We sometimes draw comics and stuff

hey. We’re a system and we draw comics and vent art. We got alot of mental health issues and this is sorta like.. our comic diary i guess. I hope you can relate but im also sorry if you do because it's all about fucked up shit. Read our carrd https://hereticssys.carrd.co/

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So hi, it’s been a while. I don’t even know if anybody still follows me here, or cares. But a lot has changed in the years and I’m now on meds and have a lot more energy to make vent comics and actually try to process some trauma stuff through them. I have started posting them on TikTok though, and also post normal vents + poetry there. But if you’re interested or invested in my mental health journey you can check it out

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Every time I go to post any vent art online (whether to be here or other blogs I run) or in any way talk about my feelings I fucking hate that I feel the need to add a punchline. I hate that I feel the need to steer away from bad ‘dirty’ words like rape. I hate that I feel the need to dull down what happened to me until it’s palatable to the general public. My trauma isn’t meant to be palatable it was trauma and it was horrible

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And I’ll be watching as he sends you to hell

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The extent of your evil won’t be hidden forever

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Sure is exhausting to be traumatized and mentally ill. Can I unsubscribe from this please?

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I’m sure nobody here cares but honestly we’re too depressed to draw comics so there’s likely just gonna be a lot of vent art posts that are just like. Relatable shit. I mean it’s already been like that for a while, just like, making it official. Like the whole purpose of this blog is to get our feelings out in a way others may relate too/ help others put their feelings into words and non comics can do that just as good if not better. Besides it’s this or No Content and I’m sure y’all would like some content so. Yeah. Putting that out there!

[comicalmood]

I’m having some feelings. I’ll cope though.

Thanks to our patrons:

-Cory gjavavont

-that one with the boobs

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-Jordan

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Man I sure do love being an artist! Shame if something were to happen to my ability to draw :)

(Aka I cant easily parse my feelings so I can’t draw them and a prime example is the last multiple posts on our blog that all basically look the same because all I know is be sad, smoke weed)

-Jordan

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I’m not good at doing adult stuff and I feel like I’m going to mess up and it’s gonna be messy ^^; also couldn’t think of an animal to represent me so I just drew myself as is. - Jordan

Thanks to our patrons!

Cory gjavavont

That one with the boobs

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Kevin started drawing this but I finished it n was too lazy to make it look like me so lol u get his sona. But anyways I have been fronting for almost 3 days now and I would v much like for Kevin to come take host back bc I’m a 17 yr old pothead idk wtf I’m doing and I can’t function as an adult

Anyways bleh most comical mood pics are gonna b like this as of late bc I rly can’t do full comics like he can.

Thanks to our patrons:

That One with the boobs

Cory gjavavont

-Jordan

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When ur too depressed to update ur diary comic abt how depressed u are lmao -Jordan

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Can’t really think of how to make my feelings into a comic so just this works. I’ve been trying to quit smoking so I can get top surgery, which I have a date for. It’s just...really really fucking hard. So I’ve been smoking a lot of weed to take the edge off. But I feel god awful for smoking weed so much (which my surgeon said I could smoke), idk it’s just conflicting and I’m high and sad and got some feelings.

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just wanted to say that since I left tumblr a few months ago, I've come back to your art and attitude to your health having changed and improved significantly, and I just wanted to say I'm really proud of you and hope that you can continue to improve. Your line confidence and expressions looks AMAZING

oh thats really awesome,thank you so much! We really appeciate it! 

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Just a quick reminder to everybody in these trying times :) ACAB.

I’m a firm supporter of BLM and I stand with the protestors. Silence is the same as siding with the oppressors and I refuse to be silent.

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daveys style is so cute 💖💖💖

Thank u!!! I try rly rly hard to draw good!! -davey

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Fuckin stupid ass body sucks. I want my fit AMAB body, thanks. The amount of sheer fuckin’ dysphoria I get since I’m a fuckin cis guy in this body fuckin’ sucks. Least we got a binder, I guess. -Raz

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I swear it feels like I’m having mental breakdowns every other week as of late :/ I split twice in the past few months (Raz and cyrus) and had another breakdown a lil while ago that I think may have caused us to split again but we got no idea who the hell it is so that’s on the fence. Guess a pandemic will do that to you eh?