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Avil // 26 // She/He/They // Selfship Blog

[comfortingstars]

Intro & BYF

Hello! My name is Avil (26 she/they/he) and welcome to my oc/canon + selfship blog! ✨

BYF

I'm an adult. I'm most likely going to avoid following minors and I discourage minors from following me. I'm not likely to post anything suggestive or n.sfw but if i do, i'll tag it as 'suggestive'.

About Sharing: I don't actually know which f/os I'm comfortable sharing vs not sharing. If I did figure it out, I will mark it accordingly on my list, but otherwise, please ask me beforehand. If there is a shared f/o that I'm not comfortable sharing, please do not follow this blog.

If I rb a person's selfship, I will either have a name tag for them if they are mutuals or just tag by url.

I vent and sometimes talk about therapy sessions here. Vent tag is under "vent" and therapy sessions are "therapy talk"

If we are mutuals, feel free to tag me in anything you want others to see! I don't want to miss it!!

Gaming tags are just "(game shorthand) tag" example: tot tag, genshin tag, hsr tag

I interact from @/starswake but my main is at @/elegyofthemoon !

Tag List Form

Main F/Os: 👑

Not okay with sharing: 🎟️

Focuses: 🔎

Romantic F/Os

👑🎟️Hope Estheim (FF13) - tag: eternal love

👑🎟️Leo (FE Fates) - tag: leaflet memoirs

👑🎟️Childe (Genshin Impact) - tag: chisen

Diluc Ragnvindr (Genshin Impact) - tag: until the sun rises again

Sampo Koski (Honkai: Star Rail) - tag: levipo

Natasha (Honkai Star Rail) - tag: love termed potentiation

Robin (Honkai: Star Rail) - tag : to where bluebirds fly

👑Kevin Kaslana (Honkai Impact 3rd) - tag: alternate serenity

Natasha Cioara (Honkai Impact 3rd) - tag: forging feathers

Xavier (Love and Deepspace) - tag: signals to campanella

🔎Camu (Punishing: Gray Raven) - tag: rimu

Familial F/Os

All the FF13 Cast - tag: because you’re here

Fischl (Genshin Impact) - Sister Figure - tag: for fischl

Forrest (FE Fates) - Child - tag: for forrest

Owain (FE Awakening/Fates) - Brother - tag: for owain

Felix Hugo Fraldarius (FE3H) - Brother - tag: for felix

Yukine (Noragami) - Brother - tag: for yukine 

Yanqing (Honkai Star Rail) - Child - tag: for yanqing

Marius von Hagen (Tears of Themis) - tag: be free with me

Welt Yang (HI3/HSR) - Father Figure - tag: for welt

Yakou Furio (Master Detective Archives: Rain Code) - Brother - tag: for yakou

Liv (Punishing: Gray Raven) - Sister - tag: gray raven

Platonic F/Os

Venti (Genshin Impact) - tag: for venti 

All Blue Lions Members (FE3H)- tag: 3h tag 

Astral Express Crew (Honkai Star Rail) - tag: astral express crew

NXX Team (Tears of Themis) - tag: nxx

Landau Family (Honkai Star Rail) - tag: landau siblings

Luka Strongarm (Honkai Star Rail) - tag: for luka

Anti-Entropy (Honkai Impact 3rd) - tag: ante club

Rafayel (Love and Deepspace) - tag: for rafayel

Su (Honkai Impact 3rd) - tag: for su

Elysia (Honkai Impact 3rd) - tag: for elysia

Thoma (Genshin Impact) - tag: take me somewhere nice

Kamui & Chrome (Punishing: Gray Raven) - tag: strike hawk

Lucia & Lee (Punishing: Gray Raven) - tag: gray raven

Crushes/QPRs/the “???” F/Os 

Unlisted crushes are also under a general 'crush tag' - not up to date because crushes change a lot.

