Impactful-Thought Series Pt. 2
I have these moments where I find myself unable to enjoy the good in a “Thing” … or Person.
When you realize that you’re damaged from past involvements with people you then connect the dots why disfunction comes up in current/future relationships.
Anxiety will cause you to miss out on a good moment, or real moments because you’re anticipating everything coming to and end … Anticipating disappointment.
Anxiety will even lead you to look for disappointment, look for something wrong.
Sabotaging. B/c then you have this change in attitude, expectations and interaction.
You know longer interact… unbiased with this person of interest.
You hold them accountable to expectations you do not at all communicate directly.
The worst part is you REALLY like this person… You want to connect with this person… But instead of working on that, taking your time, allowing you both to just naturally and in your own time grow with one another …. You put the stress of expectations on the relationship.
Society says it should be a certain way and when it’s not you panic and think somethings wrong.
You dig until you find SOMETHING … ANYTHING to place as an excuse why you should fall back, go ghost, give up, stop trying to grow with this person.
What if… for once. You gave zero fucks about societal expectations.
What if instead of believing in all the negative and bad things, you put energy into believing the potential positive and good things.
What if for once you where honest in your communication, vulnerable in it.
What if you stopped being your own worst enemy, Just for a moment.
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