you didn't even give us a chance, we were too young and caught up in everything other than us, but somehow, we always found our way back to each other. i was always going to be left in the past, wasn't i? i hope she makes you happy. i hope when you look into her eyes your chest burns because your heart feels like it's about to burst because you can't fathom how you can love someone so much. i hope you ache for her like you did me. i hope it burns your lungs to not breath in the same air as her, i hope your eyes water thinking about losing her, and i hope...i hope one day you have a daughter, and you name her lily, i hope she has your nose and eyes that remind you of me. i want so badly to be happy for you, but i can't help but curse the life you will live because mine has been cursed since we met.