👑🎟️Dan Heng (HSR) - QPR - tag: in our snow abodes

Yae Sakura (HI3) - Crush - tag: 🌸

Kallen Kaslana (HI3) - Crush - tag: ✝️

Argenti (HSR) - ????????? - tag: 🌹

🔎Wanshi (Punishing Gray Ravens) - Crush - tag: 💤

Self Inserts

Ameya Ruan  - FE3H 

Huosen Yu - Genshin Impact (w/ Childe and Diluc)

Ami - FF13 

Song - FE Fates 

Levidia - Honkai: Star Rail (w/ Sampo and Robin)

Allen - HSR (w/ the Astral Express Crew)

Aibe - HSR and HI3 (w/ Natasha; formerly for Tears of Themis)

Octavia - HI3 (w/ Kevin)

Avil - Love and Deepspace

Mimi - HI3 (w/ Sakura and Kallen)

Tahnri - PGR (w/ Strike Hawk)

Arun - PGR (w/ Gray Raven)

[begaydoalchemy]

i'm boosting my vgen link again!! please feel free to follow me on there and request commissions from me. i have some vgen only discounts!

i usually draw selfships, oc, and character references :)

begaydoalchemy (@begaydoalchemy)

Check out begaydoalchemy's commissions and portfolio! | Hi I'm Eitan / Evryn (he/him) and I'm a disabled trans artist from Washington State!

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boosting my ko-fi because i have nothing to eat for dinner and lunch tomorrow and would like to have food

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going through major depressive episode rn and taking care of myself is hard im leaving my ko-fi here if anyone wants to be nice and i can order myself lunch

https://ko-fi.com/begaydoalchemy

[begaydoalchemy]

i've been having fun drawing my ocs as HSR chimeras so i'm opening design commissions for these little guys :) will draw canon & non-hsr characters + OCs

send me a dm if youre interested :]

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boosting these again :] i have some open slots come get little guys

[begaydoalchemy]

i've been having fun drawing my ocs as HSR chimeras so i'm opening design commissions for these little guys :) will draw canon & non-hsr characters + OCs

send me a dm if youre interested :]

[begaydoalchemy]

my previous commission queue has finally been cleared so i'm reopening regular commissions again!

i'm saving up to go to a convention & visit my girlfriend in april, i have very limited income so taking some commissions will help me out

text info under the cut

info:

payment upfront via ko-fi

additional characters OK (same price per character)

additional characters OK

please provide visual reference (picrew/dollmaker OK)

turn around time varies per request but i try to send over an approval sketch within a week & will reach out if there are any delays

reposts OK w/ credit

i will gladly draw OCs, OC x canon, and selfship content! no nsfw or gore

ask me about character/character outfit design work and we can discuss pricing!

full color character art:

waist up $50

full body $70

colored sketches:

waist up $15

full body $25

+$5 for cleaner lines

chibi sketches:

$25 per character

send your inquiries to me on discord (begaydoalchemy) or via tumblr dm

[fake-ascension]

opening up commissions again! vacation tome over now so ill be taking a few commissions now- and ill be posting my other commission posts too!

[begaydoalchemy]

Hey guys! I'm opening character reference sheet commissions!

Base pricing starts at $75 (USD) and that includes the full body character art + text details. But I'm offering LOTS of different add-ons so you can customize the reference sheet for your needs!

Below, I have an example sheet showing off the different add-ons along with an order form. I'm also offering character design AND character outfit design services for additional fees, which can also be found under the cut.

how to order:

send me a message on tumblr (begaydoalchemy) or discord (begaydoalchemy) and we can talk about what you're looking for, and discuss any sort of character design + character outfit services if that's what you're looking for.

then I'll have you fill out the form I have listed below, i would prefer if you could fill out the details + attach your images in one document so i have an easier time accessing everything (google docs or PDF works just fine!)

