Color Me Teal

All things music. 💖 Music Student for 14 years. Marching band geek for 10 years. 2-year drum major veteran. Music Education Major at Colorado State University and coaching local high schools. 23.

[conscious-love]

I hope you find someone who speaks your language so you don't have to spend a lifetime translating your spirit.

Dr. Thema

[colormeteal]

Do you ever hurt so bad that...you just stop? Replying to messages...getting up...eating?

[klassmxmi]

i fucking miss you but i can’t tell you that

[colormeteal]

ISO: How to evaporate into nothing.

[deadbyinsidee]

by: @desnos

[lifeinpoetry]

He Wants to Know Why Sometimes in the Face of Conflict I Neither Fight nor Flee, but Instead Go Disconcertingly Mute, Eyes Locked Ahead Like Some Sad Dead Thing Looking off into the Empty of Its Own Future

Children who have no escape from the hands that harm learn to die over and over again.

— Jeanann Verlee, published in Hematopoiesis Press

[colormeteal]

My love is a damn symphony. It's too bad you are deaf.

[foreveramoonlover]

Not enough

That old feeling I’m all too familiar with begins to creep back in.

[o-possumprincess]

I’m sweet like cinnamon 

too much of me and you’ll choke

[1992waroftheroses]

[helpingg]

[satanstorm]

https://t.co/4BiN3Tnj2g

[dct239394cvvd098dffgggp]

theres scientific proof of colors we cant see and sounds we cant hear and some people still refuse to believe something other than us could be living a little to the left of the perceivable and known

[kanonymous83]

“A little to the left of the percieveable and known,,

[colormeteal]

I've been so bitter this semester in ways I haven't before. I hold people to first impressions. I have little, if any, patience. I feel impulsive.

I feel like I have a right. I was cheated on. That same person made me extremely sick...which lasted until a week ago. Their manipulation made me an emotional disaster. And that made my semester hell.

I need to reel myself in. With everyone. I need to be less vocal of my opinions. Less vocal in general. Less angry. I need to find my soft side.

[colormeteal]

It is absolutely maddening to feel like you're both too much and not enough. You laugh too loud. You say too much or the wrong thing. You be yourself with the wrong person and then are chastized for it. You're humiliated. So you keep to yourself. Keep your head down. You do what you have to and silently wish you could disappear.

Simultaneously...you aren't doing enough. As a person, you aren't enough. And then you just feel absolutely useless. You're not doing enough. People aren't satisfied. You upset them. But you don't want to give more. You gave too much of yourself already and were humiliated. You want to disappear. It's enough to drive anyone crazy.

[kaijuno]

[kalichnikov]

[staff]

Tumblr Tuesdays: First of Halloween

Happy first of Halloween—what a frightening time to be alive. We’re celebrating by filling your ‘Tober Tuesdays with some bone-shatteringly cute and creepy content. Feast your eyes on these artworks.

BEHIND YOU (@thehairsonthebackofyourneck)

Watch out! Things are rarely as they seem.

aesthetic shitposting (@xkawaifu)

My, what big eyeball bats you have.

Micah Ulrich (@micahulrichdraws)

This is actually a recreation of what many scientists agree really happened during the big bang. The skeleton king let the universe escape from his robe. It was horrid and messy and that’s why you were shielded from the truth.

Pear-Shaped Comics (@pearshapedcomics)

The best skincare regime is probably not to have skin at all.

Debbie Balboa (@debbie-sketch)

Will no one help this cat?