HELLOOOO :D
This is my first ever post on Tumblr i thought to share lil something about my life here ☆
Im Rue and i will turn 19 this year, i feel like my age is getting serious but im not :') a lil bit about my self i love to draw and paint i just like to do anything creative including; DIYIng stuff, sculpting. Alsooo aside from that i have a big interest in Biology and Chemistry but generally i luv luv luv all branch of natural science.
Im also a huge fan of Manga and Anime i grew up watching Inuyasha,Naruto,Sinchan,Doraemon,Sailor moon and Cardcaptor sakura every sunday morning, sometimes asking my older cousin to lend me his Detective conan mangas it was the best thing everr, my all time favorite animes are Kamisama Kiss, Ao Haru Ride, Kimi Ni Todoke (yes im a big shojo fan if u have any reccomendation pls tell me abt it＾ω＾) i also love all the Ghibli moviessss.
For the past 3 years ive been seriously struggling with my mental health and kind of losing my spark i used to be sooo productive to the point that i feel bad if i dindt do anything significant everyday and these last months, its been worse i cant seem to get anything right i thought its only a normal art block or maybe i just need a little break from studying but nothing seem to get better i believe what i experienced is called anhedonia (please correct me if im wrong) but i start to realized its serious when i forgot how to take care of myself, how every normal task is harder now and im feeling very alone, sometimes i get a sudden motivation out of no where but it only lasted for a day or few hours i dont know why, old me wouldve slapped me and told me to get up and not make any excuses she was the it girl.
I will start posting every productive thing that i do here and hopefully that will help and motivate me go through each day, i really want to get my spark back i want to be productive again i want to make each day meaningful.
Thank you so much if you read all of this i really really appreciate ittt ヽ(；▽；)ノ, hope you have a blessed day and lastly for today
i hope we all heal from the things we dont talk about ♡