#LUNAWISH. — independent, selective, mutuals only multifandom multimuse. contains canon and original characters alike. currently featuring muses from baldur's gate 3. [ carrd. ]
bg3 companion verse but it's just ds9 kira who ended up in faerûn after a transporter mishap and now she has to remember what it's like to fight without federation tech
bg3 companion verse but it's just ds9 kira who ended up in faerûn after a transporter mishap and now she has to remember what it's like to fight without federation tech
thinking abt how sceleritas fel says that durge has a tendency to stray without him (and the straying can be interpreted in so many ways)... well for kira, she would go on benders when she the cognitive dissonance is no longer working and I think about how so often she's probably become a target for the house of grief in the past to recruit lmao bc shes numb. she feels disgusting. but everytime she "strays" she tries to find light. she goes out into the wilderness as far as she can go (and hope the butler or any other bhaalists) can't find / catch up with her. she goes back to trying to be the girl that existed when she first did her selûnite coming of age rite ... just trying to find moonlight to guide her.
but it never takes long for her butler to find her. it never does ... not until the nautiloid crash at least
" so uh ... you got any ideas on who's been eating the tadpoles? 'cuz i'm no mathematician but we definitely had more than zero. " kira scratches her chin when she speaks to @pluresque. focusing her mind on this is taking it off of whatever mind numbingly horrific images her inner voice chooses to voice, chooses to conjure as grotesque inspiration. " obviously i'm ruling out you, karlach, and lae'zel. er ... everyone's seen me try one and —" she can only shudder at the thought. she can only shudder at the way how her body tried to reject the new parasite. never again. ever again. it was a grisly, grotesque, bile filled image that she does not wish to revisit at this moment. " anyways ! i was uh, wonderin' if you got any ideals. " / SC
fair skin still marred with the rope burn from the night prior. it's all a blur, a horrific, incoherent passage of time. kira can still taste the blood in her own mouth, from when her sharp canines punctured her own flesh and let it pour crimson. she remembers the writhing, the screaming, and the yelling — it would be a miracle if anyone slept through the night.
I WILL SCOOP OUT THOSE WATCHFUL EYES AND TOSS THEM TO THE DOGS. YOUR BLOOD WILL CLOT FOR ME LIKE LIQUID RUBIES.
suddenly, she's sick again. every recollection of the night prior sickens her, it sickens her how much her own violence disgusts her. she hates this. she hates that she hates this. she's trapped in a spiral of her own thoughts, of her own urges that she can barely control. the urge screams constantly, begging her to drive a knife through the hearts of her companions as she watched them die, as she reveled in the light dimming from their eyes.
swing. the greatsword strikes the boulders, shattering them effortlessly. swing, swing. another group becomes rubble and yet. yet, the urge continues to burn —— funny how others were so quick to want to drive a stake through astarion's chest back then. now imagine if they are to see her this morning —
" hey. " kira can't help but to nod at the direction of @softersinned. she tries to smile, maybe even try to play it off like the events of the night prior didn't happen. but gods, she knows it's pointless. " you uh... slept alright? " / SC
thinking abt the 'yes im a gatekeeper and a hater. i'm also god's favourite princess and the most interesting girl in the world' is literally kira nerys in ds9. like it's so painfully kira. like you telling me that she isn't god's favourite girl when the prophets picked her to be the mortal, physical, linear medium in which they communicated to the people with? wild
hey ! if you would like to interact with a cringe-fail bhaalspawn paladin ( who self IDs as a selunite ), give this post a like / reblog. this is kira nerys adapted into the forgotten realms, currently only available as a dark urge character. you can read more on her AU here. the blog is selective, mutuals only, & i only write with 18+ writers.
VERSE : paladin of the silver moon — baldur's gate 3
default, i write her as a divergent dark urge. most of the stuff will be compliant with the dark urge origin story but some i've taken liberty in changing.
GIVEN NAME: kira nerys (surname, given name)
CURRENT NAME: kira (just kira)
AGE: 90 years old
CLASS: paladin, oathbreaker ( acts i & ii) ; paladin, oath of vengeance ( act 3)
RACE: elf - moon elf (but bg3 doesn't have that subrace)
MORAL ALIGNMENT: chaotic good (present), true neutral (past)
sired from the blood of bhaal himself, she was destined to be the most worthy of the god of murder's spawns. yet, bhaal waited for years but this young girl lead a life, leading her to believe that she was meant to serve the moonmaiden, selune. years passed, she's underwent a selunite rite of passage, she's yet to taken a life. oh, she's come close so many times but resisted — these so called foster parents were a bad influence, clearly. thus, off with their heads!
when nerys was 16, sceleritas fel first came to her, making those latent urges beneath her veneer of raw impulses and anger known to her. in fact, he encouraged those impulses, twisted her mind until one day she wakes with her parent's, her brothers' blood all over her hands.
from that day on, nerys was no more. it was kira. she didn't deserve the name the parents she murdered gave her after all. over the years, to survive she's become numb — she's become a murder machine, considering it's the only thing that gives her any modicum of emotions. eventually she rises up to becoming the leader of the bhaalist cult and through this, she meets enver gortash — the one person she believed to be her friend, mayhaps even the closest to a love.
kira at some point becomes a paladin of bhaal, swearing the oath of conquest. at this point she's truly numb, dissociating half the time. the plan with the elderbrain at the time was out of a fucked up desperation for freedom.
when orin usurped her position, little did her slaughterkin realize that she set kira free. waking up in the nautiloid with no memories but a vague recollection of her name, and a longing for the moon — she has divine powers and so, by that conclusion she was lead to believe that she was a paladin of selune.
however, when she killed the goblins at the goblin camp she felt something wane — then, the day after murdering the bard, quill, she truly felt the lurching, the pain ... she's broken her oath. little did she know, the oath was not broken for the murder of an innocent bard, it was the failure to conquer the grove.
starting there, she becomes an oathbreaker paladin and feels unworthy of even calling herself a selunite, despite the fact she still longs for the moon. it is only in act ii, when she meets isobel, confesses her sins that she finally allows herself to be selune's faithful. when isobel offered her penance, forgiveness even for confessing how she longed to murder her — that was the true catalyst for her to redeem herself. no matter the cost.
she will not allow dame aylin to be killed — no matter the cost. she will do whatever it takes to lift the curse because she has to, for all the bodies she's dreamt of taking and haven taken.
in act iii, she will refuse bhaal at every turn she could. it would be the most emotional turmoil that tugs at her as the torments get worse, the nightmares get worse, she doesn't sleep for days on end sometimes. after all, she fears if she sleeps, she'll murder a person she cares about deeply.
seeing gortash again stirs feelings inside of her — conflicting feelings. she was lead to believe that she loved him but the idea of being close to him is quite frankly, disgusting to her. she doesn't understand. little does she know, she's a lesbian.
after bhaal exsanguinated her, she spends a few days in bed, catatonic until she finds a little shrine for selune and prays for 12 hrs. she kneels there for hours on end and by the end of it she takes up a new oath of vengeance under selune's name. vengeance felt right to her — so many people she's tortured, killed deserves vengeance and justice; so many people who died for her design and bhaal deserves justice.
at this point, she is a child of none, selunite paladin of vengeance. she will never break her oath at this point.
pics taken after she resisted the urge (and defied her birthright) and officially became a child of selune again and thusly, a paladin of the moonmaiden
me digging more into selûnite lore bc of kira ... and it just confirming to me that selûne, was a good substitute for the bajoran prophets lmao
girlie is living amongst mortals in waterdeep running an inn, every now and then accessing her godly powers to answer some prayers ... truly, free will icon
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