looks weird.. idfk what to do ‘bout it..)

map

aam

if u use these cred is appreciated but not rq! no dni either

#paraphilia #anti contact para #pro para #i really love these flags oough #feel free to suggest others btw #tho id prefer to do anti-abuse flags yknow #btw i dont mention it in the intro but we are a para. be scared or whatver

okay the fear of being found here (something previously unmentioned) is dying down significantly, i may retheme + be a little more open here! it seems more and more unlikely my other folk will find me, so it should ( pt: should ) be safe here!! apologies to anyone who randomly followed me, we are about to transform! ( pt: transform! )

gay chud fursona ‼️ he gets hit with bricks falling off semi trucks as a hobby

#my art #sparkledog #he is me actually

rotfilleddog

Hi @colliecreates ^^ Tumblr wasn’t letting us post the ask so we had to screenshot it lol.

I swear l've seen a flag for one before but I can't find it:( even searched Pinterest. I don't know for sure if there is one but yk what lemme coin one right now,ooooh yeah

Osteophillia, from the Greek words Osteon and Philla, and it corresponding flag. Feel free to make other flags tho idc ^^

All the usual things. Anti-harmful contact, I can put symbols overlaid if requested, will make blog dividers for it later :]

colliecreates

SO PEAK!!! THANK YOUUU!!!

omg guys lookie its js paint art!!!

new hyperfixatuon. slime and knight woaw

#sfawtde #dawtde #dawtde spoilers #kinda #averythemayo #d3rlord3 #first offical art post and its goddamn slimeknight #slimeknight

@spermatozoey

i like them a lot i think

#apologies if this isnt something you wanna see #i do quite enjoy yr art tho #and i love pet sperm

uwuwha

Searching for a magical girl that doesn't exist

Shoutout to @chanontherun for inventing minecraft magical girls

#aahaggh THEYRE SO CUTE #not my art

beaniebea

okay since ep9 is confirmed releasing theatrically i just have one thing to say. Ahem.

DIGITAL CIRCUS FANS WHO ARE PLANNING TO SEE THE FINALE IN THEATERS:

TAG! YOUR! EFFING! SPOILERRRRRSSSSSS

IT IS THE BARE MINIMUM!!!!!!! THANK YOU

chatttt im in hawaii for vacation, and the house we’re at has pool toys!!!!!! big win for the pool toy lover !!!!!!

#pool toy #furry

ok so the whole fandom is talking about peeled jax but I think its interesting that we have had jax lose his layers Twice. once with ribbit, he loses his outfit. then again (also with his friends) he loses another layer, revealing something even deeper, but this time it doesn’t even look like jax. its just a strange yellow creature now. they’ve removed his layers and find only stranger, weirder, less human things. i think this means something but im wayyyy too tired to tie it to a theme or whatver ✌️😭

#tadc #tadc jax #tadc ep 8 #tadc spoilers #peeled jax #that episode was insane

happy ides of march chat ‼️‼️‼️🔪🔪

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