Captive

25 it/it/its enby - polyamorous self-collared bondage toy captive - send me your bondage fantasies

[conceptsformyowner]

Hi! I'm your community bondage toy captive! (it/its)

Starting Jan 1st 2025, I live in a cell in the Guard's house. I'm always locked inside and/or chained. Usually both. I cannot get out on my own. I'm not allowed elsewhere in the house. And if I have appointments outside she has to physically release me.

I'm watched and controlled by a Committee who's known me and played with me for years, and by my captivity's patrons, who pay for me to live like this, to watch my security camera feed, and to control my hunger, my orgasms, my bondage, and whatever the fuck the Committee wants you to have fun controlling.

Asks are always welcome. So are threats. And money to force me to continue to live like this.

If enough money is gathered every month, I'll lose all humanity and become a near 24/7 isolated extreme bondage toy for your amusement and pleasure.

In this blog you can find years of written content. Most of my stuff is tagged with #text .

And here you can become a patron, see my long form video content, the security camera feed, and more pics!

Cruel Captive

Hi, I’m your community toy captive. I belong inmobile, trapped, stuck, stored and abandoned. Will you release me or leave me?

More about who I am/was under the cut

I'm an autistic arroase agender argentinean programmer artist educator community organizer event producer project manager non-monogamous toy. I enjoy making stuff on the computer. And I love being forced to not be able to do anything. Ask me anything. I don't bite (I'm gagged)

[conceptsformyowner]

i wonder how it could work if I had some form of programmable padlock

such that when the Guard was away or unavailable, the Patrons can control it

how would going to the bathroom and such even work?

maybe you tip to trigger the release but ask for something in return. something I must endure as a price for releasing me to the bathroom or wherever

maybe i have to do a quick 30 minute vote and it just needs to get majority

maybe i have to ask for a reaction to a message qnd as soon as i get it it triggers me to be able to do it

idk

what do you think?

[conceptsformyowner]

there's something i love so much about a sub's eyes

anything you want to know you can find it right there

defiant eyes, pleading eyes, vacant spaced-out eyes, broken eyes, panicked eyes, fearful anticipatory eyes, hateful eyes, attentive and subservient eyes, tranced eyes

i love it

everything's right there

everything you'll ever need

[conceptsformyowner]

i want to trigger your claustrophobia

fit you into a wooden crate lying down facing up, and screw the lid on, just a milimeter away from brushing the tip of your nose

I'll put some dim lights inside so you can see your confinement end so close to your face, and so tightly all around you

i want your hyperventilation. triggered only by fear. the crate is safely ventilated where your eyes can't see.

i want the taste of your screaming and sobbing as you panic

your delicious panic

I'll never get enough of it

[conceptsformyowner]

i want my touch to be the most treasured thing in your world. you world comprised of metal, darkness, and maddening isolation. i want every brush of my palm against the skin of your long-forgotten face to feel like the biggest warmest hug you've ever gotten.

i want every moment i choose to give you attention and contact to be the highlight of your week, which to you might feel like two weeks. there are no clocks here.

i will get swinging moods

sometimes I'll visit you every day and talk to you like I used to, as a human

sometimes I'll visit and just use you as bodily warmth if I'm feeling lonely or sad

sometimes I'll visit you just to have fun and make you scream

sometimes I'll forget about you for weeks at a time

but you'll stay there

that's a constant

and that won't change

not by your will anyway

[conceptsformyowner]

i just can't stop thinking about a high tech enclosure where you can at any point:

control the oxygen level

control the temperature

spray me with water and soap to clean me

fill it with water to drown me

make it pitch black

fill it with light

make it soundproof and absolutely silent

send shocks through the floor

play whatever audio and/or video you want inside

feed me and water me through some tube

watch me and hear me. i usually imagine at least one of the sides transparent

force me into being restrained further while already inside

it just sounds too much like something that's not actually that impossible. all those things exist and the most complicated one would be to be able to fill it with water probably. or to regulate oxygen beyond simple turning on and off ventilation from the outside

it also feels like it'd be so much easier logistics wise

the Guard can just lock me in there for 8 to 24 hours a day and that's it. depending on schedule and special plans and such.

what could that be called?

the enclosure?

the tank?

the glass box?

the forever box?

forever tank?

[cruel-media]

your captive needs to pretend to be a person during a conference call? make sure that doesn't mean it thinks it's free

https://mymember.site/cruel-captive

[cruel-media]

did you know your toy has an accessible off button? pulling on its hair!

https://mymember.site/cruel-captive

[cruel-media]

remember, storage can always be worse.

you can always have less room. i can always make it more restrictive. and it will always be more restrictive than it was before.

but if you misbehave...that crescendo will speed up like you can't even imagine.

don't you want to enjoy losing your freedom slowly?

https://mymember.site/cruel-captive

[cruel-media]

Princess had a very hard day, luckily, taking captive out and beating it always improves her mood greatly. It always hopes it won't go back in...but it always just goes back in. Once she feels better, why have it around?

(sound on for Princess laughter and toy noises)

https://mymember.site/cruel-captive

[conceptsformyowner]

being stuck in a bag hanging from the ceiling must be so impossibly uncomfortable

no solid structure to it, always just the forces of physics trying to optimize for you being the most uncomfortable basically

there's no "good" position to be in. you're always crushed by the sides of the bag by your own weight

you'd be shifting around constantly, the frustration building and building and building

any semi comfortable position gets uncomfortable within just a few minutes

or that's what i think at least

hope i never find out 🫠

[conceptsformyowner]

i am sometimes surprised at how easily my brain can just come up with concepts for this blog and for the dynamic

like, i just open tumblr and go alright time to write some concepts and add them to the queue. and i just do? i just wrote 5 in 20 minutes or so

and then i remember i was quite literally trained to do so by my first two dynamics and i stop being surprised lol

[conceptsformyowner]

top kissing technique? tie my hands out of the way, firmly grab my hair with one hand and my jaw with the other

[communist-hatsunemiku]

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[conceptsformyowner]

"dopamine detox" but it's just burying me in some hole for a week

[conceptsformyowner]

green flags i look for in a first date 💞

they spike my drink

they physically hold me by the waist or the wrist

they are way too handsy constantly

they seem to know way too much about me that I hadn't told them before

red flags 🚩🚩

they respect me

they view me as a person

they are interested in my likes and my limits and don't want to do anything I don't want to do

they ask before doing anything to me

they make sure i get home safely

[conceptsformyowner]

if i misbehave, bolt me down to a wooden plate. Take me to your backyard and leave me there unattended for a day or so, so I see what happens when I'm not stored, what happens when no one keeps me. Let the sting of rain against my immobile aching body be the reminder of what happens if everyones decides to leave me to the wild.

Next time won't be in someone's back yard, but far away in some unmarked spot in a field, bolted down, uncared for and hard to find.

How warm will my storage feel after that, how comfortable your condescending sadistic pampering when compared to the unforgiving rain