Three of Sword

"I put my heart to the swords, to forget her." "... to forget her ..., honestly?" "You know too much of me. To engrave her, actually."

[composited-person]

I am here, right there where you push me.

I found myself at here.

Still here.

I said, I will stop to step closer,

But it looks like that doesn’t mean I will go back from where I came.

[composited-person]

But I am standing on the crossroad and none of it is clear for me.

Awaken up in the middle of the night as usual.

Where should I go? Where should I headed?

The ring shine in your finger denies me surely.

The eyes of you overlook me to see other.

I... I have no idea I shoud stop from my inertia or I should change my course or I should ... what I should ...

Oh God. I am good to advance. Even on the muddy road, even through the thorny path.

But when I lost my destination, I am just a monkey with machinegun, a dangerousness without any consciousness.

Oh God. I know I will advance even through the wall, even through the storm. Just let me know I am heading on right direction.

[composited-person]

I don’t think I will relent.

I will reach you.

Because I am the sea with full of inertia.

And I will continue to love you no matter what.

But I am sure that you don’t want me for now.

[composited-person]

Merry Chrismas, wish you have great day and night overthere.

And I Wish, we can share SAME Christmas days for next year and the next.

[composited-person]

But, I will deform it to match you if necessary.

Everyone has their own key. You may bend it, carve it, cut it, but the better way is to find the correct keyhole that perfectly matches with yours.

[composited-person]

Caffeine is running through my vein.

I can’t sleep. By the caffeine. Not by you.

[composited-person]

And had I known about that rule, I would have played differently.

Now I lift up the visor of my steel helm,

and I can see the surrounding of you, the trail of my wreckage.

Oh, it’s time to match the pieces of puzzle.

To reach the end of this non-reachable love.

[composited-person]

It’s time to prepare my last gift to her.

I can see through you.

But I didn’t feel sorry or surprise from it.

There’s a rainbow in it.

Which I slightly expected, but I tried to cover my eyes.

Anyway, now I know the story and false hope was fly away from me.

[composited-person]

Meanwhile, I will keep trying to meet others. Not for find the new one, just for find that you are the one and only.

I tried to meet someone else.

And I met a multiple personnels who wanted to meet me again,

I said someone to sorry,

I said someone to maybe,

I said someone to later,

But I am sure that the time with them can be better than no one, but worthless than the time with you.

Even they liked me,

Even they wanted me,

Even you don’t want me,

Even you think about him.

I don’t care. I do what I feel happy.

[composited-person]

So I stop to creep on lower ground, and stand myself up to make you higher than anyone.

At last,

I realize the correct way to keep your pride.

It was not lower myself to keep you high,

It is build myself to make my recognition to her is worth enough.

The recognition from the insignificant man is worthless for you.

To respect your pride which I love to, I will get my self up.

[composited-person]

Sorry if it is not the right time, but I have to do it because I think it’s closest moment to the right.

When I cannot concentrate anything,

It means I already concentrated on your thing.

But for now, as Vanguard captain of myself, as the fearless spearhead, I do not want to wasting my energy for ‘worrying’ after completion of legitimate simulation.

When I think I will,

Then I say I will,

And I will.

[composited-person]

But if you are happy now, I am okay to see you far from your side.

You miss him, already.

He is your favorite thing to see.

I miss you, more before than already.

You are my favorite person to see.

[composited-person]

But I still need to TRY that.

Ahhh, I am not sure where I am.

But one thing getting clear is.

I try not to care THAT much as before. And willing to do the things as I think. Too nervous with the expectation of your feeling which didn’t happen is useless thing to me.

Be Myself. Let’s try that.

[composited-person]

Thanks to let me know the song which you frequently hum.

[composited-person]

On someday, hope she will see me and wipe my tears.

Why am I too good to torture myself?

Why am I prepare the fine grade firewood for burn myself at the stake.

Who god, help me to close my eyes and cover my ears.

And save me to stop whiping myself.

[composited-person]

However, I will try to feel happy with your happiness

Can’t figure out what’s the right way to write myself. Today is the day you shine like diamond with him, and today is the day I shadowed by its light. When the lights on you gets brighter, then the shade on me gets darker. How small am I in here, and How big you are in me.

[andrometta]

Need gift suggestions for my boyfriend. It's our 1 year and I am clueless.

I got mine this last year and he loved it! It basically shows the alignment of the stars on any important date

it’s called under lucky stars

[navythreads]

Wait STOP!! I need one for my parents anniversary