I take payment up front via ko-fi, once I receive payment I will start working on the sketch(s) for your reference. I typically try to have approval sketches sent out in about week, but will keep you updated if things may take longer. For bigger orders I'll send out progress updates but feel free to ask for updates as well!

Here's an example reference sheet with my own character, including the pricing for each add-on + the total price

Order form:

Character Name: full character name/name you want on the sheet + any nicknames you'd want included

Basic Character Details: gender/sexuality, pronouns, age, or any symbols (like hsr/genshin element/class icons), pride flags, etc

Additional Character Details: titles, occupation, fandom related character info, short bullet points for relevant character backstory details, etc

Design Details: including important features, like scars/freckles/missing limbs/etc

Outfit Details: Including important accessories like glasses/jewelry/scarves/patterns/etc

Extra things to know: including character quirks or facts that might help me out when drawing your character(s)

I also require some sort of visual reference for your character: piccrew & dollmakers are heavily encouraged if you have nothing else, I will have to charge character design fees for non visual references (+$40-$50 fee)

For extra charges, I can also design outfits for your characters with existing visual designs! these fees would cost less than a complete character design (+$25-$35 fee)

Please let me know first if you'd like me to design a character/character outfit for you and we can discuss from there!

Images: Please also send/attach ANY relevant character images, including other art/fanart of your character, piccrew/dollmaker images, pictures of clothing/models/etc, any other images that you with would help aesthetically as well!!

[fake-ascension]

opening these commissions back up too!! i cant get these done pretty quick in a day or so!!! need dinner funds...

[saharfamily]

A Mother’s Plea: Help Us Survive and Protect My Unborn Child

My name is Sahar. Like any young woman, I dreamed of a stable and happy life. I was engaged to Mohammad, and together, we dreamed of building a warm little home where we could start our life. We spent years preparing our house, but just before our wedding, everything was destroyed in an instant by the war.

I was faced with a choice: to leave Mohammad in the midst of this chaos or to stand by him and begin our journey together, no matter how difficult it might be. I chose him. We got married, not in the dream wedding I had envisioned, but under the harsh reality of war. Our new home became a fragile tent, offering neither comfort nor security.

Today, I am seven months pregnant and living in constant fear for my unborn daughter. I am terrified of the world she will be born into—a world of poverty, hunger, and freezing cold. We’ve been displaced over nine times, carrying nothing but the weight of loss and the hope for survival. The house we dreamed of is now rubble, and the tent we live in barely shields us from the rain and cold.

How will I protect my daughter? We struggle to find enough food. Basic necessities like milk, blankets, and clothing feel impossibly out of reach. The cost of survival has become unbearable. Every night, I am haunted by the thought: how can I bring her into this world, knowing I cannot keep her safe?

I write to you with a heavy heart, pleading for help. I don’t ask for much, just the chance to give my daughter a safe beginning, a life with warmth and dignity. Every small donation can be a lifeline for us, and even sharing our story can make a difference. Please, help us survive this storm and rebuild our shattered lives.

To donate or support us, here is the link

Donate to Help Sahar and Mohammed Build a Safe Home for Their Baby, organized by Jordan Brusso

Help Sahar and Mohammed Build a Safe Home for Their Baby Sa… Jordan Brusso needs your support for Help Sahar and Mohammed Build a Safe H

From the depths of my heart, thank you for your kindness and compassion🥹❤️🙏

[rana1987]

Help my children please don't skip 🙏

Donate to Donate to help rebuild home & education centers!, organized by Imadeddin Shaheen

My name is Ahmed Abdul-Jawad and here's my story. In t… Imadeddin Shaheen needs your support for Donate to help rebuild home &

Hello guys, I am Rana from Gaza, a university professor with a master's degree in statistics and a mother of 4 children. We lost our home due to the war, and my workplace, the Islamic University, was destroyed, as was my husband's workplace, and we became homeless and jobless. My husband and I are trying to provide a decent life for our children. Please help us. Any donation you make will help us rebuild our lives 😭🙏

[what-shitfuckery-is-this-ew]

CXURRENTLY UNVETTED BUT THE REVERSE IMAGE SEARCH HAS COME UP CLEAR. I'VE ALSO TALKED TO THEM AND THEY ARE TRYING TO GET VERIFIED

[dlxxv-vetted-donations]

This campaign is vetted by association through @ayoosh-gaza77 (vetted). Proof under cut.

