[comagiirl]

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⭐ She/It pronouns ⭐ age slides ⭐ fictive/introject ⭐

Blog is very vent-y and there will probably be triggering/disturbing/problematic topics and themes. Nothing will be tw/cw tagged.

[comagiirl]

Made it inside finally but now I gotta somehow get to the bedroom. Crawling is probably the best method. I dunno if I can walk and If I fall I'll make s loud noise and disturb the neighbors and that's bad. Is it bad if I just lay here for a while til I have the stength to drag myself?

[comagiirl]

It took me ten whole minutes just to get half way across the living room. Imma kms

[comagiirl]

25 minutes. Thats ridiculous. Did you know 3 years ago I used to walk miles after being [redacted] and [redacted], while fucked up on I don't even what I was using mind you, and still made it back in time to pick the kids up? Now it takes me 25 minutes to get across the room and down the hall. I'm pathetic. I am a disgrace.

[comagiirl]

Made it inside finally but now I gotta somehow get to the bedroom. Crawling is probably the best method. I dunno if I can walk and If I fall I'll make s loud noise and disturb the neighbors and that's bad. Is it bad if I just lay here for a while til I have the stength to drag myself?

[comagiirl]

It took me ten whole minutes just to get half way across the living room. Imma kms

[comagiirl]

Made it inside finally but now I gotta somehow get to the bedroom. Crawling is probably the best method. I dunno if I can walk and If I fall I'll make s loud noise and disturb the neighbors and that's bad. Is it bad if I just lay here for a while til I have the stength to drag myself?

[babynymphlullaby-deactivated202]

.. ask the dolls and the ghosts in my room .. they will know the answer .. ♡

[sickfrr]

[comagiirl]

Okay you were right Nikki I do like this guy. 10/10 great song to have an omega episode and sob violently to while thinking about like 5 different people. Really helped me get shit done.

[comagiirl]

Like yeah I wanna be forgiven. I wanna choke up chunks of my own sin too.

[comagiirl]

😐

It's fine. It's whatever. It's the least of my problems when I'm mentally 12 and nonverbal and cried so much I'm numb now and wallowing in guilt and grief and self hatred for all my sins but 😐

[comagiirl]

Okay you were right Nikki I do like this guy. 10/10 great song to have an omega episode and sob violently to while thinking about like 5 different people. Really helped me get shit done.

[comagiirl]

I really do pick the most inconvenient times to be an inconvenience

[comagiirl]

At some point I need to get off the floor and do my shit but... The floor ://

[comagiirl]

By the way I'm glad that post I made a while back got deleted thanks I was just checking to delete it myself because the audacity I had to think I was allowed to be mad or upset about that is embarrassing and shameful to look back on. it's extremely extremely disrespectful [redacted]'s memory especially even if the source thing is just a cover I can acknowledge that. And now I feel awful for even suggesting I should be at all upset When I wasn't the real victim in that situation, source wise and especially especially irl wise. That was horrible of me.

[lisacryeddungeon]

Well, fuck that, I can be pissed on your behalf, can't I?

Fuck that motherfucker, and fuck those motherfuckers, and especially fuck their irl counterpart motherfuckers, and fuck the readers for not even getting a little pissy about it, and fuck whatever makes you think you shouldn't be mad about it. K cool? Cool.

[comagiirl]

That's mean.

[comagiirl]

By the way I'm glad that post I made a while back got deleted thanks I was just checking to delete it myself because the audacity I had to think I was allowed to be mad or upset about that is embarrassing and shameful to look back on. it's extremely extremely disrespectful [redacted]'s memory especially even if the source thing is just a cover I can acknowledge that. And now I feel awful for even suggesting I should be at all upset When I wasn't the real victim in that situation, source wise and especially especially irl wise. That was horrible of me.

[comagiirl]

I used to be allowed to pretend to have an identity outside of being a literal doll fleshlight.

[comagiirl]

I used to like. Do things. Like write 80k fanfic. And watch horror movies. And actually interact with people. Now I just sit around naked on the floor being a sad waste of space

Also I changed the lyrics because I don't want my cue song in there. That song is special.

[comagiirl]

I actually managed to find the music box our daddy gave us when we were little that Terry smashed when it showed up on my fyp. Ive literally spent years trying to find it and see if I could replace it and now I did and... It's too expensive. Even used. I'll never be able to justify replacing it.

[comagiirl]

That's the cheapest one I could find. I can't pay that.

[comagiirl]

I actually managed to find the music box our daddy gave us when we were little that Terry smashed when it showed up on my fyp. Ive literally spent years trying to find it and see if I could replace it and now I did and... It's too expensive. Even used. I'll never be able to justify replacing it.