Disclaimer: I am NOT an official vetter and I did NOT vet this. That was done by the aforementioned vetted Palestinian, I'm just the messenger. I personally believe this campaign is legitimate given the evidence and encourage you to share and donate if you feel comfortable.

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[comfortingstars]

Hello 👋, I hope you're doing well..

My name is Mahmoud, and I'm a 17-year-old from Gaza. The ongoing war has devastated my city, destroyed my school, and made daily life incredibly challenging.

Despite these hardships, I'm determined to continue my education and build a better future. I've been given a chance to study abroad, but I need help to cover the costs of leaving Gaza, as well as living expenses and other essentials abroad once the crossing opens.. 🙏

If you can, please consider donating or sharing, your kindness can truly make a difference, and thanks for your time. ❤🍉

https://gofund.me/bd3ccf0b 🔗

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[comfortingstars]

URGENT HELP SAVE THE LIFE OF MY CHILD

Dear humanity,

Please Help Me – My Son May Die at Any Moment.

I'm Amal from Gaza. 🍉

Here’s my story, and I’m reaching out with a hopeful heart 💔✨, hoping someone will feel what my family and I are going through.

My son is suffering from a severe and life-threatening injury after being shot by Israeli drones. He urgently needs medical treatment outside Gaza.

I beg you, i kiss your feet, to help my son. My son may die at any moment

I lost most of my family. I'm afraid to lose my son too 🥺 .

Please Donate now:👇👇 👇

Gofundme.com

paypal.com

Thank you for your compassion and kindness

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[echoarias]

Donate to Help Josh Get Urgent Dental Surgery For Infection, organized by Leigh Sasnov

My fiancé, Josh, is in unrelenting pain since mid October. He's in need… Leigh Sasnov needs your support for Help Josh Get Urgent Dental Sur

Hey guys this is my friend's gofundme. She needs donations to help with paying off a surgery for dental surgery, so if you're able to help either by donating or reblogging that'd be much appreciated !

[comfortingstars]

My name is Mohammed Alkhaldi from gaza, my wedding was in 12 October, but the war destroyed all my dream, I was also hit in the head on the day that it would have been my wedding day , then I received the news of the destruction of my dream house.

Therefore, I ask you to help me and my fiancée to pay the costs of coordinating travel and start a new life.

Just a ten dollar can make a difference

Donation link 👇🏻

https://gofund.me/b0735b39

please follow the link and donate if you can

[comfortingstars]

My name is Mohammed Alkhaldi from gaza, my wedding was in 12 October, but the war destroyed all my dream, I was also hit in the head on the day that it would have been my wedding day , then I received the news of the destruction of my dream house.

Therefore, I ask you to help me and my fiancée to pay the costs of coordinating travel and start a new life.

Just a ten dollar can make a difference

Donation link 👇🏻

https://gofund.me/b0735b39

if you are able to, please follow the link in this ask or what i just reblogged to help support

[comfortingstars]

Hello, I hope you are well. I am reaching out to you today with great concern and sadness😞💔, as my family and I in northern Gaza are facing significant danger due to the ongoing war. I have launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them from hunger and the diseases that are chasing us all and to provide a better future for them. Every reblog of the post on my profile can be a lifeline for my family and help me provide the basic necessities for them and get out of Gaza to a safer and more stable place.🙏 I humbly and gratefully ask you to reblog the post from my profile to support my campaign. Each reblog can make a significant difference in our lives. Thank you very much for your support and kindness.

if you are able to, please follow the link attached to this ask and support!